and now the trip report:
well, yesterday morning I called my friend matt and he said he had a half eighth of liberty caps left from his last trip, so I decided to trip again, this time on a half eighth. so I called my hookup, and he said he'd have them by 1:30 and I should wait at the Coffee Bean for him. At about 1 my friend downed his shrooms and had a pleasant little trip that lasted till 5 or so, when we were STILL waiting at the coffee bean for my hookup who kept saying I'll be over there as soon as possible. Come 9 O CLOCK he FINALLY came with my 1/4 of beautiful shrooms. So my friend and I walk to the bowling alley and find these two guys that are smokin so we take a few hits out of the pipe and I munch about a half eighth (eyeballed) and my friend does the same. Since I didn't eat the entire day (not on purpose) within 5 minutes I noticed it starting quickly. So I had my friend call his dad around 9:45 to pick us up so I could sleep over and trip there, but his mom apparently didn't know where he and I were and they called everybody and not many people knew. So all these people were freakin out about us and I was already trippin, tho kinda nervous. I find out my mom is coming to pick us up and take matt home and me back to my house, so I start freaking. I didn't want to trip alone! Hell no! So we find my mom, and she is pissed as hell. So we go back to my friends house, my trip progressively getting stronger, and my mom said it wasn't a good night to stay over since matts mom was freaked out. And it wasn't even matt or my fault, only his mom's fault. So matt and I part ways, trippin hard. I get back in the car and try to keep up as good a conversation as I can with my mom, and it was ok. But my trip was getting very strong, especially for a half eighth. We finally arrive home, and I casually go up to my room, still an hour away from the strong part of the peak. My mom comes to say goodnight, and to keep good I stare directly into her eyes even though my eyes were HUGE. She said Have you been smoking? So I just said No, I don't smoke anymore. So she leaves, believing me. I kinda freak because I'm all alone and have so long left in the trip. So, of course, I turn on my computer and go to the Shroomery and see if any friends are online. CACA and a few other shroomerites were on, so I started talking to them to calm myself down and just settle into the trip as it was STILL getting harder. Luckily I crossed the "barrier" and my mind was in ecstacy. My visuals were absolutely BEAUTIFUL. The computer monitor got very thick and cartoony and colorful, and my CEV were extremely strong. When I looked around my room which was pitch black, I saw many "creatures" that didn't scare me, rather they were kinda funny looking and made me happy. I was seeing the best and happiest visuals I have ever seen on a trip, including acid. I was just grooving on all the great vibrations and playing guitar PERFECTLY and talking to fellow shroomerites (one of which was trippin hard on acid). I was so happy. "The Fear" was gone for good. I felt soooooo good, it's not explainable. Just totally grooved out, even though I was alone. However when I got to the strongest part of the peak, I thought I heard a police car outside my house, so I ran to the window and saw a red light. I started freaking, but not too bad. My trip was still very, very beautiful. Then I saw a police helicopter outside the window (a real one) but not going for me, obviously. But every few minutes I ran to the window, freaked out that I was gonna get "busted." Even though I had nothing on me and I'm not a dealer. But you know how on trips you can't always tell reality from fake. My audio hallucinations were thick and harsh and I convinced myself I heard a lot of stuff that I didn't. So my trip became amazing, if only I weren't alone. It would have been sooo much better. But still, I'm very glad I took it. At around 1:30 I got in bed and fell asleep to a psychedelic Gilligan's Island, so happy I didn't give up on shrooms. I have finally crossed the barrier, with a little help from my friends .
We're all MADD here...
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