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emptywisdom
simple being oflight
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I went to a new place and decide to start over again from scratch. I know no one here, all my friends are either in seattle or hawaii, while i'm now here in kansas city. I'm here on my own. It's the only way things can work for me I think, to just leave that behind, take the good I can from the experience, and move on. It's hard because I've not been able to find anyone here I can really relate too so far but I'm staying possitive and , afterall, summer's almost here, and come June I start to travel, and I'll meet all new people and get back into the life I really love, which is that of a road tramp. It's never going to be easy, but I think I've got my head on as straight as It can be after all of this and things have nowhere to go but up, so I'm doing fine and actually excited about the comeing summer, I going to hit some festi's then it's rainbow time! YES! I love summer. I missed last years rainbow 'cause I was on maui, Won't happen this year. I'm psyched, all is good!
Personal setbacks are simply triumphs yet to be precieved. although my heart has been shatered, I feel good about where I go from here, and know that nothing has happened that was not supposed to, everything in my life is a blessing, even if it is hard to precieve it that way at the moment.
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THE KRAT BARON
one-eyed willie
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-------------------- m00nshine is currently vacationing in Maui. Rumor has it he got rolled by drunken natives and is currently prostituting himself in order to pay for airfare back to the mainland but he's having trouble juggling a hairon addiction. He won't be back for a long while.
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Todcasil
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I'm waiting for you to come back home and say hello I'm on your list of boys you've sang sweetly to shore i woke up yesterday and saw your face beautifully framed remembered the words you sent out breaking the wall you so patiently made from dust and bones promises of sand for fear of his and your own tears kissing your pillow tonight
time is easy to lose in the embrace of the one that you love when you fall to sleep tonight your eyes will take forever to close...
the time will look for you as the numbers scroll to the infinite measurement youll count the moments off as they bleed from the infinite source of it all
I'm waiting for you to be in my arms and say nothing the list of things you keep has been burned and released i woke up during the night and saw your face next to mine remembered the worlds that we lived in at one time of dust and bones promises of sand the fear of living and our own tears kissing the pillow at night
time is easy to lose in the embrace of the one that you love when i woke up tonight i didn't ask what time that it was
-------------------- Men look at themselves and they see flawed humans, we look at women and we see perfect GODDESSES Women look at themselves and they seem utterly human, when looking at men they see proud GODS. ~Casil
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SneezingPenis
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Re: Write a poem [Re: Todcasil]
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These incredulous cognitions cranked out by the masses fears and feelings flow from emotional impasses dreaded dirges divulged and dragged on Soul shattering symbolism about the moon and the sun cliches cascading so copiously and the burden of boredom bears down upon me please pardon the prattle and pun on the poem but Dear do leave your diary at home
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THE KRAT BARON
one-eyed willie
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-------------------- m00nshine is currently vacationing in Maui. Rumor has it he got rolled by drunken natives and is currently prostituting himself in order to pay for airfare back to the mainland but he's having trouble juggling a hairon addiction. He won't be back for a long while.
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Todcasil
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this whole website is a living diary
-------------------- Men look at themselves and they see flawed humans, we look at women and we see perfect GODDESSES Women look at themselves and they seem utterly human, when looking at men they see proud GODS. ~Casil
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THE KRAT BARON
one-eyed willie
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emptywisdom said: so there's not many poetically minded pubbers I presume?
I feel sad that this thread is not as active as holy crap louis regarding the televison show "family guy" or a slew of others that I don't feel like mentioning.
Post your poetry, we know you write and we are not here to be judgemental, none of us are quite revolutionary at the medium yet. Let's get some words here. Poetry is a blessing for all of us, even if it is relativley weak, I'm quite sure we are all or at least most all of us are amatures. Let it flow! I love reading it, and I doubt I am alone on this.
I suppose I could dig up a few more of mine for ya
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Could it be Love?
