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CaRnAgECaNdY
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Hi there!
#3553381 - 12/28/04 04:08 PM (19 years, 3 months ago) |
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With all the bad stuff going on around the world and even around me as bad as it may sound, I still manage to keep a smile on my face. I had a decent Christmas, but the very next day way horrible. I was driving to work and my car blew up. Well sorta, the engine just died. Now I have no car. Work that day was even worse, I was so behind on everything because I was late because my car brokedown. Yet, I went home and relaxed and ended my day with a smile. Is this normal...to always be so positive? I feel good all the time even during the bad times. I almost seem cold to the world, like nothing matters, yet I do care. I'm weirded out by my own behavior. I need another vacation.
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shirley knott
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absolutely it is normal. healthy, even! be grateful that you were not in the tsunami. be grateful that you have health, and loved ones, and food, and shelter, and friends.
i like to live my life as one big adventure. whatever happens, happens. not for a reason i can fathom, or because of god's will, or karma, or beloved coincidences. just cos this is the only reality there is, and everything changes but change itself.
shroom on, desiree
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13eetleJuice
the ghost with the most
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Quote:
Desiree said: Is this normal...to always be so positive? I feel good all the time even during the bad times. I almost seem cold to the world, like nothing matters, yet I do care. I'm weirded out by my own behavior.
No, you're not normal. You're a damned freak! How do I know this? Because you described me exactly with that post and there's no friggin way in this world that I could be normal. Hehe, just pickin with ya. Sure, you're normal. There are lots of cynics out there who would like to tell you otherwise and get you to question your own sense of normality but the truth is that you are lucky to be this way. Don't ever change.
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motaman
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Hi
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Ripple
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Shine on Des!
Life is short!
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Skunk420
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That is great way to look at life, I am into deep trouble over legal issues and almost postitive I will get jail time...of course fines...I got a summons today for suppling alcohol to a minor...I was stupid and used a credit card too...but they dropped the using of a credit card if I admitted to supplying alcohol to a minor... this is my second offence to that as well...I have to deal with a marijuana charge for the second time too. Also I have another case where I sold a stolen computer, I never knew it was it was this kids dads and he told me it was his friends computer...I am defininatly getting atleast a court appointed lawyer...this kid is trying to make me look like I was the one that was lying, he told the cops a totally different story... It is all F$cked up! this is gonna be so stressful...I am so scared...well keep having a good look on life....I hope I start looking at life positive too...(but it is hard to right now... ) I need someone to help me get into a better mood...Drama extreme!
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CaRnAgECaNdY
Tool's groupie
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Re: Hi there! [Re: Skunk420]
#3555721 - 12/29/04 02:40 AM (19 years, 3 months ago) |
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Thank you for your replies.
Skunk: I'm sorry to hear about all your troubles. I've spent some time in jail myself and I'm still paying off fines from years ago. It's easy for me now to look back and think "damn, I was stupid". I can't change anything I've done. So I don't dwell on it even though I'm still paying for it.My life is going so much better then expected, that I can't do anything but smile. I made the changes. I learned from my past. Now I'm just living. Things can get better once you change your behavior. If not right away, in the future. Don't regret anything you've ever done. Live and learn. I hope things work out for you.
~Desiree~
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Hanky
wiffle bat.
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Come to Oz in winter and we'll take you hunting for these...
Thats Merkaba in the last pic.
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wrestler_az
PsiLLy BiLLy
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Re: Hi there! [Re: Hanky]
#3555739 - 12/29/04 02:48 AM (19 years, 3 months ago) |
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mmmmmm, those look pretty
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Hanky
wiffle bat.
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All shrooms are pretty.
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wrestler_az
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Re: Hi there! [Re: Hanky]
#3555758 - 12/29/04 02:54 AM (19 years, 3 months ago) |
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indeed......
but those ones he posted are extra pretty, cuz i know how much they love me
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CaRnAgECaNdY
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Re: Hi there! [Re: Hanky]
#3555770 - 12/29/04 02:58 AM (19 years, 3 months ago) |
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awesome pics!! I'm on my way!
BTW, I know what Merkaba looks like, we view eachothers webcams.
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Hanky
wiffle bat.
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There's some huge fatties in that second pic,that was our best single haul from last season. I still this shroom from that haul,it weighs 1.9 grams dry (big for a Subaeruginosa) and would be a powerfull trip in itself.
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wrestler_az
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Re: Hi there! [Re: Hanky]
#3555798 - 12/29/04 03:07 AM (19 years, 3 months ago) |
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-------------------- how's your WOW? Edited by yageman (04/20/06 4:20 PM)
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Hanky
wiffle bat.
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You can see the same shroom in the second pic.Cap facing up. It's near the extream right two shrooms left of the one that looks like a penis.
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Hanky
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Quote:
Desiree said: awesome pics!! I'm on my way!
BTW, I know what Merkaba looks like, we view eachothers webcams.
Neep!
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Fliquid
Back from being gone.
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It's called "after the shroom" syndrome..
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wrestler_az
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Re: Hi there! [Re: Hanky]
#3555833 - 12/29/04 03:19 AM (19 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
hanky said: left of the one that looks like a penis.
and wich one would that be exactly?
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Hanky
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wrestler_az
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Re: Hi there! [Re: Hanky]
#3555872 - 12/29/04 03:35 AM (19 years, 3 months ago) |
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heh, ok i see it now....
lol
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