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Vulture
Pursuer ofWisdom


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The Grateful Dead is medicine to my soul.
#3772147 - 02/12/05 08:03 PM (19 years, 13 days ago) |
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Given the circumstances of many unfortunate events surrounding me in my life the last month or so, Ive been in a terribly depressed and bad mood. I try to hide it when i with friends but everyone sees through it i know. Today was an especially bad day because i found out my EX-gf (now) might be pregnant with the guy from her work that i have mentioned in a few other threads. All this shit is barely enough for me to handle...on top of the wonderful news i was up all night cause i took some adderall(Ive been reckless with my drug usage lately) i worked all day. And i cant fucking get a hold of her to see what the pregnancy test is. Im going nuts.
but for some reason today i threw on one of my tie-dyes....i havent worn one in a while...i guess people thought something was up with that too lol...and im driving home...bought some beer for some freinds...too tired to party...so im driving and i just pick a random cd. Dick's Picks 7 cd1! 
All of the sudden i was high as a kite driving down the road with a HUGE grin and tears of joy. Scarlet Begonias was so jamming i felt like i was there just dancing my feet off....id just like to give thanks for to the dead for working in there mystical and wonderful ways. Shine On Brothers and Sisters!
-------------------- Work like you dont need the money. Love like you never been hurt. Dance like nobody is watching.
Edited by Vulture (02/12/05 08:14 PM)
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Hanky
wiffle bat.

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Re: The Grateful Dead is medicine to my soul. [Re: Vulture]
#3772165 - 02/12/05 08:11 PM (19 years, 13 days ago) |
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So,you've had no sleep,worked all day and were driving around in your car!
Can you say irresponsible?
-------------------- Coaster is an idiot... [quote]Coaster said: but i thnk everything thats pure is white? [/quote]
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Vulture
Pursuer ofWisdom


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Re: The Grateful Dead is medicine to my soul. [Re: Hanky]
#3772172 - 02/12/05 08:13 PM (19 years, 13 days ago) |
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how the hell else am i supposed to get home from work. I just stopped to drop off a case of beer to some friends since i just turned 21 and im at least a few months older than all my friends.
-------------------- Work like you dont need the money. Love like you never been hurt. Dance like nobody is watching.
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Hanky
wiffle bat.

Registered: 08/30/03
Posts: 56,993
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Re: The Grateful Dead is medicine to my soul. [Re: Vulture]
#3772181 - 02/12/05 08:17 PM (19 years, 13 days ago) |
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Try not staying up all night on amphetamines when you have to work the next day.
I dont think the cops will buy your "how was i supposed to get home" argument,after you fall asleep at the wheel and kill somebody.
-------------------- Coaster is an idiot... [quote]Coaster said: but i thnk everything thats pure is white? [/quote]
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Burke Dennings
baby merchant

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Re: The Grateful Dead is medicine to my soul. [Re: Hanky]
#3772185 - 02/12/05 08:18 PM (19 years, 13 days ago) |
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And I suppose you've never driven anywhere when you've been tired?
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Vulture
Pursuer ofWisdom


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Re: The Grateful Dead is medicine to my soul. [Re: Hanky]
#3772189 - 02/12/05 08:19 PM (19 years, 13 days ago) |
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im obviously not falling asleep....im sitting here talking to you and this happend all tonight. Its not like i was driving wrecklesly or anything...damn....i tell ya...right when you find something in a pile of shit that makes you happy someone just has to come shit right back over it dont they?
-------------------- Work like you dont need the money. Love like you never been hurt. Dance like nobody is watching.
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LooksLikeRain
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Re: The Grateful Dead is medicine to my soul. [Re: Vulture]
#3772234 - 02/12/05 09:31 PM (19 years, 13 days ago) |
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Right on man 
I hope shit gets better for you and jerrys guitar always does something weird for me when im depressed.
Shine on..
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Dark_Star
train driver pervading a desktop


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Re: The Grateful Dead is medicine to my soul. [Re: Vulture]
#3772242 - 02/12/05 09:36 PM (19 years, 13 days ago) |
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Yeah, the Dead are awesome man.....they can make me feel high as well, same with SCI.
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Re: The Grateful Dead is medicine to my soul. [Re: Dark_Star]
#3772775 - 02/13/05 12:59 AM (19 years, 13 days ago) |
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ricyjo


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Re: The Grateful Dead is medicine to my soul. [Re: ricyjo]
#3772784 - 02/13/05 01:01 AM (19 years, 13 days ago) |
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now imagine a gathering of people that feel that way about the dead and chillin out together.... simultaneously.... whoahhhhhhh.....
-------------------- "Re-examine all that you have been told... dismiss that which insults your soul." -Walt Whitman
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Ripple
Ripple



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Re: The Grateful Dead is medicine to my soul. [Re: Vulture]
#3773738 - 02/13/05 09:55 AM (19 years, 13 days ago) |
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Jerry always makes me feel better too
-------------------- The bus came by and I got on that's when it all began!
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UpSwell
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Re: The Grateful Dead is medicine to my soul. [Re: Ripple]
#3773910 - 02/13/05 11:16 AM (19 years, 13 days ago) |
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I can definitely understand this type of internal conflict.
Let me pass along some advice, rather than immediately pounding on you for being 'irresponsible'. (haven't we all driven when we strictly shouldn't have?)
If you're going through a bad time, don't do drugs. It's that simple. Alcohol and other drugs will give a temporary relief, but more likely they'll cause trouble.
Exhaustive physical activity coupled with some intense meditation will give better results than any drug out there.
If you find you're getting irresponsible with your drug use (your words), exercise EXTREME CAUTION, please. The last thing we need is another emotionally unstable, drug-addicted young adult in this world.
Peace to you.
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Vulture
Pursuer ofWisdom


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Re: The Grateful Dead is medicine to my soul. [Re: UpSwell]
#3774038 - 02/13/05 12:11 PM (19 years, 13 days ago) |
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Man...i feel so much better today. Yeah im worried about her...but i dont know what it is...i just feel like dancing witht he tunes in my head....i guess im just getting out of the funk i was in....i hear you aboutt he alchohol and drug usage thing. I stay away from the really hard stuff so thats not a problem. But i have been taking my share of xanax and the like. But no more for me...i dont need that shit...only medicine i need is the vibes from the headphones. It gives me hope...becasue i know that sometimes you get shown the light in the strangest of places if you look at it right.
-------------------- Work like you dont need the money. Love like you never been hurt. Dance like nobody is watching.
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PawPaw
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Re: The Grateful Dead is medicine to my soul. [Re: Ripple]
#3774181 - 02/13/05 12:54 PM (19 years, 13 days ago) |
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Please bann Hanky from the Pub ...*spitts
-------------------- Come to Paw Paws place there will be no sleeping tonight
Eric just wants to catch reds .. Don?t look back, don?t look back He?s right on your trail Don?t look back, don?t look back He?s just a step away from hell WDYWFM?
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kindkesey
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Re: The Grateful Dead is medicine to my soul. [Re: PawPaw]
#3774704 - 02/13/05 03:37 PM (19 years, 13 days ago) |
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I am very grateful for the Grateful Dead!!!
-------------------- Stay Kool, and enjoy the bus ride.....
"Intrepid Search For Innerspace" DAVID JONES where are you?
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