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 SoopaX
Criminal DrugAnalyst
Registered: 11/12/04
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 Re: wow :(  [Re: ummikko]
#4039963 - 04/11/05 03:11 AM (19 years, 10 days ago) |
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No, she lives three hours away from me. So I never really knew what our plans were, for her to move in with me, me with her, me to go to schooland her to move out there.
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 exclusive58
illegal alien
Registered: 04/16/04 
Posts: 2,146
Last seen: 6 years, 1 month
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Re: wow :( [Re: SoopaX]
#4040005 - 04/11/05 04:33 AM (19 years, 10 days ago) |
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karma
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Mindzpore
Psychedelicious
Registered: 04/05/05
Posts: 319
Loc: Reject the concept of loc...
Last seen: 7 years, 6 months
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shee.. now that not a nice place to be. if i were you. id use it to do something decicive (not with pills or guns though).
if she has stuff at your place, pack it in a bag and dump it at her place, or her parents/friends place. if she has a key to your place, change the lock. if you can change your phone nr. or at put her on "ignore". the same with your email.
something similar once happened to me. i wasnt very old or experienced and took it pretty bad. i had acctually bought a "second hand" gun and was on my way there on a train to "return the favour" to them both. when all of a sudden, i realized that the whole mess was in fact a pretty good thing.
from my new point of view, she had just proven that she wasnt worth having a relationship with. good! then i dont have to waste any more time, and can go on to find someone who deserves me. i got of at the next stop. changed trains, resold the gun (at considerable loss).
i then changed the lock, got rid of her stuff (to one of her friends). and basically never bothered with her again.
she tried to contact me a few times, but she probably realized i had found out, that her chanses were nil, and she gave up after about two weeks (allthough she called me about three years later, drunk, on a christmas eve and we had a "chat").
so, allthoug it hurts. the best thing you can do for yourself is to think, and try to put it in a perspective that is enpowering for you. and get on with life.
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FreakQlibrium
Son of Uncle Meat
Registered: 06/06/02
Posts: 19,058
Loc: Toronto Canada 
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 Re: wow :( [Re: SoopaX]
#4040033 - 04/11/05 05:19 AM (19 years, 10 days ago) |
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I'm glad you puked those things up man, 20 X 10 mg's(the blue ones) =200 mg's which is a potentially fatal dose for a system that isn't used to them. At least you're still alive, no chick is worth offing yourself over 
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In(di)go
People of the sun.
Registered: 10/29/00
Posts: 8,157
Loc: Cologne, Germany
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Re: wow :( [Re: SoopaX]
#4040037 - 04/11/05 05:27 AM (19 years, 10 days ago) |
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for the third time this month i'm gonna post the lyrics to a song from pantera that helped me get over my ex when she did the same thing to me... download it, and scream it along as loud as you can... you'll feel better, believe me
Shedding Skin
I don't want you to look at me while I'm shedding
Skin. I can't afford for you to see what's inside me.
I'd rather shoot myself than have you watch me. I
Feel you'd steal my skin to try and wear me.
I was betrayed, one more day of my short life. You were
Carried away. You had no shame. To suffocate my being.
I was me, but you weren't you. You were sticking to me like
a scab...so I peeled you away, and bled for days. Then
Stepped out of myself.
I'm shedding skin, changing within, I'm falling in.
Through swollen eyes, I dreamed you died, caught inside.
I'm shedding skin, spreading thin, severed stem.
I created the end, I'm killing a friend. I'm shedding my skin.
I don't think you belong in here, I feel I'm sick. Don't ask because
You know damn well where I've been. I've kept a simple
Woman through the thick and thin. But I've found the guts
to sever from my Siamese twin.
I throw you away. Everyday. A dead part of life. Strangling
back. Seething black. In between my longing for torture.
Blood on my face that came from your face. The mix
Of kissing and bleeding. I put you away. I shut you away.
I pissed you away. I threw you away.
I'm shedding skin, changing within, I'm falling in.
Through swollen eyes, I dreamed you died, caught inside.
I'm shedding skin, spreading thin, severed stem.
I created the end, I'm killing a friend. I'm shedding my skin.
You're fucking, and sucking. You're friendless. It's endless.
Your flower has soured. It's endless. You're friendless.
It's harder. And stronger. But no one's been inside you longer.
Or harder. Or deeper. To get you off, you need the fear.
It's never love. Bloody touch. Broken wrist. Needle rust.
Choking throat. Swallowed teeth. Head fuck. No peace.
I'm shedding my skin to peel you off of me.
You've got to love me.
Ornament. Shrunken head. Playtoy. Snake strike. Poisonous.
Syphillis. Drenched me. Soaked me.
I'm shedding my skin to drain you out of me.
You've got to hate me.
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grphish
the Modern dayPacman
Registered: 04/01/02
Posts: 1,687
Last seen: 9 years, 4 months
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what a waste of valiums 
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