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Do I have issues?? (trip report) shrooms, unknown quantity
    #4185471 - 05/17/05 07:14 AM (11 years, 6 months ago)

God I love this.
Obviously I'm still a little ummmm....
I do have a trip to report, as promised in the title, but I can't seem to put things in order right now. I can give you some highlights though. Lets see...
It was definitely a good trip. I took what I thought would be a medium dose, but it turned out to be a bit more than that. I could have lost myself in another world, but I stayed grounded here in the real world by chatting with my cousin on MSN. Fucking palm trees and an ocean breeze to my left and I don't know what the hell was happening in the dining room. I remember seeing a western kind of thing, all cowboy hats and cacti and one of those wooden swinging doors. I can't imagine what my cousin was thnking. She didn't know I was into this sort of thing, but she sure as hell knows now. I saved our chat. I think it was like 40 pages in MS Word. We must have been talking for 3 hours or so. Anyway, she left me to go to bed and I went to my room to write some more. I wrote a few different things. I will add them later. I hope you won't be disappointed.
I saw a lot of images from my childhood too. They were all very fleeting. I tried to hold on, but they just slipped through my hands. This is all coming back to me now. What a feeling. I don't understand how people can have bad trips. Toward the end of the trip (actually about 15 minutes ago) I had the most disgusting, explosive diarhea I have ever had in my life. The stomach cramps were almost unbearable, but I had a good time. If this had happened yesterday I would have been in tears from the pain.
I can tell that I'm still high because I don't know how to stop writing. This was going to be a short intro with updates later, but I still have the itch. Today is going to be a good day; just like every other day, but with a slight glow to it. All of the colours are crisp and vibrant. Conversation holds more meaning than usual. It's not just someone talking and me ignoring, but nodding my head in agreement. I'll be interested today.
Oh, I remember a feeling like I was on a boat for most of my trip. I was rocking back and forth very slowly, lazily. It was very comforting, but my damn back hurts right now.
Ok, they're telling me to wrap this up now, so I'll be quick. To recap: I ate some shrooms, I had some fun and noone got hurt.
(creative writing to come later).


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Re: Do I have issues?? (trip report) shrooms, unknown quantity [Re: Real_Poopypants]
    #4185624 - 05/17/05 09:59 AM (11 years, 6 months ago)

Alright, as promised I have a few pieces of writing to share. Feel free to make constructive criticisms. I will add a better trip report later, maybe. I just finished reading my conversation with my cousin. I will add a few excerpts from that later on, but I have to get her permission first. I laughed many times while reading it, but some of the things might be the kind of joke where you had to be there to get it... if ya know what I mean.
Thanks for reading.

Piece #1

Alone??
I feel like I could escape
by closing my eyes
by lying down
losing myself
letting go

It would feel so good to escape
just for a while
way down there
all by myself
but not alone

There?s a masterpiece inside my head
wanting to get out
I don?t know how
to let it all out
without hurting myself

The birds sing to each other every day;
get lost in the rythym
why can?t we??
do what?s right
and love will set you free.

Piece #2

Beautiful
For a person like me
writing comes naturally.
Most have to learn.
I was shown before I was born.

It?s hard to talk to people
and they sense that.
I?m nervous, shaking.
I tell myself to be calm.

There are some people who just know.
You look them in the eyes;
she feels what you feel.
It?s the way it could be.

She is one of those people.
She has the gift;
The all powerful ability
to attract my attention
and hold on to it.

I?m going to like searching.
Just the way she sits there,
occupying space, is a masterpiece.
I paint a pretty picture.

That?s something that you can?t mess up with a subject like her.
Beautiful.

