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I think im ok
    #3634119 - 01/16/05 05:02 AM (13 years, 4 months ago)

I've been struggling mentally for the past 2 years almost. Lots of depression and bad social anxiety. I still have to work on these things, but i feel like I'm going to take control of my life now. Before I would make a half assed effort to change, but would just give up early and sink back into my hole again. I think this time I'm going to start the climb out and truely work towards it.

I'm going to make an attempt to be more open with the people close to in my life, and strangers to some degree. I haven't liked being vulnerable and that was a big part of my social anxiety. I know it's not going to change instantly but I will try harder and work my way to going where I want to be. No more of this giving in bullshit I pull.

i could probably ramble on some more, but i just felt like posting something

peace everyone


"What business is it of yours what I do, read, buy, see, say, think, who I fuck, what I take into my body - as long as I do not harm another human being on this planet?" - Bill Hicks

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Re: I think im ok [Re: barfightlard]
    #3634166 - 01/16/05 05:56 AM (13 years, 4 months ago)

Im very happy to hear you are gettin outta the hole.  Just live life for your own entertainment, its all what you want it to be :smile:

A plethora of music aspirations control my temptations of future revelations beyond "now". The percussion, and the heart beat of my love and devotion. The rhythm goes beyond, prying into the third eye, releasing the creativity held so far inside. The melodicies, through the out of tune pianos and broken classical guitars...there lies a beauty. A beauty as prevelent as the fire inside. To release these energies is pure ecstacy, to deveop these gifts is sacred. The vocality, so pure as can be, shying away from herself, lies within me. For the underlying serenitity, this is what I live for. I plea for harmony, and nothing more. Music equals love. Creation of love leads to the procreativity of the World, and it's spirals and puddles prevailing.

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Re: I think im ok [Re: barfightlard]
    #3634281 - 01/16/05 07:33 AM (13 years, 4 months ago)

I noticed your post in the pub.

Give up the mary jane. Give yourself a chance.

I've been there.


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