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DoctorJ said: Maybe I'm just a hopeless romantic, but I have always felt that when two people have a monogamous relationship, they are breaking the rules in the name of loving eachother. It just has this romantic appeal to me. Its like: 'Fuck the world, its just you and me sweetheart.' Awww, that made me smile
. I must be a hopeless romantic too, because this makes me smile from ear to ear as well....!  . I have never cheated on ANY of my past loves, NEVER even had a moment of "weakness", but I have been cheated on once.... It hurts.... And I was pretty immature back then, so it hurt pretty badly.... Betrayal is one of the hardest things for me to forgive.... It is one of the worst things ANY "love" can do to another.... I had never seen "true" forgiveness for this in the past, but I am not sure how I would feel now.... . In the past, it actually made me sick when a VERY good friend of mine started selfishly cheating on his VERY loving, loyal, and COOOL wife, with his three kids.... I couldn't even stand to be around him anymore.... He had EVERYTHING I ever wanted, and he threw it away because of alcohol, and partying with the "bad" girls.... Yay.... I feel sorry for him, and sad, because of the wonderful life he had, and threw away by choice.... How could you turn away from three of your own beautiful children....???? I do also believe that was inherited/learned from his younger years with his dad, he always had a wife, and 1-4 girlfiends on the side - or in the house.... It just seems "dirty" to me.... Like "Dirt" dirty.... To each his own, all I saw was pain, selfishness, and distrust, just to be "a stud".... . Ain't nothing like being able to stare into the eyes of the woman you love with an unconditional bond and trust.... Since about age 24 or so, when I got a little self confidence, I always approached a relationship like this.... Weather it was short term, or long term, HONESTY is ALWAYS the best way to me.... Weather or not you actually make it as a couple, with honesty, at least you make a damn good friend.... Just never found the right woman that could let go of her baggage and be HER, with all the attractive "qualities" that I in a mate.... One sided communication is like talking to a wall.... No fun.... well, I guess I could have some fun at that....!  . I have no doubts that someday I will find my true angel.... We will find each other.... With my newly opened eyes, I love all the women friends I know(and actually let them know now too!), but none of them have that "spark".... Till then, I will enjoy life till I get ZZZAAAAAPPPED.....! 
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