Piece #3

Realizations
I knew I had it in me all along.
Now is my chance to shine.
Life is what you want it to be ? I realize that now.
It?s just one realization after another; there are always surprises ? that?s what keeps it interesting.
Having a chance to tell your story to someone is the greatest gift ever. No, it?s not a gift ? it?s a blessing. Whenever another person decides to spend time with you, you should feel blessed. Think about what they could be doing?6 billion people and she picks you. Think about that and make your time count. You don?t want to waste somebody else?s time do you??
Maybe that?s why I don?t talk very much? afraid to waste someone else?s precious seconds. I wish that was the reason.
My problem is only apparent when I?m around one particular young woman. I don?t know if she notices ? but how could you not??
I must sound like an idiot when I talk to her.
The anxiety is astronomical. I can barely keep myself from shaking.
I want to tell her these things, but the nervousness holds me back.
What would I tell her??
I would tell her that when I first met her I was completely, utterly amazed by her beautiful smile. I would tell her that she has been inside my head ever since. I just needed to see her smile and I was hooked.
I would like to just sit and talk to her, just once, without all of these problems.
If only she could read my thoughts.
Inside my head, at least, I?m coherent, honest, witty - charming even. Somewhere between the brain and my vocal chords the transmission gets garbled.
This pencil is like a filter. The pencil always knows what I mean. It can separate all of the stupid, incoherent garbage from the meaningful stuff.
Someday, I would like for her to meet the real me. I don?t know how to get there from here, but I will do whatever is necessary to find out.


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My first mushroom trip changed my life.


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Re: Do I have issues?? (trip report) shrooms, unknown quantity [Re: Real_Poopypants]
    #4185803 - 05/17/05 11:30 AM (11 years, 6 months ago)

of course you have issues! You're alive aren't you?

Such a wonderful world!


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Re: Do I have issues?? (trip report) shrooms, unknown quantity [Re: dr0mni]
    #4189113 - 05/17/05 11:58 PM (11 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

dr0mni said:
of course you have issues! You're alive aren't you?

Such a wonderful world!





very true. I was high when I made the original post and the title just made sense to me at the time. I'm not really sure what I meant by it now.


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Re: Do I have issues?? (trip report) shrooms, unknown quantity [Re: Real_Poopypants]
    #4209066 - 05/23/05 04:59 AM (11 years, 6 months ago)

Everyone has some sort of issues. As long as you know what they are and are trying to resolve them...then you're on the right track.

Anyways...sounds like you had fun. I love tripping alone. i've been online once while tripping and that was my firs trip. usually I just relax alone and put on some Tool, which happens to be perfect tripping music for me.


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Re: Do I have issues?? (trip report) shrooms, unknown quantity [Re: CaRnAgECaNdY]
    #4209447 - 05/23/05 11:24 AM (11 years, 6 months ago)

I don't see where the title fits in with the post, but if you made the post still shrooming I can see how that would happen quite easily :wink:. Post some of the excerpts from your convo if your cousin is cool with it, that stuff always makes me laugh to look back on...and makes me wish I had tape recorded all of my trips so I could laugh at my dumb ass self later.


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Re: Do I have issues?? (trip report) shrooms, unknown quantity [Re: sublime40oz]
    #4209930 - 05/23/05 02:32 PM (11 years, 6 months ago)

Here's a short(!) cutting from our conversation.

See next post!


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First Time With Salvia

A Visit With The Queen

Mushroom Experiences:

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Edited by Real_Poopypants (05/31/05 02:00 AM)


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Re: Do I have issues?? (trip report) shrooms, unknown quantity [Re: Real_Poopypants]
    #4209997 - 05/23/05 02:49 PM (11 years, 6 months ago)

Here's another one that's somewhat shorter.


