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LOBO
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Registered: 03/19/01
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Mushrooms helped me change
#354607 - 07/14/01 08:12 AM (23 years, 7 months ago) |
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First I have to say that I am happy with this forum and that we all share a common thread.
And I feel that is my time to share.
I lived In NY city for 12 years, I always felt out of place but most of all I new I did not fit with the so called ?career mentality" The only time that I was happy was when I will go camping or been in contact with nature.
All my live I have been searching for something more and I felt that the so-called normal existence was killing me inside.
Even thou I have read, been in groups on the spiritual matter I still felt trapped and I couldn?t see a way out.
One day with my best friend we grew and consumed mushrooms.
I won't go into detail but I will say I so the tragic comedy that was my existence that nothing out side of me was stopping it was me all along yes maybe I have been "told to be and live like that" but had no real power only the power I was giving it.
When I came back I knew that every thing was of an illusionary nature.
I told my wife that we will fallow our dreams to live in nature, what I thought was impossible before it seemed possible now.
In one year I found a cabin with 30 acres I moved, work from home starting to grow my food, commune more with nature and God, and yes the last time I had shrooms I had a vision of the spirit of the mushroom and it just smiled at me.
?They are many possibilities of existence.?
English is my second language apologies for incorrect grammar : )
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jubai
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Re: Mushrooms helped me change [Re: LOBO]
#356759 - 07/18/01 12:00 PM (23 years, 7 months ago) |
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I have never done shrooms, but I can say that pot changed my life too. I learned to just let it go, and action from inaction (just focus on my goal and let myself be drawn to it)
Since you seem to like nature, I would suggest that you read the book Walden, by Henry Thoreau (american philosophe, 1840). He also went to live in the nature to find his true self.
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FrozenHappiness
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Registered: 03/01/01
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Loc: Nagoon Lagoon
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Re: Mushrooms helped me change [Re: LOBO]
#357065 - 07/18/01 11:23 PM (23 years, 7 months ago) |
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Walden is definatly worth the read if you are willing to sit down and look at a plotless manuscript of a mans ramblings.
I have changed
Mushrooms have changed me, this mushroom community has changed me.
Going through stages and stages of my metamorphos and letting the mushroom and all of its human friends help guide me.
They have given me my perspective on things
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mr crisper
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Re: Mushrooms helped me change [Re: LOBO]
#357425 - 07/19/01 09:05 PM (23 years, 7 months ago) |
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haha from a govt point of view, shrooms have caused you to drop out of the greed driven treadmill of capitalist society and economy. the scourge of drugs!
if only more people could find the light within themselves and follow it. thanx lobo
its great to hear success stories like this....i am workin my arse off in japan to obtain a similar dream and reading your post is further confirmation that it can be done
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ArCh_TemPlaR
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Re: Mushrooms helped me change [Re: LOBO]
#358478 - 07/21/01 07:22 PM (23 years, 7 months ago) |
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An awakening from dreamless life.
When dreams become life, we will be free.
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GenicsBreed
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Re: Mushrooms helped me change [Re: ArCh_TemPlaR]
#410417 - 10/01/01 06:42 PM (23 years, 4 months ago) |
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Shrooms do assist you in realizing some things. It actually shows you different ideas but you have to realize and analyze them yourself. Its like the saying ive heard where it opens the doors to perception however you have to walk through them. I had already gained alot from different types of meditation and heavy thinking before i had done mushrooms. However i could see how mushrooms could kind of help the process along quicker.
When I became the sun,
I shone life into the man's hearts
-System Of A Down
-------------------- I wanna devise a virus
To bring dire straits to your enviornment
Crush your cooperations with a mild touch
Trash your whole computer system and revert you to papyrus
-Deltron 3030
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