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Invisiblesilversoul7
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I'm a fuckup
    #3524750 - 12/20/04 05:32 PM (11 years, 11 months ago)

I'm sure some of you read about my bad acid trip in the Pub. I'm typing this from my bed because if I stand up, I'll puke(I have a concussion). This is just the tip of the ice berg. These past few bed-ridden days, I've been reflecting on how much of a fuckup I am. My schoolwork, my future, every relationship I've been in...I've fucked it all up. I feel like a failure--like my entire existence is just bringing shame upon those I love most. Maybe I'll feel differently about it when I'm back to normal health, but I don't know. I feel like I just keep letting everyone down.


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Re: I'm a fuckup [Re: silversoul7]
    #3524778 - 12/20/04 05:39 PM (11 years, 11 months ago)

Hang in there man!! Things will look up.


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Re: I'm a fuckup [Re: silversoul7]
    #3524780 - 12/20/04 05:39 PM (11 years, 11 months ago)

You're not a fuckup.

Stop playing the cello.

We like you. Get some rest, drink lots of water, try some soup, don't watch TV or listen to rock until you're much better. Read books and breathe easy.

Be well, brother.


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Re: I'm a fuckup [Re: silversoul7]
    #3524801 - 12/20/04 05:48 PM (11 years, 11 months ago)

I think we've all felt/feel that way from time to time my friend, it will pass

:sun: :heart: :sun: :thumbup: :thumbup: :smile:

Listen to Dreamland by Robert Miles, it might help :wink:


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Re: I'm a fuckup [Re: FreakQlibrium]
    #3524803 - 12/20/04 05:50 PM (11 years, 11 months ago)

Jesus still loves you  :heart:


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Re: I'm a fuckup [Re: silversoul7]
    #3524818 - 12/20/04 06:00 PM (11 years, 11 months ago)

see my signature. Only you have the power to change you. Don't Fuck it up! :wink:


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Re: I'm a fuckup [Re: silversoul7]
    #3524824 - 12/20/04 06:01 PM (11 years, 11 months ago)

The solution is to not be a fuck-up anymore.

Instead try to be great at whatever you get involved in. Just do as best as you possibly can you succeed in what you are involved in. Your bad trip was a message that your not doing your best, and because of it your wasting what could be a great life if you tried your best in everything that you get involved in.

Thats the solution to your fucked-up life.

FIX or continue to falter.

& :heart:


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Re: I'm a fuckup [Re: silversoul7]
    #3524879 - 12/20/04 06:16 PM (11 years, 11 months ago)

I think I could say the same exact thing about me.
So after years of hard thinking,:smirk: Ive come to the conclusion theres 2 options at that point.

-Trying to change the thing that make you think you're a failure.

- Continue to whine about you being a failure.

First one is harder, I warn you.
But the second gets boring after a while.


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Re: I'm a fuckup [Re: silversoul7]
    #3524883 - 12/20/04 06:17 PM (11 years, 11 months ago)

Go to Amazon.com and purchase the "handbook to higher consciousness". Read, re-read. Repeat until better.


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Re: I'm a fuckup [Re: silversoul7]
    #3525218 - 12/20/04 08:01 PM (11 years, 11 months ago)

I'm glad to see you're starting to recover. I'm not surprised to see you're down on yourself right now but I want to tell you a couple of things that are obvious to anyone upon reflection but a reminder can be helpful at critical times.

You are not a fuck-up. You've made some mistakes, which puts you on equal ground with everyone you've ever met or will ever meet. You, your parents, myself, your friends, and your detractors all have made mistakes and done things which have caused regret in each of us. Everyone without exception has done or said something they are not proud of, something they wish they could take back and do over correctly.

To me two of the most admirable qualities a person can have is to make an effort to improve themselves and the world around them and to get back up after being knocked to the ground. Reflection is a good thing as long as you don't use it as an excuse to beat yourself up, just take an honest look and make the changes you find necessary. Just keep progressing, keep up the effort even though it's hard. To withdraw and acquiesce is easy but it's your life and your time that is at stake, you'll be o.k. no matter what repercussions follow. Just start by getting back on your feet.

I don't really know you well but from reading your posts over the last couple of years I at least know you to some extent, you'll recover and you'll find the whole world lay ahead of you.


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Re: I'm a fuckup [Re: silversoul7]
    #3525286 - 12/20/04 08:34 PM (11 years, 11 months ago)

This is only temporary, but you can fix it. If you feel your existence is detracting from their lives, move away. Get your own apartment and trip on acid there.

Really, for now there is not much you can do. Recover, apologize for your mistake, move away and for the future you will not have the feeling that you're hurting those who love you


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Re: I'm a fuckup [Re: silversoul7]
    #3525341 - 12/20/04 09:05 PM (11 years, 11 months ago)

The only real MISTAKE is the one from which we learn nothing.

John Powell


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Re: I'm a fuckup [Re: silversoul7]
    #3525472 - 12/20/04 10:07 PM (11 years, 11 months ago)

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My schoolwork, my future, every relationship I've been in...I've fucked it all up.



