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JettaJay
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What is happening
#4063880 - 04/16/05 10:38 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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Last night I spent one of the most incredible nights of my life with 3 very very close friends. I took 40 mg of Oxycontin as did 2 of my other friends. The third one has horrible asthma so it was advised to him not to take it. I felt this incredible euphoria that lasted for what seemed like ages.
This morning I awoke to this horrible feeling of depression. I made an incesion on my wrists about 1 inch long and just deep enough to bleed a little. I'm not really sure why I did this ... for some reason I just felt it was right.
I'm not even really sure why I am typing about this in the shroomery but I am.
-------------------- I saw a little green light buzzing around in a tree, and it dawned on me that "they" were here ~~~LouiseLouise
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blissedout
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Re: What is happening [Re: JettaJay]
#4063891 - 04/16/05 10:42 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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Hang in there, buddy! Dank and Bliss will be in horse country before you can say "Opiates are for the faithless"!!
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ToolTroll
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Re: What is happening [Re: JettaJay]
#4063921 - 04/16/05 10:50 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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Dude, don't despair! Remember that the Pub loves you.
-------------------- "This whole idea that different is bad, that a change in consciousness is in itself harmful, is really one of the fundamental problems inherent in the drug war.” - Rick Doblin my cactus collection You vote with your dollars. Everyday. Vote responsibly.
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faslimy
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Re: What is happening [Re: JettaJay]
#4063942 - 04/16/05 10:56 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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thats makes no sense man
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blissedout
Registered: 11/11/04
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Re: What is happening [Re: JettaJay]
#4063952 - 04/16/05 10:59 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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Come here you big lug!!
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Adden
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Re: What is happening [Re: JettaJay]
#4063968 - 04/16/05 11:03 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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blissedout
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Re: What is happening [Re: Adden]
#4063977 - 04/16/05 11:05 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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Get off the computer and go enjoy the great outdoors. It is a waste to sit on the comp, while tripping. Trust me.
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notapillow
I want to be a fisherman
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Re: What is happening [Re: blissedout]
#4063986 - 04/16/05 11:09 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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stay away from the oxy jj you will feel better tomara
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Skunk420
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Re: What is happening [Re: notapillow]
#4063988 - 04/16/05 11:10 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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Oh I can get liquid OXYconton as well....
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TODAY
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Re: What is happening [Re: JettaJay]
#4063993 - 04/16/05 11:11 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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jj, you need a nice helping of booze imo. or not, whatever, either way teh pub lovzors you.
-------------------- ca'rouse (k-rouz) intr.v. To engage in boisterous, drunken merrymaking.
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blink
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Re: What is happening *DELETED* [Re: JettaJay]
#4064002 - 04/16/05 11:15 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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Post deleted by blinkidiotReason for deletion: Im sorry
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JettaJay
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Re: What is happening [Re: blink]
#4065153 - 04/17/05 09:32 AM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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Nope thats a negative on the mushrooms. I can't find them anywhere. I love opiates is teh problem. They have never made me feel this way before. I don't know what happened.
-------------------- I saw a little green light buzzing around in a tree, and it dawned on me that "they" were here ~~~LouiseLouise
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Cherk
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Re: What is happening [Re: JettaJay]
#4065425 - 04/17/05 12:03 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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Obviously this isn't the first time you've cut yourself man, you should talk to some friends and let them in on what's bothering you. They don't need to know you cut yourself but if you have people you can go talk to instead of cutting yourself you'd be better off.
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I have considered such matters. SIKE
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gdman
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Re: What is happening [Re: JettaJay]
#4065465 - 04/17/05 12:17 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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Take care of yourself dude, we're here for ya.
-------------------- Got a question about a substance? Erowid might already have your answer! Have questions about the mushroom experience? The Tripper's FAQ may have your answer or someone else might have had your question before. I know up on the top you are seeing great sights, but down at the bottom we, too, should have rights. - Theodor Seuss Geisel Dr. Suess "I didn't come here to be easily understood" - Steve
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In(di)go
People of the sun.
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Re: What is happening [Re: JettaJay]
#4065517 - 04/17/05 12:39 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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thank god i've never tried opiates and i think i never will...
the pub loves you, man
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Thin White Duke
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Re: What is happening [Re: JettaJay]
#4065652 - 04/17/05 01:36 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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I think it's because last night was so amazing, you were just really sad to be back in 'reality'. You'll be better in a few days
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Organic
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Endorphins/opiates, all the same
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JettaJay
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Re: What is happening [Re: Organic]
#4066731 - 04/17/05 09:25 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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Thanks for all the love guys. I appreciate it.
-------------------- I saw a little green light buzzing around in a tree, and it dawned on me that "they" were here ~~~LouiseLouise
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ivi
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Re: What is happening [Re: JettaJay]
#4066753 - 04/17/05 09:34 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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Just take some heroin
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JettaJay
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Re: What is happening [Re: ivi]
#4068177 - 04/18/05 09:23 AM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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Quote:
ivi said: Just take some heroin
I'll be sure to do that.
-------------------- I saw a little green light buzzing around in a tree, and it dawned on me that "they" were here ~~~LouiseLouise
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