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barfightlard
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Another loss in my life
#4410451 - 07/16/05 12:41 AM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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I just found out today that I lost my nana. She was like a mom to me, I loved her so much. She just broke her hip and had lots wrong withb her body and she just gave out I guess. I wish I could have talked to her one more time.
She didn't want an open casket, but a few of us went to see her today before they did any of that, I just needed to see and touch her one more time. She looked peaceful That mad me a bit more happy...well not really but enough that I could try and focus on the great things she braught me in life I couldn not have asked for a better grand parent!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU NANA!!!!!
I just wish I had a chance to say goodbye.
-------------------- "What business is it of yours what I do, read, buy, see, say, think, who I fuck, what I take into my body - as long as I do not harm another human being on this planet?" - Bill Hicks
Edited by bellylard (07/16/05 01:07 AM)
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Le_Canard
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Re: Another loss in my life [Re: barfightlard]
#4410476 - 07/16/05 12:46 AM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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Sorry to hear that. My condolences. I recently lost someone significant to me too, my step-dad. I'm rather glad he chose to be cremated. I don't think I could've taken an open-casket thing, but that's just me...
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Trainwreck
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Re: Another loss in my life [Re: barfightlard]
#4410488 - 07/16/05 12:50 AM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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I'm sorry to hear that, man. You seem to be taking it well though, that's good. I know what you mean, I love my nana to death. She's always been one of the coolest people I know. She makes some killer food and always feeds me until I explode!
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barfightlard
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Re: Another loss in my life [Re: Le_Canard]
#4410490 - 07/16/05 12:50 AM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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thank you
I'm sorry to hear that. My grandpa want to have her creamted and burried here, and give some ashes to their kids. My cousin and I were talking today and we really wanted to bring some of her ashes up to her hometown. I hope none of my family has objections, though I doubt they will. I honestly think she woukld of really wanted that
-------------------- "What business is it of yours what I do, read, buy, see, say, think, who I fuck, what I take into my body - as long as I do not harm another human being on this planet?" - Bill Hicks
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Roadkill
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Re: Another loss in my life [Re: barfightlard]
#4410503 - 07/16/05 12:54 AM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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awwwwwww
sorry bro!~
my condolences to you and your family.
remember that she lives on in you and the rest of your family.
much
-------------------- Laterz, Road Who the hell you callin crazy? You wouldn't know what crazy was if Charles Manson was eating froot loops on your front porch! Brainiac said: PM the names with on there names, that means they have mushrooms for sale.
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barfightlard
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Re: Another loss in my life [Re: Trainwreck]
#4410504 - 07/16/05 12:54 AM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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Quote:
Trainwreck said: I'm sorry to hear that, man. You seem to be taking it well though, that's good. I know what you mean, I love my nana to death. She's always been one of the coolest people I know. She makes some killer food and always feeds me until I explode!
I think I've only takin it so well because I've been through a few deaths and when I got the phone call today I thought my dad said my sister died!!!!! I was freakin out just yeeling and going nutz, it was the worst feeling I've ever had in my life. But after I found out it was my nana I kind of calmed down, and it didn't hit me as hard as I thought it would have. I bet it will in the next few days though.
btw when I saw my little sister today I gave her a great big hug and a kiss, I was just so happy to see her!!!!!!!!!! and it made me start thinkg that I should give her more of my love, which is a good thing, even though it spawned from the worst feeling I've ever experienced.
thank you guys!
-------------------- "What business is it of yours what I do, read, buy, see, say, think, who I fuck, what I take into my body - as long as I do not harm another human being on this planet?" - Bill Hicks
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Shroomism
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Re: Another loss in my life [Re: barfightlard]
#4410505 - 07/16/05 12:54 AM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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Sorry to hear man.. but you seem to be taking it in stride quite well. Much love to the wandering souls and we'll reunite on the other side
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barfightlard
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Re: Another loss in my life [Re: Roadkill]
#4410508 - 07/16/05 12:55 AM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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Roadkill said: awwwwwww
sorry bro!~
my condolences to you and your family.
remember that she lives on in you and the rest of your family.
much
I know this very much!!! I don't know if the rest of my family thinks this way, but every time I see the wind blowing the leafs on the tree I can feel her.
-------------------- "What business is it of yours what I do, read, buy, see, say, think, who I fuck, what I take into my body - as long as I do not harm another human being on this planet?" - Bill Hicks
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barfightlard
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Re: Another loss in my life [Re: Shroomism]
#4410510 - 07/16/05 12:56 AM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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Shroomism said: Sorry to hear man.. but you seem to be taking it in stride quite well. Much love to the wandering souls and we'll reunite on the other side
thank you Shroomism. Very kind words!
-------------------- "What business is it of yours what I do, read, buy, see, say, think, who I fuck, what I take into my body - as long as I do not harm another human being on this planet?" - Bill Hicks
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