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In(di)go
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so i got laid last night
#4003766 - 04/02/05 03:19 AM (19 years, 3 hours ago) |
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but i couldn't go through with it...
too much stuff in my head... the girl i went home with (suzi) is a pretty good friend of my ex-girlfriend so that was an awkward situation to begin with... added to that is the fact that i am kind of starting a relationship with an ex-schoolmate of mine... now she is in ecuador and i'm in germany and i haven't seen her in 3 and a half years and we agreed that we wouldn't have an official relationship til we actually are together and see if things work out the way we are planning them to... well as you see it is kinda hard to focus on the "task" at hand when you have so much shit going through your head... so we just broke it off... still i can't help feeling bad about the whole thing... bad for suzi cuz i got her hopes up for a nice evening of sex and didn't deliver... and especially bad for the girl in ecuador cuz it just isn't fair for her... fuck i knew i shouldn't have gone home with suzi... devil alcohol lowering inhibitions... i hate making stupid decisions i could have stopped it no problem and now i'm stuck in this dilemma... i blame myself... i cleared things with suzi and that's cool she completely understood the situation and was actually feeling a little awkward because of my ex herself... but well... the thing that troubles me is cecilia... i don't know if i should tell her or not... she will most definitely never find out... on the other had what i have with her is way to special to jeopardize it by not being honest with her... i also think that if i screwed up i shouldn't put weight on her shoulders just to stop feeling guilty... it was my mistake and i should deal with the guilt i have now... so what to do?
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Re: so i got laid last night [Re: In(di)go]
#4003779 - 04/02/05 03:24 AM (19 years, 2 hours ago) |
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yeah, thats to long for me to read. Go out side, somewhere quite...and just be. The true answer will find you
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In(di)go
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Re: so i got laid last night [Re: Toddo]
#4003782 - 04/02/05 03:25 AM (19 years, 2 hours ago) |
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that's some pretty good advice for not having read the post hehehe
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Re: so i got laid last night [Re: In(di)go]
#4003783 - 04/02/05 03:25 AM (19 years, 2 hours ago) |
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Stop drinking.
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In(di)go
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Re: so i got laid last night [Re: CaRnAgECaNdY]
#4003793 - 04/02/05 03:30 AM (19 years, 2 hours ago) |
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well yeah! but the thing is i don't even blame alcohol i was still sober enough to know what i was doing...
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Re: so i got laid last night [Re: In(di)go]
#4003801 - 04/02/05 03:34 AM (19 years, 2 hours ago) |
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you're saying you have something special with a girl you haven't seen in 3 and a half years? are you sure?
go out and have some fun man. no regrets.
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In(di)go
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Re: so i got laid last night [Re: exclusive58]
#4003808 - 04/02/05 03:38 AM (19 years, 2 hours ago) |
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that's the reason we aren't having a relationship until we see each other and figure out what the deal really is... but yeah, man... on one hand i told myself "screw it, you don't know what is going to happen so just have fun"... but on the other hand i just couldn't go through with it... meh... stupid shit... i am beginning to think that i am not made for one night stands...
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Re: so i got laid last night [Re: In(di)go]
#4003817 - 04/02/05 03:43 AM (19 years, 2 hours ago) |
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that sux that you have to restrain yourself from going out with other women just cuz you're not sure if its the real deal with that other chick in ecuador.
what if its not the real deal? 3 and half years wasted man!
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In(di)go
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Re: so i got laid last night [Re: exclusive58]
#4003828 - 04/02/05 03:48 AM (19 years, 2 hours ago) |
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nah man! we just started discovering our connection in january... the time before i had girlfriends and everything...
so it would basically just be 4 months wasted...
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Re: so i got laid last night [Re: In(di)go]
#4003905 - 04/02/05 04:46 AM (19 years, 1 hour ago) |
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so you didn't really get laid last night?
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Re: so i got laid last night [Re: Locus]
#4003913 - 04/02/05 04:49 AM (19 years, 1 hour ago) |
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well to be specific i had sex... but once everything got going and i had the lubber on and we started having sex i couldn't help thinking about all this stuff and my little buddy was not amused... so we had to stop...
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Re: so i got laid last night [Re: In(di)go]
#4003919 - 04/02/05 04:52 AM (19 years, 1 hour ago) |
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oh ok, i understand man... hey it happens..
about your relationship though.. i dunno, sorry bout that man
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Re: so i got laid last night [Re: In(di)go]
#4003921 - 04/02/05 04:52 AM (19 years, 1 hour ago) |
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wow.......i wish this was in otd
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Re: so i got laid last night [Re: In(di)go]
#4003926 - 04/02/05 04:54 AM (19 years, 1 hour ago) |
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just fuck man whatever WE'RE ALL SEXUAL BEEINGS
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Re: so i got laid last night [Re: In(di)go]
#4003928 - 04/02/05 04:54 AM (19 years, 1 hour ago) |
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IN MY OPINION i say the answer you're looking for can't be found on the internet it can only be found within yourself, if that makes sense. You've hit one of those times in your lift when all you can say is shit and you get back on that damn horse! +Karma to you.
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In(di)go
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Re: so i got laid last night [Re: shrooma]
#4004242 - 04/02/05 08:52 AM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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yeah i'm gonna be honest with her... if i was able to be honest with suzi, i should be honest with ma. cecilia too after all she means even more to me... bad thing is, i can't reach her now... she's on a trip and wont be back til tomorrow evening... i'll keep you guys informed!
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In(di)go
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Quote:
hawksapprentice said: wow.......i wish this was in otd
well that would be some fun... but nah... there's a reason i posted this here...
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MaJikFungus
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Re: so i got laid last night [Re: In(di)go]
#4005703 - 04/02/05 04:44 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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Once I went all the way to some heavy dry humping with this gurl when I just had a feeling like I didnt wanna do this. I felt kinda bad for leading her on , but my real reason for the visit was for me to fix her wireless network and things somehow escaladed.
Later in an emotional rant she said she had moved her to get out of Porn of all things , made me feel much better about my decision.
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Re: so i got laid last night [Re: In(di)go]
#4005704 - 04/02/05 04:45 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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get laid every chance you get...you only live once
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Re: so i got laid last night [Re: In(di)go]
#4005722 - 04/02/05 04:52 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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if you guys agreed that you wouldn't have a relationship, then what you did was alright. nothing to worry about!
What I'd do is not say a thing, unless it comes up. nothing happened so there's really nothing to say.
do you and the girl in ecuador talk often?
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