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KristiMidocean
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Trip report i have to share!!!
#3704084 - 01/30/05 08:01 PM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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Well this weekend i drove down to my friends house to "clear my mind" of a few things and hang out with my best friend (it was her birthday weekend) well before I left home I stopped by my boyfriends house to let him know that i was in fact going to Austin.... he go soo pissed off that he dumped me... we have been together for about a year and a half by the way... and been through so many things together that you would think would be a good reason to break up and we didn't. so shocked i was when he ended things for such stupid reasons.... Anyway so i get to Austin and got lost and cant reach my friend and start to wonder if it was worth losing my boyfriend ...... well I finally found where i was going and I was soooo excited.... the first night we hung out no big deal and did some whip-its i think they are called and salvia! wow! completely crazy stuff salvia is! I have never been soo scared and had sooo much fun at the same time! well the next night we decide to take 4g of shrooms. we prepared by clearing our mind watching the book of the dead, and blow smoke over our mushrooms to keep evil spirits away.. I was a little nervous about it at first because my last 3g trip was sooo hard and scary,, but once i started to feel it i knew this was going to be something that i would never forget.... we watched a few movies that sent me in to hyper space. it was so intense color soo bright body tingly mind free .... the only word to describe what i felt is ORGASM..... full body... It was like i was making love to God.... never did it stop I never wanted to leave that place... I met a guy in Austin and when i was tripping he would kiss me and it was soooo awesome I felt like i was a sexual Goddess. Nothing was more beautiful then me or what was around me with his body on mine I became one with him..... Through my rough spot i focused on a bright light and as soon as i gave into it the white light swallowed me whole I have never felt such peace and comfort in my life...... I was meant to be there in that moment in that space.... My come down though was a little rough... I think because I didn't want to leave that place i was in ... coming down I felt like i was sky diving back into my body or like my body was pulling my soul back in and my soul was fighting it soo hard... Now that I am home I don't regret going to Austin and freeing my mind I am soo glad I decided to do I found myself there.. Ive been looking soo long and I finally did it! I don't need my ex boyfriend i have something else to replace it now .... i don't need his love because for the first time in my life I love myself!
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BorgFace
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That's fantastic!
Five shrooms for you
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KristiMidocean
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Re: Trip report i have to share!!! [Re: BorgFace]
#3704170 - 01/30/05 08:22 PM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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hehe thanks ! does anyone one out there have advise or suggestions on handle everything I've seen now it seems i want to tell the world what its like but i cant its a little frustrating i wish everyone could know what it was like!
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LouisSkolnick
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whipits = fun
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oneducktwoducks
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Re: Trip report i have to share!!! *DELETED* [Re: LouisSkolnick]
#3704297 - 01/30/05 08:45 PM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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wrestler_az
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Quote:
KristiMidocean said: ...and blow smoke over our mushrooms to keep evil spirits away
lol, never heard of that one
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BorgFace
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Kristi, I wouldn't worry. Even the most affluent speakers (i.e. McKenna) have a hard time trying to describe the psychedelic experience, let alone a fresh-faced initiate. By nature it is subjective and translingual, the most you can hope to achieve in explaining it to someone else is a basic, yet profound understanding.
In alot of instances there will be parallels between your trip and others, but beyond these comparable traits you will have alot of difficulty conveying just what that whirling purple fractal tunnel sucking you into its stomach feels like.
Am I making any sense?
Borg.
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BorgFace
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Re: Trip report i have to share!!! [Re: wrestler_az]
#3704371 - 01/30/05 08:56 PM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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wrestler_az
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Re: Trip report i have to share!!! [Re: BorgFace]
#3704439 - 01/30/05 09:15 PM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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interesting
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Dark_Star
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That was a great read....."for the first time in my life I love myself!" That's the most important thing for a happy and successful life, if you don't have it.....you're screwed, if you do have it....you're starting out right. Congratulations on your re-birth!
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Corporal Kielbasa
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Write it down in a jurnal. And read it often, is what I would do to proccess it all.
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MeatSpace
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Quote:
Letto said: Congratulations!!! You just hit the big 50 post mark, and it only took.... almost 4 years!
all (except for a handful) since the 15th of this very month
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blissedout
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Re: Trip report i have to share!!! [Re: MeatSpace]
#3704838 - 01/30/05 10:22 PM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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Somebody may have given that account away to a friend, or something.
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PrisonSong
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"I don't need my ex boyfriend i have something else to replace it now ...."
and thus the narcotic nightmare begins.......
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BorgFace
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Re: Trip report i have to share!!! [Re: PrisonSong]
#3704904 - 01/30/05 10:38 PM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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You classify mushrooms, salvia and nitrous as narcotics?
You obviously haven't connected with these ENTHEOGENS yet.
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psilibros05
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thats an awesome thread. i enjoy descriptive trips. i have made love to the universe like that before. the universe goes in and out of my body in every way possible. sounds very adventurous and exciting. remember always, it is real. love yourself every day and when you have questions that need answering remember, a little too much magic is just what a person needs!
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BorgFace
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Re: Trip report i have to share!!! [Re: psilibros05]
#3704933 - 01/30/05 10:44 PM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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Yeah, there's nothing like getting DPed by the Cosmic Directive.
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PrisonSong
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Re: Trip report i have to share!!! [Re: BorgFace]
#3704944 - 01/30/05 10:47 PM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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Quote:
BorgFace said: You classify mushrooms, salvia and nitrous as narcotics?
You obviously haven't connected with these ENTHEOGENS yet.
well no actually, but if I said "let the hallicinating nightmare begin" it would not of made any sense. People tend to not become addicts of hullicinigens or rather dont tend to become the fringe benefits of addiction such as:
-giving handjobs for crack -robbing your grandma -late night liquor store cash withdrawal -"i just broke up with my boyfriend, its okay if you kiss me all over" but it will cost $50 to make you holler :P -weight loss -increased need to share your anger with people who invade your personal space. repeatedly. -"whats wrong daddy, why you looking out the window" -two words: baseball bats and gunny sacks
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BorgFace
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Re: Trip report i have to share!!! [Re: PrisonSong]
#3704982 - 01/30/05 10:53 PM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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lol
Was that meant to make sense or are you trying to confound me?
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13eetleJuice
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Re: Trip report i have to share!!! [Re: BorgFace]
#3705057 - 01/30/05 11:08 PM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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I think he's trying to say that it's not a healthy attitude to have and is certain to turn into a 'narcotic nightmare' should this person experience coke/heroin/meth or some of the other "I'm a god bow down and worship my beauty" drugs. I dunno, a red flag went up in my mind when I read that part as well.
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