Poopypants says:
i'm thinking things so beautiful i can't write it down
Corrie .. says:
awwwww about Jenna?
Corrie .. says:
use a thesuarus
Poopypants says:
she is beside me in this
Corrie .. says:
oh I see
Poopypants says:
someday maybe
Poopypants says:
right now just my cat
Corrie .. says:
lol
Corrie .. says:
at least you have your cat
Corrie .. says:
I got nothin
Poopypants says:
she's getting friendly with my leg for some reason
Corrie .. says:
eew
Poopypants says:
no it's ok
Corrie .. says:
lol you like it
Poopypants says:
i do like my cat
Corrie .. says:
awww
Corrie .. says:
did you take molson for a car ride?
Poopypants says:
no
Poopypants says:
that dog is so funny
Corrie .. says:
lol
Poopypants says:
sometimes i wish i were a dog
Poopypants says:
or a cat
Poopypants says:
fucking carefree
Corrie .. says:
why so you'd know what they were thinking?
Poopypants says:
they don't think like us
Corrie .. says:
ohhh man but do you know what?
Poopypants says:
you know
Poopypants says:
i could lick my own butt
Corrie .. says:
I bet it'd taste good
Poopypants says:
and like it
Poopypants says:
i wouldn't fucking care if anyone was watching either
Corrie .. says:
lol
Corrie .. says:
I dont think I'd lick my own ass
Poopypants says:
i have a masterpiece inside my head you know
Corrie .. says:
apparently
Poopypants says:
someday
Poopypants says:
my skull is to small to contain it
Corrie .. says:
I'm lonely
Poopypants says:
don't be alone
Poopypants says:
everyone is here with you
Corrie .. says:
I need a boyfriend
Corrie .. says:
yeah all my freinds
Corrie .. says:
friends
Poopypants says:
if you only knew what i meant
Corrie .. says:
lol
Corrie .. says:
are you seeing little green men?
Poopypants says:
no
Corrie .. says:
danm
Poopypants says:
did you want to ask them something??
Corrie .. says:
lol nah its okay
Poopypants says:
you can leave a message
Poopypants says:
they speak all languages
Poopypants says:
don't be afraid
Corrie .. says:
yeah I'm sure they'll return it as soon as they can
Poopypants says:
fuck wouldn't you be surprised
Corrie .. says:
lol hey I got a letter from santa once
Corrie .. says:
he spelled my name wrong but you know
Poopypants says:
like if you woke up with your head sewn to the carpet
Corrie .. says:
ummmmmm actually.....................
Corrie .. says:
my friends did that to me
Poopypants says:
don't say that's happened befre
Corrie .. says:
the sewed my hair to a rug
Poopypants says:
ouch
Poopypants says:
i'm not really sure what a rug is
Corrie .. says:
a small carpet
Poopypants says:
oh
Corrie .. says:
you know the kind that only covers part of the floor
Poopypants says:
like smaller than say my table
Corrie .. says:
well they are like 6x9 ft usually
Poopypants says:
why can't it cover the whole floor
Corrie .. says:
I duno
Corrie .. says:
because it doesnt
Poopypants says:
cause it's not a carpet, silly
Corrie .. says:
oh
Corrie .. says:
duh
Poopypants says:
yeah
Poopypants says:
here's a joke for ya
Corrie .. says:
ok
Poopypants says:
fuck where's the button
Poopypants says:
oh wait
Corrie .. says:
I dont think there is a fuck button
Poopypants says:
where does a general keep his army??
Corrie .. says:
I duno
Poopypants says:
up his sleevey
Corrie .. says:
I dont get it
Poopypants says:
ahhh fuck
Poopypants says:
don;t make me splain
Corrie .. says:
I told you I wasent smart
Poopypants says:
see there was this general
Poopypants says:
they gave him an army
Poopypants says:
why?? i don't know
Poopypants says:
to fight a war and fucking kill all these dickheads
Poopypants says:
who were probably nice people
Poopypants says:
actually
Poopypants says:
are you with me here??
Corrie .. says:
yeha
Poopypants says:
you spelled that wrong i think
Corrie .. says:
I'm dying though
Corrie .. says:
yeah I did
Poopypants says:
oh and he had to hide his army up his sleeve for a while
Poopypants says:
it's a long story though
Poopypants says:
wouldn't want to bore you with details
Corrie .. says:
I'm tired its like quater to 5


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Mushroom Experiences:

My first mushroom trip changed my life.


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