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InvisibleAbstractHarmonix
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Mom is in a happier, healthier place.
    #4037982 - 04/10/05 07:29 PM (11 years, 7 months ago)

My mom passed away early this morning.

She had emphysema, and it was a long struggle.

I tried to make it in time to see her, and I saw her...but I don't think she saw me. She was so dosed on morphine that she was unable to move, speak, move her eyes, or react. She was just "here".

I talked to her on the phone while I was at work before my flight. "I promise I will wait for you, I love you..." she said, and so it goes.

I am just hoping she heard me. I sang to her, a couple songs... She alays loved to sing with me. I played my djembe softly for her, and laid by her side that evening.

I miss my mother. She was my best friend. And I firmly believe that the ones who are here for me now, will be here for the rest of my time.

I am posting this to tell everyone to never take anyone or anything for granted. She never did.

Feb 5, 1946 - April 10, 2005

May the 3-11 breathe on. And much love to the mother.


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A plethora of music aspirations control my temptations of future revelations beyond "now". The percussion, and the heart beat of my love and devotion. The rhythm goes beyond, prying into the third eye, releasing the creativity held so far inside. The melodicies, through the out of tune pianos and broken classical guitars...there lies a beauty. A beauty as prevelent as the fire inside. To release these energies is pure ecstacy, to deveop these gifts is sacred. The vocality, so pure as can be, shying away from herself, lies within me. For the underlying serenitity, this is what I live for. I plea for harmony, and nothing more. Music equals love. Creation of love leads to the procreativity of the World, and it's spirals and puddles prevailing.


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Re: Mom is in a happier, healthier place. [Re: AbstractHarmonix]
    #4038024 - 04/10/05 07:42 PM (11 years, 7 months ago)

Beautiful post mang :smile: My mom died apart from me but the rest of the family issued a restraining order so that i couldn't visit her on her death bed even though she was calling my name :frown: Glad you fared way better and I'm sure she heard your song(s) :wink:


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Re: Mom is in a happier, healthier place. [Re: AbstractHarmonix]
    #4038195 - 04/10/05 08:25 PM (11 years, 7 months ago)

I hope you have comfort during this transitional time in your life.

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Re: Mom is in a happier, healthier place. [Re: AbstractHarmonix]
    #4038293 - 04/10/05 08:55 PM (11 years, 7 months ago)

I'm sorry for your loss. You gwyn see her again though.


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Re: Mom is in a happier, healthier place. [Re: AbstractHarmonix]
    #4038724 - 04/10/05 10:51 PM (11 years, 7 months ago)

I'm sorry to hear about loss. I've been lucky enough to get some brief visits to where your mother is now....rest assured that she is in a MUCH better place, we'll all be going there someday. I wish her godspeed on her journey, and I wish you luck in dealing with it, as beautiful as that place is, it's still very hard to let them go.  :hug: Freak.....a restraining order? That's fucked up man, I'm very sorry to hear about that.  :nonono:


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Re: Mom is in a happier, healthier place. [Re: AbstractHarmonix]
    #4039376 - 04/11/05 01:42 AM (11 years, 7 months ago)

My condolences. I recently lost a loved one too, although it was rather sudden. Now is a good time to mend fences and cleave closer to your family so that the pain can be shared....


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Re: Mom is in a happier, healthier place. [Re: AbstractHarmonix]
    #4039909 - 04/11/05 04:26 AM (11 years, 7 months ago)

My condolences on your loss.


I could never imagine losing my mother.

When I die, though, I hope I have someone singing me songs and gently leading me into the afterlife.

Take care of yourself. :heart:


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Re: Mom is in a happier, healthier place. [Re: AbstractHarmonix]
    #4040272 - 04/11/05 10:54 AM (11 years, 7 months ago)

Your mother now exists where she always has. Inside your heart. :heart:


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Re: Mom is in a happier, healthier place. [Re: AbstractHarmonix]
    #4044716 - 04/12/05 09:55 AM (11 years, 7 months ago)

I really know what you ae going through. My Mom passed in June 2004 with the same problens. She was in a coma for 6 weeks before she passed. I'm glad to see you know that she is in a better place. I know my mom is.


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Re: Mom is in a happier, healthier place. [Re: AbstractHarmonix]
    #4044751 - 04/12/05 10:17 AM (11 years, 7 months ago)

mothers are special...

i miss mine also. im happy for everything though.

love.


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GODDESSES
Women look at themselves and they seem utterly human, when looking at men they see proud
GODS.


~Casil



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Re: Mom is in a happier, healthier place. [Re: Todcasil]
    #4045193 - 04/12/05 12:48 PM (11 years, 7 months ago)

:heart: :hug: sorry to hear about your loss, but I'm glad you realize she's in a better place.