Dude whenever I felt that way I said fuck that shit, don't regret anything just because someone tries to make you. Only if you TRUELY regret something should you even worry about changing anything. We are here to live out experiences that impart great lessons and wisdom upon everyone involved, always remember that. If you do something that "lets someone down", who cares? It only matters if you let yourSELF down.


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Re: I'm a fuckup [Re: Adamist]
    #3525621 - 12/20/04 11:07 PM (11 years, 11 months ago)

Once you crawl out of your miserable slump, it'll be easier to think happy thoughts on a more consistant basis. Initially, it's hell when you have that sort of mind set. Just focus on the better things, which is hard as fuck at times like that and I can see exactly where you're coming from.
One thing we all know is that you'll get past this, you'll have fun, and you'll feel more confident about yourself within time sooo.... all that I'll say from here is that there's no point in feeling bad if you're just going to feel kickass later. Start feeling kickass! Jeeze. :sun:

And I have to say, that the responses to your thread are very refreshing to read. A definite pick me up. You'd be doing the shroomery much shame if you weren't to start feeling better, asap!


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Re: I'm a fuckup [Re: FreakQlibrium]
    #3525895 - 12/21/04 12:16 AM (11 years, 11 months ago)

Quote:

FreakQlibrium said:
I think we've all felt/feel that way from time to time my friend, it will pass

:sun: :heart: :sun: :thumbup: :thumbup: :smile:

Listen to Dreamland by Robert Miles, it might help :wink:




What FreakQ said. You should stop beating yourself up for your past mistakes and learn from them. You strike me as very intelligent and articulate, more so than most I've encountered, so you have a lot going for you. (and no, I'm not just saying that to cheer you up) Besides, EVERYONE screws up from time to time, so don't feel so bad. Like most, you'll probably make some more mistakes. Everyone will, no doubt. Good thoughts and vibes from me. :laugh:


Edited by Le_Canard (12/21/04 12:31 AM)


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Re: I'm a fuckup [Re: silversoul7]
    #3526387 - 12/21/04 02:52 AM (11 years, 11 months ago)

Quit drugs SS7...they dont agree with you and why do you think you need this kind of misery? I have read what you write and your really a smart man ..Dont keep wasting what smarts you have on trying to fit in because you wont ever fit in...I never did fit in and i had to substain from even smoking reefer when was younger ...yes i did shit comparable to you thats why i am so hard on you. Snap it off learn and be better than the people around you!...If you cant comprehend this then your just gonna keep being unhappy and dragging people who love you thru the gutter...
Im the stupidest man in this world if i smoke reefer ...
I really didnt like being stupid so i quit the shit when i was 21
Its just something you might think about doing...
Pm me if you would like to talk further.


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Re: I'm a fuckup [Re: silversoul7]
    #3526394 - 12/21/04 02:55 AM (11 years, 11 months ago)

Oh BTW your not a fuckup you just keep fuckkin up... :wink: :thumbup:


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Come to Paw Paws place there will be no sleeping tonight

Eric just wants to catch reds ..
Don?t look back, don?t look back
He?s right on your trail
Don?t look back, don?t look back
He?s just a step away from hell
WDYWFM?


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Re: I'm a fuckup [Re: silversoul7]
    #3527114 - 12/21/04 11:20 AM (11 years, 11 months ago)

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silversoul7 said:
I'm sure some of you read about my bad acid trip in the Pub. I'm typing this from my bed because if I stand up, I'll puke(I have a concussion). This is just the tip of the ice berg. These past few bed-ridden days, I've been reflecting on how much of a fuckup I am. My schoolwork, my future, every relationship I've been in...I've fucked it all up. I feel like a failure--like my entire existence is just bringing shame upon those I love most. Maybe I'll feel differently about it when I'm back to normal health, but I don't know. I feel like I just keep letting everyone down.






EXCELLENT

see now you can start your growth...take this time and reflect on the events that you 'fucked up' on you'll see its not really those exact instances but a deeper pattern within yourself. Use this time to figure out who you are and why you need to impress...its self destructive to you. Don't do these things because I want to see it do it because you do.

I think you'll find a whole different person in there than I've seen evolve in the shroomery the past couple of years. We, here for the most part are all a game. Turn it off for awhile and go live life.

I think you'll find it most refreshing


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Re: I'm a fuckup [Re: silversoul7]
    #3528684 - 12/21/04 07:44 PM (11 years, 11 months ago)

I know you get alot of negative vibes from me ss7,

but you're an interesting, and pretty cool individual. I'd definately wouldn't mind chilling with you and talking about shit.

Take is easy man,


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Re: I'm a fuckup [Re: zahudulallah]
    #3529194 - 12/21/04 10:10 PM (11 years, 11 months ago)

man silver i feel for you
the closest thing i had to a bad trip was having to take care of people 2 people having bad trips in the middle of an island in the sf bay
we were in a tent getting smashed by 60mile per hour winds
then the next day without sleeping a wink we had to walk 10 miles back to the ferrie to get the hell of the island

when i got back every muscle in my body was torn, pulled or bruised
i felt like a was a total loser
the physical pain definetly opens the flood gates to mental pain

you arnt a fuck up man
i know i have not always seen eye to eye with you but i want you to feel better and start living your life as the happyest person you can :smile:


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