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mathflower
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i wish fathers day was sooner...
#4221380 - 05/26/05 03:34 AM (18 years, 10 months ago) |
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its my daddy
interpreted through my eyes, of course.
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40oz
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Re: i wish fathers day was sooner... [Re: mathflower]
#4221385 - 05/26/05 03:37 AM (18 years, 10 months ago) |
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haha right on.
i havent seen (or heard from) my father in 15 years...
heh.
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mathflower
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Re: i wish fathers day was sooner... [Re: 40oz]
#4221388 - 05/26/05 03:41 AM (18 years, 10 months ago) |
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wow... i hate to hear things like that.
its unfortunate because its not only his loss, but yours as well
I'm sure you've come to terms with it by now, but it still puts an ache in my heart.
my dads not so great either, (which is why he has a makeshift skull/bus for a head) but i suppose at least i have him?
haha that would be the first time I've ever spoke in a question like that on this forum.
/me receives a gold star.
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CaRnAgECaNdY
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Re: i wish fathers day was sooner... [Re: mathflower]
#4221394 - 05/26/05 03:44 AM (18 years, 10 months ago) |
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My dad killed himself when I was 8...so I haven't celebrated fathers days in almost 10 years.
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Re: i wish fathers day was sooner... [Re: mathflower]
#4221395 - 05/26/05 03:45 AM (18 years, 10 months ago) |
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I sure do miss him though.
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40oz
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Re: i wish fathers day was sooner... [Re: mathflower]
#4221403 - 05/26/05 03:50 AM (18 years, 10 months ago) |
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it was only hard when he came to visit when i was 9. i never really knew him, the only real memory i have of him was when i was 3, watching him pack his bags, & asking him "daddy where you going?"
i dont understand what epiphany he had to just up & abandon his family. pretty cowardly if you ask me. you'd have to kill me before i could ever part my child (if i had one)
but on the otherhand, if i had a father, i would be a different person today, wouldnt have had the freedoms ive had, and honestly i wouldnt go back & change it if i could, im very much content with who i am today.
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mathflower
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Re: i wish fathers day was sooner... [Re: 40oz]
#4221420 - 05/26/05 04:01 AM (18 years, 10 months ago) |
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its no sense to consider what paths you could have had to take...
the person you are is surprisingly complete for what you desire to learn.
when you can learn to accept yourself for who you really are, only then does a transformation begin.
I'm rambling, i apologize.
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Re: i wish fathers day was sooner... [Re: mathflower]
#4221428 - 05/26/05 04:10 AM (18 years, 10 months ago) |
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i like your rambles =)
..sorry to put a hamper on your thread, i was just sharing..
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Re: i wish fathers day was sooner... [Re: 40oz]
#4221444 - 05/26/05 04:22 AM (18 years, 10 months ago) |
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Quote:
fortyounces2freedom said: but on the otherhand, if i had a father, i would be a different person today, wouldnt have had the freedoms ive had, and honestly i wouldnt go back & change it if i could, im very much content with who i am today.
Excellent.. that's the kind of thing I like to hear. Nice attitude
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mathflower
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Re: i wish fathers day was sooner... [Re: 40oz]
#4221446 - 05/26/05 04:23 AM (18 years, 10 months ago) |
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fortyounces2freedom said: i like your rambles =)
..sorry to put a hamper on your thread, i was just sharing..
dont get to squishy on me! you havn't even met me yet.
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Re: i wish fathers day was sooner... [Re: Brugman]
#4221450 - 05/26/05 04:27 AM (18 years, 10 months ago) |
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Brugman said:
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fortyounces2freedom said: but on the otherhand, if i had a father, i would be a different person today, wouldnt have had the freedoms ive had, and honestly i wouldnt go back & change it if i could, im very much content with who i am today.
Excellent.. that's the kind of thing I like to hear. Nice attitude
thx bruugs =)
lifes a trip bro.
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Re: i wish fathers day was sooner... [Re: mathflower]
#4221458 - 05/26/05 04:32 AM (18 years, 10 months ago) |
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mathflower said:
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fortyounces2freedom said: i like your rambles =)
..sorry to put a hamper on your thread, i was just sharing..
dont get to squishy on me! you havn't even met me yet.
oh im not, trust me.
*blushes*
hahaha
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