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Coming Together/Falling Apart
#377131 - 08/23/01 01:27 PM (23 years, 5 months ago) |
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i feel like my mind is going bye-bye...thats not really it...maybe im finding my mind instead of loosing it,i dunno?
everyday thousands of images/feelings/emotions flood my brain,all of which make sense when examined seperatly but when put together it seems to just fall apart.
i feel like im so close to finding something out,learning something,becoming something?i feel this weird "energy" flowing off everybody i meet some people seem to have more of this "energy" than others...very odd no?
also a few nights ago i was smoking a bowl in front of my comp when i laid my head back and all of a sudden it seemed that i was sucked back into myself...not very far...but still inward.i was seeing things from inside,not seeing with my eyes but from behind them.
i havent explained this as good as i wanted to but its really hard for me i dont kow how to put into words the depth of wat im feeling.
anywho i just had to post this,if u think im a nutcase please tell me.
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i feel so good,i feel so numb
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Phyl
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Re: Coming Together/Falling Apart [Re: Psycho]
#377224 - 08/23/01 04:49 PM (23 years, 5 months ago) |
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everyday thousands of images/feelings/emotions flood my brain,all of which make sense when examined seperatly but when put together it seems to just fall apart.
Infinity is a confusing place for the ego.
i feel this weird "energy" flowing off everybody i meet some people seem to have more of this "energy" than others...very odd no?
When you're somewhere that there's lots of people the energy can be so strong and that it constantly distracts and confuses you, and it's difficult to be comfortable and stay there? I often used to get this, but learned some psychic protection techniques which really help.
i was seeing things from inside,not seeing with my eyes but from behind them
And possibly slightly above? Just about where your pineal gland is?
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Psycho
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Re: Coming Together/Falling Apart [Re: Phyl]
#377227 - 08/23/01 04:57 PM (23 years, 5 months ago) |
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ya i do become uncomfortable in large groups,especially if there are lots of strangers but if its a large group of friends then im comfortable it just seems that i feel more of the energy.im much more comfortable in small groups of about 2 or 3 where you can actually realate to each other.also it seems that a lot of times the energy has a negative feel to it,like dark and thick...not really but close enough.
where is my pineal gland at?
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I am your GOD,all knowing,all powerful and...completely useless.
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i feel so good,i feel so numb
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Phyl
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Re: Coming Together/Falling Apart [Re: Psycho]
#377233 - 08/23/01 05:11 PM (23 years, 5 months ago) |
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Try meditating for short while, visualising an egg of gloden light surrounding you, which is impassable to the negative energies. Visualise this shinking to surround to, and then being absorbed as a part of you. This should protect you from any negative energies.
where is my pineal gland at?
In the centre, just up above your eyes. Otherwise known as your third eye or brow chakra.
Take care
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Psycho
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Re: Coming Together/Falling Apart [Re: Phyl]
#377238 - 08/23/01 05:22 PM (23 years, 5 months ago) |
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i might just try that.
im not really sure if i was "seeing" through my third eye as you put it,i was much more aware of the feeling of being sucked inward...of being behind myself/in myslef.
this is very confusing to me ive been trying to ingnore these happenings for a while but lately ive been examining them and its really weird.
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I am your GOD,all knowing,all powerful and...completely useless.
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i feel so good,i feel so numb
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jonnyshaggs420
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Re: Coming Together/Falling Apart [Re: Psycho]
#377816 - 08/24/01 01:21 PM (23 years, 5 months ago) |
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You have just described what I have come to call "becoming". Its happened to me and a few other people that I know. As far as I can understand it is when you begin to understand that there is more to the world than you normally perceive. You begin getting flooded with extra-sensory information that you just aren't used to and you get confused beyond all recognition. You should get used to it, and it should become a part of your everyday life. Its kinda cool. Its kinda like when you sit in a dark movie theater for a few hours then walk outside into bright sunlight. You can't see for awhile but then everything adjusts. I don't know exactly what causes it, the reasons have been different between me and my comrades. For one friend it was deep transcendental meditation, another was a week long binge into psychedelics and for me it just sorta starting happening.
When it first started happening to me I would just sorta pass out and then I would start seeing things from across the room, but not with my eyes, it was like seeing w/out seeing, kinda like I just knew everything that was there but I couldn't tangibly see it. Then I started hearing people's thoughts sorta. It was like I was having thoughts that weren't my own but at first they seemed like my own, and I didn't know why I was thinking like that, and I could feel large transfers of energy when I was near anyone or touched anyone. Eventually I just stopped wanting to be touched by anyone and I pull away anytime someone I do not know really well touches me.
Any way, maybe were both just crazy, maybe we are realising some new potential, I dunno. Maybe it will go away or maybe it will stay, I dunno that either. I just know that its pretty cool once you get used to it.
And I don't think you can really explain it in words, I don't think I did a very good job myself but its they best I could conjure into words.
Novelty
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Re: Coming Together/Falling Apart [Re: jonnyshaggs420]
#380307 - 08/27/01 09:09 PM (23 years, 5 months ago) |
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There you are. I knew there had to be some people like you guys here. I know quite a bit about this kind of stuff. I don't usually feel comfortable talking about it, mostly because I don't want to sound like a nut. Anyway feel free to ask me about anything that's bugging you.
Oh, when you felt like you sunk back into your head, did it seem like the computer screen was real far away and everything had sorta got real big and you were sitting inside your head staring at that big screen way over there? If that's what it was, it's a normal thing (like sneezing or getting dizzy)that happens to me all the time.
Edited by RedNukleus on 08/27/01 10:23 PM.
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Psycho
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Re: Coming Together/Falling Apart [Re: RedNucleus]
#380845 - 08/28/01 04:07 PM (23 years, 5 months ago) |
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i wasnt looking at the comp screen....ive got a real shitty comp chair so when i leaned back my face was facing up towards the roof...then it was like i just sunk into myself.
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I am your GOD,all knowing,all powerful and...completely useless.
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i feel so good,i feel so numb
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