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It's been so long since I've really tripped
    #4394902 - 07/12/05 04:38 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Do I even want to anymore? I don't even know.


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Re: It's been so long since I've really tripped [Re: freddurgan]
    #4394929 - 07/12/05 05:02 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

I don't know if I want to, either. It's been about 4 months for me.

Part of me wants to trip. Shrooms are so much awesome fun. =D

But at the same time I have to be cautios and question whether or not I should trip. What would it give me? Would I be better off not tripping anymore? Have I experienced/learned everything I needed to from shrooms? I don't know.

My last trip was a serious experience. I've never written a trip report, but I'll summarize it in a sentence. I became a whole different person, got naked around my friends, thought that I was experiencing a higher form of existence where it only made sense that everyone should have a love/emotion orgy, started screaming and getting physical with everyone around me, had to be held down, passed out, had the most crazy other-reality inside-my-head trip ever (think 2 hour long orgy, merging with everything and becoming the center of the universe), and woke up suprised to be myself.

Thank you 5.3 grams of shrooms + weed after 8 hours of fasting.

That trip blew me away. I was truly suprised to be myself. Something like that should not be taken lightly. That's why I don't know.

I also don't know because of what I experienced when I woke up. I wake up lying on the floor, twisted up in a blanket and drenched in sweat. I can't move. I have a 5-10 minute recurring thought that I felt completely - life is pointless. It was the most horrible feeling ever. That 5-10 minutes offset all of the crazy goodness of the rest of the trip where I was so happy and thought I had figured everything out. I layed in my bed for 2 days afterwards, contemplating everything. Mostly I thought about the purpose of my life and who exactly I was.

The trip changed me. I think it helped me progress a lot. But that doesn't mean that I would go and trip again just because my last was overall a positive experience. It was both the best and the worst feeling of my life. How can I know which way the next trip will go? Maybe it will be hours of a bad trip. At the level I was at before, that would be really traumatic. I'm not scared, but I have a respect for shrooms now that makes me question whether or not I should ever do them again. I will if it feels right.


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Re: It's been so long since I've really tripped [Re: The_Hobbit]
    #4394971 - 07/12/05 05:41 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

I'm not neccesaily intimidated by a hugely powerful experience. It's just been so long I just don't know if I care anymore. I got really into tripping for a while. It can't last forever..maybe now is a good time to stop.


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