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OfflineTodcasil
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my journal entry
    #4029701 - 04/08/05 07:48 AM (11 years, 7 months ago)

4/8/05 03:51 am
here i am writing some things.

there are some really good bands. in special ways. i envy these people... but then i think, everyone is just a person. i relate to a mood they set with there music and lyrics. though some of it is obscure, some of it can be deeply personal on a universal level.

are my songs like that? i suppose theres a good chance they are. do i want people to hear my insides?

am i significant artistically.

park that car
drop that phone
sleep on the floor
dream about me.

hmm

sometimes i feel like people i dont know see something like i do... that i look around and i see people who dont see what i see.. but these people i dont know. they are the ones who have an inkling of understanding about what it is to live this part of the puzzle.

beauty is all around us and manifested from inside of us.

you used to be one
of the rotton ones
and i liked you for that.

now your all gone
got your make up on
and youre not coming back.

bleaching your teeth
smilin flash
talking trash under your breath

bleaching your teeth
smile like a falsh
talking trash under my window.

park that car
drop that phone
sleep on the floor
dream about me.

beuatiful. who wants to share with me? must i convince people that i have a vision? must i portray myself like im already successful to make myself that way? am i not a magnet of disciples? do people not want to make this with me. i dont know.

everybodies so ready to do the same old thing. that thing they heard. that thing they thought was cool. what about that thing you dreamed? id do it with you. id listen to your dreams if you told them to me, and id do my best to make them from our insides. id try my best to make them sound pretty.

i think i have heart. but so far that has gotten me everywhere.

why cant you sing dustin? ive heard you. you can. why cant you hit things to make sound spyre? i know you can do that. why cant i be someone who tugs on your dreams. and shares my dreams with you.

you do not choose to be human. and you do not choose to be an artist. you just are. so why not embrace what we know we feel.

im ready. im so amazingly ready.


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Men look at themselves and they see flawed humans, we look at women and we see perfect
GODDESSES
Women look at themselves and they seem utterly human, when looking at men they see proud
GODS.


~Casil



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Re: my journal entry [Re: Todcasil]
    #4029794 - 04/08/05 08:48 AM (11 years, 7 months ago)

Very wise, very interesting.  :thumbup:  :sun:


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Re: my journal entry [Re: Fliquid]
    #4029978 - 04/08/05 10:02 AM (11 years, 7 months ago)

it could be those things yes... but it is just my thoughts!!

my desire for human greatness is overflowing sometimes.  many things on this mans mind indeed.

:heart:

how you been fliquid?


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Men look at themselves and they see flawed humans, we look at women and we see perfect
GODDESSES
Women look at themselves and they seem utterly human, when looking at men they see proud
GODS.


~Casil



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Re: my journal entry [Re: Todcasil]
    #4037534 - 04/10/05 05:09 PM (11 years, 7 months ago)

Lets not talk about me.  :wink:

Your words did seem familiar, I think the same way.
Maybe not the same things, but the same way.


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Re: my journal entry [Re: Fliquid]
    #4038023 - 04/10/05 07:41 PM (11 years, 7 months ago)

All artists feel like that at some point I guess. I know I have :shrug:
I loved it Todcasil, I can say it really came from your soul :heart:


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