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Jay18
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Absolutely horrible
#3681969 - 01/26/05 03:58 AM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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Had the worst trip ever last nite, dont know what went wrong, or how...has left a pretty f*cked up picture of myself in the back of my head, reckon i should stay away from the shrooms for a while..
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Re: Absolutely horrible [Re: Jay18]
#3681976 - 01/26/05 04:01 AM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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well if its any consolation,
you were only shown a negative perception of yourself based on your presuppositions and prejudices against yourself
in the end, it will make you stronger.
i hate those trips, but sometimes they happen.
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Jay18
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Re: Absolutely horrible [Re: Adden]
#3682004 - 01/26/05 04:19 AM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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How is it that these trips happen? I had 30-35g of fresh thai, left the house and smoked a joint on the way to meet a mate. We go in his car and went for a drive, i was feelin pretty melted. We stopped off and chilled for a bit, skinned another and just listened to some choons. About and hour later i got home and was feelin great, slightly worried that my rents were sill up i stayed outside and had a cig, 5 mins later they were in bed and i went to my room. I was feelin the most tripped id ever been, pretty good OEV's and generally all good. It was like i had to control it tho, every thought i had ended up touring sour and no matter what i thought about, it turned disgustingly negative. For the first 30 mins, as long as i concentrated on something good and prosperous i felt fine again. About 30 mins later there was no stoppin it though. And i just went down and down and down and i just felt like there was no point to my existence and that everything id done or achieved had been pointless...
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Re: Absolutely horrible [Re: Jay18]
#3682008 - 01/26/05 04:27 AM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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Heh, fresh always smacks ya harder than dried. The worrying that your parents were awake probably started it, the apprehensive few minutes where they went to bed, and being alone. First time tripping by yourself?
Either way, sometimes your brain just needs to sort things out. As long as you're not huddled in a fort with a tin foil hat and a stick in hand, you'll be ok. The fact that you've indulged in god's flesh proves your life is not pointless. You're willing to take risks for new enlightening experiences.
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Jay18
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Re: Absolutely horrible [Re: Adden]
#3682014 - 01/26/05 04:35 AM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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I've tripped on truffles on my own before but never shrooms. The alone truffle experience was beyond words and hence why i thought last night would be a blast. Do you reckon i should stay off them for a bit incase of a re-occurence, only i was lookin forward to the weekend? saying that though, truffles are the plan, not shroomz...
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Re: Absolutely horrible [Re: Jay18]
#3682017 - 01/26/05 04:40 AM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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Well, that decision's up to you and only you.
If you feel like you're on your feet, go for it. Bad trips don't mean you're nuts or anything. It could be any number of factors that set it off..
However, I would suggest getting away from the house and out in nature. If you're smoking in a shady spot (car, a park at night, a no-smoking dorm etc) that tends to start bad trips too.
Day tripping is a blast...
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Re: Absolutely horrible [Re: Jay18]
#3682018 - 01/26/05 04:41 AM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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And by the way,
you'll look back at this trip either learning something great from it or shrugging it off as just a bad experience. It's not the be-all-end-all of mushrooms.
Space your trips apart and make sure you're feeling good emotionally, mentally, and spiritually. Good luck.
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Re: Absolutely horrible [Re: Jay18]
#3682068 - 01/26/05 06:03 AM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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Use them with respect and dedication, they have power, respect that.. Use your SENSES then you know when it is ok to take them again.
Good luck, MF
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I got something similar too. Bad trip, bad self image. Wicaan Seeker recommended me this manual - therapeutic use of LSD:
http://www.maps.org/ritesofpassage/lsdhandbook.html
It will actually work with any psychedelic experience and it was for me a great experience of accepting myself. The book shows specific things you can do while tripping to work out some problems and be happier after wards. It was very useful for me and I can now recommend it to you
-------------------- Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes. - Carl Gustav Jung
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MushroomFriend
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Re: Absolutely horrible [Re: Jay18]
#3682118 - 01/26/05 06:54 AM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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talking to me? Dont need that!
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Re: Absolutely horrible [Re: Jay18]
#3682145 - 01/26/05 07:23 AM (19 years, 1 month ago) |
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I feel you...
I *only* trip somewhere with no one knowing the number, far from my parents. Ideal place is a cabin in the middle of nature with few neighbors. I've had phone calls telling me friends were dying, parents walking in while peaking on acid, all pretty temporarily traumatic, so now I just don't make the trauma possible. Just good setting and good people, nothing more or less.
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