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OfflineKristiMidocean
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suicide
    #3832922 - 02/25/05 02:13 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

Hey everyone... well first thing I hear when I wake up this morning is that a long time friend and almost like family member killed herself 2 days ago... She just had a baby like 3 months ago and has 2 other kids one of them is like 12. I grewup with this girl... it seems so weird to me because she always her whole life seemed really happy. she had a great husband a good job loving family ... I just dont get it...... She is the last person I know that would do something like this.. her family said that she was going through serious post-pardom-depression... I know that is very real because I had it a little after having my daughter but I know that Before I had her I didnt have a reason to live and was constantly thinking of suicide but once I had her it never entered my mind because I had to live for her! .....The funeral is tomarro...I know Im going to go I just am really hurt and kinda mad at her right now.... I feel like she is very elfish which is wrong of me because she just past I shouldnt have such harsh feeling towards her..... but all I can think about is her family that use to be like my family... her mom and dad and sister were all like my second familyh growing up I spent everyday of every summer with them from the ages of 4 till 16.... i just dont know how to feel it really hurts.......


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Re: suicide [Re: KristiMidocean]
    #3832931 - 02/25/05 02:15 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

there is no easy way out... even of your feelings.

peace.  :heart:


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Re: suicide [Re: Todcasil]
    #3832935 - 02/25/05 02:16 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

Geez.

I'm sorry.


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Re: suicide [Re: KristiMidocean]
    #3832939 - 02/25/05 02:17 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

:heart: :hug:


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Re: suicide [Re: KristiMidocean]
    #3832947 - 02/25/05 02:18 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

Hey honey  :hug:

I know we've already talked but I just want to say again that I'm so sorry for your loss. :frown:

You have every right to feel angry at her.  There is no "right" or "wrong" way to feel about death and especially suicide...everyone reacts differently.  I'd probably feel angry too. 

Take the time you need to digest this. 

:heart:


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Re: suicide [Re: MOTH]
    #3833002 - 02/25/05 02:30 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

Wow, that's horrible. I'm sorry. I feel for the family


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Re: suicide [Re: KristiMidocean]
    #3833056 - 02/25/05 02:40 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

I'm sorry Kristi.  :sad:





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Re: suicide [Re: KristiMidocean]
    #3833094 - 02/25/05 02:49 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

It sure is weird how it happens.  I am sorry for your loss.  A friend of mine did himself in over the weekend, leaving his 2 children and all of us behind.  Just remeber the good times.    :heart: :peace:


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Re: suicide [Re: KristiMidocean]
    #3833099 - 02/25/05 02:49 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

:sad: Those poor kids


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Re: suicide [Re: zahudulallah]
    #3833168 - 02/25/05 03:03 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

i hate when bad shit happens...but all u can do is move on and learn...most of love to ya kristi


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Re: suicide [Re: KristiMidocean]
    #3833183 - 02/25/05 03:06 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

I am sorry to hear about the unfortunate happenings. Like some have said before me "everyone handles death differently". Realize however that your friend probably thought about this for a long time-it is no easy decision. Just continue being a friend to her by comforting her family and doing what you can to make it easier on those it affects the most. I always like to make the family food so that they don't have to mess with it during this trying time, but I am sure you can figure something personal out.


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OfflineKristiMidocean
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Re: suicide [Re: NewAgeDiciple]
    #3835488 - 02/26/05 02:19 AM (12 years, 6 months ago)

Thank all of you for the support.... I really do love all of you here And I hold you deeep inside my heart!
Much love
Kristi


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Re: suicide [Re: KristiMidocean]
    #3835773 - 02/26/05 04:41 AM (12 years, 6 months ago)

death sucks

i think the worst part (for me at least) is not worrying about the person who left, but about all the people they left behind who needed and cared about the one who left(parents family close friends etc)

i dunno, life and death really make no sense to me


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