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dfslkfsd
Pot head
Registered: 02/10/05
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Me a blacklight and god...
#4095289 - 04/25/05 01:51 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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Last night I ate an 8th of home grown B+. I thought I was preparded but nothing could have preparded me for the huge ego loss I experienced...
10:25pm Ate 3.5 grams of dryed P. cubensis washed down with apple juice. I then begain to watch fear and loathing in las vegas.
10:45 What!?? im already starting to trip and its only been 20 minutes. it seems if my whole room is shaking. my legs and so tensed up I can barely walk.
11:00 my dresser is pulsating red and orange. my tv seems too shrink and expand to unimageable sizes and shapes.
11:15 I goto my computer and turn on some infected mushrooms the whole room beats and changes colors along with the song. I can now FEEL colors! this was amazing and yet so hard too explain.
11:30 time has lost all meaning I can feel my ego slipping away, my body feels as if its empty and hollow. everything is so bright I decide too turn off the normal lights and turn on the black light.
When I got up too get the black light I could feel something was wrong... I was feeling depressed. I sat in my grey chair holding the blacklight staring into it. I now begin too ponder about my life it seems so empty something is missing. I try and try too think what it is that is missing from my life and all the sudden it hits me I began too cry I realized what I need is god. the next few hours I sat in my grey chair and it was amazing I had such a strong connection with god I could almost feel him there. I then cryed more and more digging into my subconscious and I finally found me I knew who I was. now it all made sense Life the universe every thing made sense finally. I had a reborn feeling so amazing and powerfull. I now know what mushrooms are all about its just not a way to get fucked up its something so much more. I feel so comfortable with death now I am no longer afraid of death. I now feel 10 years wiser than I was before I cant even explain how much I learned from last night. thanks for reading my short little story of how I found my self and god.
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Psiledehysp
second mushroomto the left
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Re: Me a blacklight and god... [Re: dfslkfsd]
#4095396 - 04/25/05 02:18 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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They are not called sacred for nothing . Great to hear such a positive and life changing experience. Mushrooms never cease to amaze me in their power.
-------------------- Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes. - Carl Gustav Jung
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JacquesCousteau
Being.
Registered: 06/10/03
Posts: 7,825
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Re: Me a blacklight and god... [Re: dfslkfsd]
#4095505 - 04/25/05 02:42 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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Awesome! Congratulations, man! There's no going back now... welcome to the other side.
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Rose
Devil's Advocate
Registered: 09/24/03
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Re: Me a blacklight and god... [Re: dfslkfsd]
#4095515 - 04/25/05 02:45 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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Great report.
Not many posters can say so much, without writing more.
Welcome back!
-------------------- Fiddlesticks.
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Cray
I'm not fat i'mbig bones
Registered: 02/22/05
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Re: Me a blacklight and god... [Re: Rose]
#4095673 - 04/25/05 03:24 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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yea, same with my trips man! I'm a big guy, and they took me and my friends about 15-30 minutes to kick in... I think it's because there fresh and dry, they havn't been handled to much...
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wandrnshaman
old hand
Registered: 09/21/03
Posts: 1,196
Loc: Pinellas Co, FL
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Re: Me a blacklight and god... *DELETED* [Re: Cray]
#4096386 - 04/25/05 05:53 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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ckyrock
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Re: Me a blacklight and god... [Re: wandrnshaman]
#4096600 - 04/25/05 06:53 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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I'm so happy to hear a good outcome from your trip. God works in mysterious ways... one just happens too be mushrooms ::thumbs up::
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dfslkfsd
Pot head
Registered: 02/10/05
Posts: 128
Last seen: 10 years, 11 months
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Re: Me a blacklight and god... [Re: dfslkfsd]
#10972835 - 08/31/09 02:14 PM (14 years, 6 months ago) |
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It's been nearly 4 and a half years since I made this post... when I woke up this morning I had a sudden urge to go and check my old posts here on shroomery. and man it sure has brought back some great memories! this experience in particular has stuck with me.
Unfortunately it's been quite some time since i've been able to indulge in some fungus and I often try and remind myself of the things I learned during these trip but they are quick to leave the mind.
I really feel like I need a good trip like this one again. just myself, a blacklight, and God. I still have my B+ spores but I think they are shot by now... it's been years. but maybe I'll order a new print and get a little OP going again.
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nIkkNAME
This is my Title.
Registered: 07/23/09
Posts: 543
Loc: Tacoma WA
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Re: Me a blacklight and god... [Re: dfslkfsd]
#10972955 - 08/31/09 02:36 PM (14 years, 6 months ago) |
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Congratulations for bumping a 4 year old thread=]
-------------------- I had something in mind to place here. Too bad i forgot what it was.
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ReefaCheefa
Gimme Reefer
Registered: 08/24/08
Posts: 1,639
Loc: Florida
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Re: Me a blacklight and god... [Re: nIkkNAME]
#10972978 - 08/31/09 02:40 PM (14 years, 6 months ago) |
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It's his own thread...
Anyways, welcome back man. I hope you really go thru with your plan. It sounds like you want to get back to it. 1 time every now and then isn't so bad, and it can help you remember your experience and give you time to reflect. Also improving overall memory and maybe practicing meditation could really help you with this.
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nIkkNAME
This is my Title.
Registered: 07/23/09
Posts: 543
Loc: Tacoma WA
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Re: Me a blacklight and god... [Re: ReefaCheefa]
#10973000 - 08/31/09 02:44 PM (14 years, 6 months ago) |
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I was joking, probably should have put jk along with the smiley face lol.
-------------------- I had something in mind to place here. Too bad i forgot what it was.
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