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 psyka
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 Help. 
#4407619 - 07/15/05 12:13 PM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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I dont want to be numb, I can feel myself getting comfortable with this numbness. I havent had someone to talk to in so long, I feel there is no way around this.
My life feels like a god damn Nirvana song, and there is nothing to do.
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As the life of a candle,
my wick will burn out.
But, the fire of my mind
shall beam into infinite.
 
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Liz
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Posts: 6,962
Loc: Massachusetts
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Re: Help. [Re: psyka]
#4407813 - 07/15/05 01:19 PM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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hey! 
Anytime you want to talk, you can IM me or PM me. I'm always down to listen/give whatever advice I can. Good Luck 
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Remember, remember the fifth of November
The gunpowder treason and plot.
I see no reason why gunpowder treason
Should ever be forgot.
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 The_Hobbit
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Re: Help. [Re: Liz]
#4409234 - 07/15/05 07:29 PM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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I suggest building relationships in your life. Getting a partner couldn't hurt, either.
Beleive me.. I know exactly where you're coming from. I'm in the same position. I'm comfortably numb as well. Hey.. atleast I'm alive. =D
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Smoking my hobbit leaf...
Please keep in mind that I am just a human being. Please read my posts carefully and interpret their meaning for yourself.
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PowerTrip
Polypharmaceutical Shaman
Registered: 03/07/05
Posts: 1,148
Loc: The void
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Re: Help. [Re: psyka]
#4409533 - 07/15/05 08:57 PM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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Every time I take mushrooms, I feel an overwhelming urge to get out of my house. They really make you snap out of your usual conditioned way of thinking, and realize all you need to change.
If you are anything like myself, most of your friends have moved on to places in their life that no longer include you. The phone no longer rings every day with your best friend asking you to go out and do something. You now have to start over and motivate yourself to get out and form some new relationships. You are the master of your own destiny. Do not be afraid to pick up the ball and try something new. Go to a bar or club. Get a part time job where you meet a lot of new people. Whatever you do, just get off of the computer.
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I spit reality, instead of what you usually learn
and I refuse to be concerned with condescending advice
cause I'm the only motherfucker that can change my life
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UlisSausage7
seattle
Registered: 02/19/05
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i feel that "numb" your feeling..
one thing i did that helpes a LITTLE was turn on music/ipod/walkman etc and just walk around your neightborhood. you dont necessarily need music but i prefer it. it makes my day a little bit better, and every little bit helps
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Marx said:
good luck with the microscopy
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Randolph_Carter
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Re: Help. [Re: psyka]
#4410566 - 07/16/05 01:19 AM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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Fight.
Find that part of your soul that is whole, and reinforce it.
Feed it however you can.
Music, nature, the conversations over the Net.
Just fight.
You'd be amazed at what can come back.
(and people have survived loneliness for decades.....i hope you have less to go than that)
Keep the faith in humanity.
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"..all those molecules thrashing their kinky little tails, hot for destiny and the street." Gibson
Nuke baby seals for Jesus!
(This has been a +1 production.)
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crunchytoast
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Registered: 04/07/05
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"My life feels like a god damn Nirvana song, and there is nothing to do"
it sounds like you feel trapped
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"consensus on the nature of equilibrium is usually established by periodic conflict." -henry kissinger
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nancy1
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Registered: 06/12/05
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well..I think you should do yoga and meditation, it may help you immensely. Search for yoga articles on the net, or buy a book. All the best!
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alsey
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Re: Help. [Re: psyka]
#4410787 - 07/16/05 02:46 AM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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you gotta go out and meet peeople dude.
other than that, try meditation. become happy with yourself.
PM me anytime if you want to talk.
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"Gently return to the simple physical sensation of the breath. Then do it again, and again, and again. Somewhere in this process, you will come face-to-face with the sudden and shocking realization that you are completely crazy. Your mind is a shrieking, gibbering madhouse on wheels." - ven. henepola gunaratana
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dante
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Re: Help. [Re: alsey]
#4412402 - 07/16/05 05:15 PM (18 years, 8 months ago) |
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Get up and do something, anything.
One thing I especially recommend is to get off the compu! It usually keeps me down.
Definitley do some yoga, some meditation, some soul-searching. Take a walk into the woods and just feel everything.
I hope you feel better, just rememember to get up and do something.
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The clouds above us join & separate,
The breeze in the courtyard leaves & returns.
Like is like that, so why not relax?
Who can stop us from celebrating?
-Lu Yu
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Shroomism
Space Travellin
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Posts: 66,015
Loc: 9th Dimension 
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Re: Help. [Re: psyka]
#4412516 - 07/16/05 06:12 PM (18 years, 8 months ago) |
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Numb sucks man. First thing to do is face it.. and fill with love.
If you need some extra love I have plenty to spare.. if you want to talk pm me or IM - shroomismschism
Everyone else made some good suggestions.. music, nature, meditation, yoga, healthy food, good friends.. these things will help a lot. Do something you are passionate about.. art, music, camping.. whatever you do. Fill the void.
I find that things go in waves. However it gets better over time.. I used to be one of the most depressed , emotionally numb motherfucker you could meet. Just stick it out and things will get better man. And if you need us you know we are here for you.
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