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duster
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WTF IS WRONG WITH ME?
#4234882 - 05/29/05 10:31 PM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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Whenever I've had an awesome night with friends I always feel like a piece of shit afterwards like "wtf im retarded for feeling happy!" I don't wanna feel like that at all but I always get it now adays
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newuser1492
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Re: WTF IS WRONG WITH ME? [Re: duster]
#4234909 - 05/29/05 10:39 PM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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How is your diet? Often when I've had an excellent time I'll "crash" (for lack of a better word) after and feel like crap. I'll feel depressed. I think supplementing with 5-htp or tryptophan would help.
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freddurgan
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Re: WTF IS WRONG WITH ME? [Re: newuser1492]
#4235426 - 05/30/05 01:50 AM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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Yeah I sometimes feel that same way, but who knows why. Most of the recent times I was having an "awesome" night with my friends I was actually just getting fucked up, and then I mistaked coming down hard with getting depressed.
Make sure you aren't doing that first.
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FrankieN
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Re: WTF IS WRONG WITH ME? [Re: duster]
#4238285 - 05/30/05 10:05 PM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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Quote:
duster said: Whenever I've had an awesome night with friends I always feel like a piece of shit afterwards like "wtf im retarded for feeling happy!" I don't wanna feel like that at all but I always get it now adays
Man, that shit happens to me all the time to, it sucks.
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crunchytoast
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Re: WTF IS WRONG WITH ME? [Re: FrankieN]
#4239891 - 05/31/05 12:23 PM (18 years, 9 months ago) |
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when you get like that, why do you think it's retarded to feel happy?
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Society
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Maybe it's because of your attitude towards yourself when you are in solitude. For example, you may think of yourself as someone who should always feel a certain way and think in a certain way, but when you experience the mind-altering emotion of happiness, you feel that you're out of your parameters that you set up for yourself.
Help any?
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duster
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Re: WTF IS WRONG WITH ME? [Re: Society]
#4241227 - 05/31/05 05:55 PM (18 years, 8 months ago) |
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I don't know I guess that helps.. I just feel like I'm not suppose to be happy? I want to be but I always end up feeling guilty after a happy event happening like I'm not wort it I guess :/
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Re: WTF IS WRONG WITH ME? [Re: duster]
#4241432 - 05/31/05 06:49 PM (18 years, 8 months ago) |
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I always feel guilty after a good night, but it's mostly because that good night I was a drunken idiot, and I think that I was acting like an asshole....It always makes me feel depressed the next day....Maybe I shouldn't drink as much.
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crunchytoast
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Re: WTF IS WRONG WITH ME? [Re: duster]
#4241441 - 05/31/05 06:52 PM (18 years, 8 months ago) |
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i wonder why you think you're not worth it.
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JB201
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maybe you have hypermania Bipolar disorder (rapid mood changes cycling between mania(happy feeling, full of energy, euphoria) and depression(feeling like a piece of shit,low energy,etc...)
Most Bipolars have manias that last for several weeks or months then they crash and have several weeks or months of depression.
But hypermania is a more rapid cycling, happy one minute and crying the next.
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Quote:
bellylard said: I always feel guilty after a good night, but it's mostly because that good night I was a drunken idiot, and I think that I was acting like an asshole....It always makes me feel depressed the next day....Maybe I shouldn't drink as much.
^^^ I hate that... I'm cutting down. It's not even that I think I was acting like a drunken idiot, fact of the matter is I probably was.
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Re: WTF IS WRONG WITH ME? [Re: Adden]
#4243629 - 06/01/05 10:02 AM (18 years, 8 months ago) |
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Maybe you just act silly with your friends? You fuck around? And for all the laughs acting dumb is worth, you realize it's all superficial BS?
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UncleLuke
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Re: WTF IS WRONG WITH ME? [Re: the_phoenix]
#4260902 - 06/05/05 06:28 PM (18 years, 8 months ago) |
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I get this all the fucking time during and after every social situation throughout my day. I've always figured it's social anxiety. It's like I can see myself, and I pay really close attention to what I do in fear I might do something stupid. So I don't talk much. I only talk when I have an important question to ask, and I try to make my answers to others very short and simple to try to avoid further questioning. If I were to get extremely drunk or messed up on some other drug and happened to lose control and actually act happy, i'd soon catch myself and get real depressed for acting that way.
Is this not social anxiety? No one else has suggested this so I may have misdiagnosed myself.
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