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I'll be here a lot less, maybe not anymore at all. This computer is one of my last material possessions, only because my parents paid for it for my education. I can't allow myself to have as much online time, life calls.
Me and my fiancee lost our jobs last week (lay off) and have no chance of getting them back for over a year.
I have a problem similar to Chrons Disease, and I cannot afford my medicine. I have had none for the past week and I see myself in a hospital very soon on IV drip because I haven't eaten in 4 days with minimal liquids. I can't afford the hospital visit so I'll probably be wasting away until survival forces my body to eat (if that can happen). I laid in bed most of the day, my girlfriend said I was really delirious, but I can't really tell anymore, reality is a haze, I am not even lucid posting this, it all feels fabricated
Tomorrow I'm forcing myself out, to go around neighbors offering to leaf blow, trim hedges, whatever landscaping I can do to earn some cash. I can't just sit back and wait, I must make change happen.
Thanks for everything you guys have given me, I've formed some great bonds here and had amazing support in the past. You may still see me around, feel free to PM me as I will check in occasionally whenever I am able.
edit: Got some good news already, things are looking a bit better now
good luck man. it sounds hersh indeed but it sounds as though you are doing all you can to improve the situation. you'll work something out.
this is just my advice, but remember, you can always find some way to get emergency care, even if you can't pay it off right aawy. your situation sounds like it calls for emergency help. at least check out your options.
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