I find myself in such a place of which I don?t well know A place as warm as sunshine, and gentle as the snow A place that is not of this world, at least not of the flesh Mixed emotions and unknown thoughts weaving quite a mesh Within this realm of disbelief confusion?s all abound And yet it?s not unpleasant, but rather quite profound It?s a feeling of a joyful sort?quite possibly much more But what exactly it is I feel ? this I can?t be sure For these are all new things to me, and a bit undaunting Even so, I wish to know just why it?s so enchanting Could it be I know the truth and simply won?t admit it? Or am I just imagining? Should I just forget it? Exploring this ? a strange new land ? proves to be un-nerving For even now I speak of how I might just be deserving Somewhere though, deep down inside, it?s simply not that clear Could it be I ostracize completely out of fear? Or maybe I?m just seeing more then there is to see By complicating things so much I increase the mystery My instincts say I mustn?t think, but instead I should just feel But doing so denies my mind?it?s all so corporeal I truly wish for a quick fix ? perhaps a little peek To know for once and for all the answers which I seek Life, it seems, works not like that?or so it has been said And so you see uncertainty rears it?s ugly head What should I do? What should I say? Where for shall I go? Should I keep my thoughts to myself, or let my feelings show? Either way I take a risk ? neither seem that great But oh to do not one thing more but sit around and wait Is surely not the thing to do, and so I must act now But one mistake is all it takes to break my solemn vow For so much rests on this one choice that I can?t be too sure If my heart?s in the right place or my intentions pure And what of she - this distant dream ? will I too be accepted? And if it?s shown and answer known, would I be rejected? But an answer ?yes? I?m afraid, would be a bigger beast I?m certainly not some gallant knight?and that?s to say the least With questions piling higher still I can?t help but wonder why Such a pain and such a thrill would be cursed on such a guy And so I sit and ponder still not knowing what to do In hopes that things will work out themselves the way they sometimes do
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Sweet Anticipation
Time standing still, in sweet anticipation One thought in mind, in profound contemplation Problems dissolve exclusively for me For the time being, complete harmony Silently waiting for the one I desire Feelings grow deeper, emotions fly higher Sitting here still, with one thought in mind Cherishing memories left far behind Remembering a time, when mine eyes first begot A being so perfect, it defied logic thought And now, this angel of heaven, is coming to me Still waiting arival, in complete harmony One thought in mind, interwoven with love Have my dreams finally come true, have I found the dove? No longer just pigeons, have I found the best?!? Is my search finally over? Can I finally rest? Sitting alone, with memories from the past Praying to God, this will always last
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Too Intense to Describe
Another boring fuckin night sitting all alone. Another night goes drifting by without you on the phone. Another moment overlooked because your selfishness. You fail to satisy my needs...and now I'm getting pissed. How often am I there for you, with nothing in return? Always sayin I'll be there for you...when will I ever learn? It seems you only use me when life has got you down. And I always come a runnin - all you gotta do is frown. But how much more will I give out, without you giving back? How much pain can one heart take before it starts to crack? I feel I'm quickly closing 'pon the point of no return. All I need is one more reason...one more little burn. Cause I'm tired of falling victim of your crazy voodoo spell. I wish you'd just fuckin die and burn and rot in hell. And don't you dare look at me like that - you know that you deserve it. All you do is torture me, and still I think you're worth it. I've always thought you'd come through some day, You'd just grow up and finally say The things that I've longed to hear for years The only words that can stop these tears. And yet, somehow I can already see That these things I wish are fantasy. You'll never see me the same way I see you. You'll never let my dreams come true. And even worse: you'll never set me free. Cause you've made it clear that you need me. You need me to be there when you're feeling blue. You need a shoulder to cry on...someone to comfort you. You need me for all the things your man won't provide, And because I can't stand to say "no" I always abide. And when I sit and I listen to all your woeful cries, I can't help but see the thanks in your eyes. And then I think to myself: "some day she'll see" "Someday she'll realise just what she's got in me" And then, soon enough, the moment fades clean away. And again, once again, you push me away. That's when I slip away, back out of your sight. And prepare once again for one more lonely night. Another night sitting here thinking about you, And whether or not it'll ever be through. Sometimes I can't tell what it is that I feel. Is it love? Is it hate? ..... It's all so surreal. I can't tell anymore if you're even a friend. Most days it don't matter...I just want it to end. I want you to leave. I wanna break free from your spell. All that you do is just put me through hell. But, oh what a hell...what a painful bliss! You touch like none other...I just can't resist. You cause me such anguish...yet, also such glee. Like a tsunami of emotions crashing on me. And although I know not how you effect, My time spend with you I just can't regret. And whether we wind up together, or are forever apart. I know, deep inside, you'll always stay in my heart.
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End of Romance
Once upon a time there was happiness At one point in time there was pleasure But they?re now in the past, unable to last And not a one of them do I treasure
My heart has been thoroughly trampled And the walls are now being re-built The passion once strong, has long since been gone And my love is beginning to wilt
What did I do to deserve this? Why should I be in such pain? Just cause some young lass kicked me out on my ass When there was nothing farther to gain?
Blinded was I by her beauty Unable to see the abuse What once was great lust has fallen like dust Leaving nothing behind but the noose
I know now where I messed up By being entrapped in deceit In well over my head, caught in some web Refusing to admit defeat
But now those days are behind me Leaving me be to let stew Consumed with the hate of the ironic fate Of choosing a girl so untrue
How could I have been so ignorant? Why didn?t I see it before? This buxom young dame who seemed rather tame Was nothing but a skanky ass whore
^^^^^^^^^ that's pretty much how my love life always seems to go
but oh well...such is life I suppose :shrugs:
-------------------- Ravings of a Madman
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