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Another night of listless ambition, caught in a storm of cloudy cognition, it's a strange disposition fostered by my volition, perhaps it's a zest for true erudition? or maybe it's baseless and just supposition. no matter the reasons that's my exposition.
Stuck in the character of a jolly host, tired of questioning myself without riposte, a character flaw I try to hide the most, so for once I'm typing the questions with which I'm most engrossed.
Still I don't know if I can say with finesse what I want to profess, regardless my desire it's something I try to repress, even now my mind tells me to regress, extinguish the thought, try to supress, but maybe I'm drunk enough to finally transgress (is that a word?). or maybe writing this is a source of undue stress.
I sit at the computer because of you, caught between thoughts I can't subdue, but still can't quite put into the field of view, instead of revealing my thoughts I've gone askew, these type of troubling choices are something I like to eschew.
They say all is fair in love and war, a sentiment I try to inure, but this mixture of both I'm loathe to endure, my mind keeps telling me it's just me being immature.
I feel like I'm walking on a plateau, I step to the edge and find myself with only sky below, but with my demeanor lately it's seems almost quid pro quo, watching myself fall seems almost like a tableau.
One last stanza to see myself though, then hopefully I'll return to what I'm used to, but as of now my biggest fear remains what I think of you, if I said the three words my mind tells me I want to, I'm afraid that as the sound hits my ears the sentiment would ring true.
-------------------- No .sig for me, I'm trying to quit.
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