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A closed mind is a wonderful thing to lose.


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Re: Mom is in a happier, healthier place. [Re: AbstractHarmonix]
    #4045566 - 04/12/05 02:01 PM (11 years, 7 months ago)

I'm sorry to hear this. It sounds like you have the right attitude towards the experience though. May your mother rest in peace, free of pain and the troubles of this world.  :sun: :heart:


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Re: Mom is in a happier, healthier place. [Re: AbstractHarmonix]
    #4045707 - 04/12/05 02:26 PM (11 years, 7 months ago)

Again, I'm sorry about your loss.. but glad that your mother is in a better place, no longer in pain. She is at peace.. Take your time. I wish you well up there.


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Re: Mom is in a happier, healthier place. [Re: Shroomism]
    #4051520 - 04/13/05 07:01 PM (11 years, 7 months ago)

FATHER DEATH BLUES

Hey Father Death, I'm flying home
Hey poor man, you're all alone
Hey old daddy, I know where I'm going

Father Death, Don't cry any more
Mama's there, underneath the floor
Brother Death, please mind the store

Old Aunty Death, Don't hide your bones
Old Uncle Death, I hear your groans
O Sister Death, how sweet your moans

O Children Deaths, go breathe your breaths
Sobbing breasts'll ease your Deaths
Pain is gone, tears take the rest

Genius Death, your art is done
Lover Death, your body's gone
Father Death, I'm coming home

Guru Death, your words are true
Teacher Death, I do thank you
For inspiring me to sing this Blues

Buddha Death, I wake with you
Dharma Death, your mind is new
Sangha Death, we'll work it through

Suffering is what was born
Ignorance made me forlorn
Tearful truths I cannot scorn

Father Breath, once more farewell
Birth you gave was no thing ill
My heart is still, as time will tell.

Allen Ginsberg

:heart:

Metta to you,
Thomas


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Re: Mom is in a happier, healthier place. [Re: AbstractHarmonix]
    #4052988 - 04/14/05 02:36 AM (11 years, 7 months ago)

Ares,

My deepest sympathies to you and your family. I can only offer words to the future and a hope for well being.
All I have gotten from you is good vibes and your mother must have played a part in shaping who you are.
I mourn your mother, and I am sad with you.
I know with time the wounds will heal and I know to honor her memory you must deal with many hard emotions.
You are strong and vibrant, you will triumph in the positive over the good, and you will see the life over death. The eternal cycle of the universe and how it works in all its mysterious ways is not unknown to you.
Stay strong, friend, I send all my love.


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these long agonizing months without you...have been long and agonizing..
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Re: Mom is in a happier, healthier place. [Re: AbstractHarmonix]
    #4053038 - 04/14/05 02:52 AM (11 years, 7 months ago)

aw mommy.  :frown:


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Re: Mom is in a happier, healthier place. [Re: flowstone]
    #4061947 - 04/16/05 10:55 AM (11 years, 7 months ago)

Thank you guys all so much for you loving words of support and friendliness.

It means the world to me.  Some of you shroomerites may remember my mother as the one who took us all in after long journeys of psychedelic exploration, mental instabilitation, and providing physical rehabilitation in the warmths of her home in Florida.

She had the biggest heart on this physical world, and I am happy that she can now work her magic in the spiritual realm.  Aquarius humanitarianism is what she possesses in her heart, always. :smile:

Her service was on thursday, it was very nice.  Her viewing was on Wednesday, and to tell you the truth, I havent seen her look that peaceful in my whole life.

Thanks again everyone for all of your support. :smile:


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Re: Mom is in a happier, healthier place. [Re: AbstractHarmonix]
    #4071413 - 04/19/05 04:09 AM (11 years, 7 months ago)

You sound like a strong person and your mom special, a great loss.
Please accept my humble blessings. :heart:


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Re: Mom is in a happier, healthier place. [Re: AbstractHarmonix]
    #4071679 - 04/19/05 09:08 AM (11 years, 7 months ago)

I didn't see this thread until now.  I'm so sorry for your loss.  :hug: 

We don't know eachother very well, but should you ever need to talk, feel free to PM me.  I lost my father a long time ago, and I know how it feels to miss someone close to you.  :heart:


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The gunpowder treason and plot.
I see no reason why gunpowder treason
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Re: Mom is in a happier, healthier place. [Re: egghead1]
    #4073188 - 04/19/05 05:02 PM (11 years, 7 months ago)


what egghead said
Quote:

egghead1 said:
Your mother now exists where she always has. Inside your heart. :heart:




this community is full of love  :heart:


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