Okay this may sound a little crazy, but I want to relate my experiance with out OBE's. Almost all have been drug induced. The fist occured while after eating shrooms about 5 years ago. Me and a friend ate some (probably alot) and chilled and were puffing on nugs sitting on a deck in a wooded back yard. I knew I was tripping balls when I started getting distinct auditory hallucinations. The visuals were very strong and my vision began to get warped. It seemed to expand and kinda get like a fisheye lense effect. After a while I became aware of a strange familar looking hippie pretty much all around me. I can't explain it but it was if I was looking into one of those mirror balls somebody has in their back yard, looking at my self. The momoent I realised it was me I snapped back in my body, man that was crazy. At that point in time I was like 18-19 and only smoked kind, and ate the occasional dime of mushrooms. No squares, no liq, I was a hardcore vegan who didn't put anything fucked up in my body. It was a mind-opening experiance, one I will not soon forget.
Anyway, all my friends went away to college and I stayed in my small mid-west town and made new friends, botht chemically and socially. I fell in with a group of candy-kids (96-97) and would occasionally go to Chicago for raves. Mainly just to sling hits, i really wasn't about the music. However, I was introduced to Special K, and that changed my life. Seriously, if you want the out of body experiance, look no further. You do like a key or 2 you are faded, that's how potent this stuff is. I would do a lot, and get really fucked up, floating out of my body and looking down at everydoy dancing, rolling spinnin'g breaking, whatever. I couldn't believe it. A whole new crazy drug I'de never heard of, wow. I asked the people where they got it and they answered "We steal it from vets." It was on.
From there on the next 2 years get blurly. I was an animal rights activist and karma believeing person, did a 180 and started robbing vets, for animal tranqulizer, cooking it up, getting fucking STUCK, bagging up like not even a 1/8 of what we had, going to parties, and making LOOT. Being scandalous, ripping fool's off. You could get anything for K, rolls, hits, herb, nitrous, coke, crack, CD"s clothes, sex with skanks, pretty much anything. I don't know how many times I drove to Chicago with nothing in my pockets but drugs and coming back with nothing but lots of loot. Kinda lost touch with reality, if your whole goal in life is to illictly obtain drugs and sell them at 100 percent profit, whoa! However, it all came to an end. Everybody got caught up, and a good friend of mine took the blame for all the robberies. I still see him, but didn't for a long time cause he got locked up. Anyway, the whole out of body thing is hard to describe, sometimes I would litterally float up through the ceiling and look down at my self, it was crazy. I probably had 1t least 2or 3 OBE"s a week for like a year.
I myself am on probation now, and eat mushrooms maybe like twice a year. I get incrediably faded. I haven't smoked weed, in over 15 months. Right before I went to court on possenion charges I ate about 10 hits of good paper, over 15grams of wet B+, smoked some Kush, and when I thought I couldn't get anymore faded did like 6 20 bag's of k. I had gotten the out of body before, but it had never been so colorful. I can't describe what happend, but it was something akin to waht D.M.Turner says in his book. However, I will say that i experianced ego loss, and came out of it a much more enlighted person. I know who I am now, and really don't have to do any type of substance to be happy : )
Since that experiance I have been happy with getting faded, except for the occasionaly mushroom trup, and a glowing experiance with 2ct7 that happened 6 months ago. I have a fulltime job, go to school part time, have a car payment, credit card bills and rent to worry about evey month. I think all the OBE's off the were kinda a waste of time. It was a stupid thing to do, all my friends and I gotten paid back in bad karma for what we did. It just makes me laugh when I go to parties and see people pretty much like my old-self, working parties, ruining the scene for people who actually go to dance and listen to music. I grow a small amount of shrooms, just for personal use there days, and go out to nature when I deciede to trip. I would love to smoke herb, which I think is mother earth's other gift to us, but Judicial system has decieded I won't for another 10 months, oh well, at least I am am alive have a few real friends, and know what life is all about:)
Sorry if I went off on a rant, but before I every did any drugs I was interested in the whole enlightenment, nirvana, satori enlightenement, transadental meditation thing. When I found out you could do the same thing with drugs, I was like "no way!" and then went on a 2-3 year bender. I would advise others not to do the same thing.
Although I wll say it was fun while it lasted.
-------------------- stuck to yo ass like a Victoria Secert wedgie!!
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