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InvisibleJettaJay
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I have no hope left
    #3465860 - 12/08/04 06:43 PM (12 years, 11 hours ago)

My girlfriend told me some stuff today that I wish not to share publicly that made me want to die. I just want to lay down and die. It's like I have no hope of living left. I dunno why but usually I can listen to some tunes and all of this "feeling" will just dissappear and now music doesn't even help. Not even the dead, and thats unusual for me. I wanna go take a buncha pills and drink or something like that.  :sad:


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Re: I have no hope left [Re: JettaJay]
    #3465897 - 12/08/04 06:49 PM (12 years, 11 hours ago)

It's great to have an eternal perspective of things. In a billion years all that won't matter. Hell, it's good to have just a lifetime perspective of things. In just a few years all of that won't matter. I don't know what she told you, but whatever it was I can promise that there isn't anything worth killing yourself over. I've been through a lot of shit. I could never know how you feel, but I know I've been deeply depressed and felt like life just wasn't worth it. But it's what life is all about. If you don't know sadness, you won't be able to know when you are happy. If you don't know pain, you can't know pleasure. Feel the pain, and turn it around for good. How? I can't answer that without more specifics, but there is always a way to make bad situations into learning experiences. JMHO for what it may be worth. Good luck


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Re: I have no hope left [Re: JettaJay]
    #3465903 - 12/08/04 06:50 PM (12 years, 11 hours ago)

Im still doin that (pills and drinkin) from the death of my gf.....I know it sounds stupid but comin from somebody who is on that route, seek help and advice from your friends, parents first or even therapy before doin drugs for the reason of escaping or suppression of this event. Drugs done for the wrong reasons leads to longterm negative consequences.


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Re: I have no hope left [Re: newusername222]
    #3465942 - 12/08/04 06:54 PM (12 years, 10 hours ago)

The only thing is I bought her a promise ring and I was saving to buy her an enguagement ring. I still wanna marry her and her me but it just hit me like a fucking raging bull. I feel like total shit now.


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Re: I have no hope left [Re: JettaJay]
    #3466161 - 12/08/04 07:20 PM (12 years, 10 hours ago)

I know this will be hard for you to believe right now, but you will heal over time. As the others said, you really don't need to be doing a lot of drugs right now. And, it's nothing worth killing yourself over. The first few weeks will be the hardest, though. Believe me, I know....


Edited by Le_Canard (12/08/04 07:30 PM)


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Re: I have no hope left [Re: Le_Canard]
    #3466800 - 12/08/04 09:07 PM (12 years, 8 hours ago)

Hang in there, man. Things always work out somehow, you just have to ride it out until they do. Good vibes comin' your way. :sun:


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Re: I have no hope left [Re: JettaJay]
    #3466852 - 12/08/04 09:19 PM (12 years, 8 hours ago)

Without pain and suffering there would be no pleasure so instead of dwelling on the bad times just remember all the good times that you have had and know that soon the bad times will be over and you will be feeling happy again.

As for your drug use, you should shouldn't take drugs to feel better because it doesn't help, it only makes things worse and remember moderation is the key, don't go overboard with your drug use.


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Re: I have no hope left [Re: Kenny7822]
    #3467591 - 12/08/04 11:35 PM (12 years, 6 hours ago)

Thank you guys for replying. and to ellemy she made me feel better as usual !!


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Re: I have no hope left [Re: JettaJay]
    #3469461 - 12/09/04 10:21 AM (11 years, 11 months ago)

There are ALWAYS ups and downs in a relationship, just like there are ups and downs in your daily life as an individual. Sometimes it seems like the downs can't get any lower, but look on the bright side, you still love her and she you it seems. :sun:

If the time comes that you two need to grow apart then let it happen and learn from it.

I'll respond more later, but something just came up and I need to run.

:sun:


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Re: I have no hope left [Re: JettaJay]
    #3470787 - 12/09/04 03:44 PM (11 years, 11 months ago)

For you :hug:

Maybe you just need a hug right now. Drugs are not the way to go at a time like this. You know how to find me if you want to talk. I'm always here. I hope you feel better soon and YES things will get better.


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Re: I have no hope left [Re: CaRnAgECaNdY]
    #3473330 - 12/09/04 11:26 PM (11 years, 11 months ago)

Thank you Desire. I really appreciate your kindness nad thoughtfullness !!!! :hug: Thanks. I needed that Hug.


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Re: I have no hope left [Re: JettaJay]
    #3476581 - 12/10/04 04:17 PM (11 years, 11 months ago)

Hey man, don't let a woman get you down. I've fallen victim to the same damn thing (millions have). Be strong. I've been exactly where you are with the promise ring strangely enough. Then she went bye bye. Life is like that man, keep your eyes open.


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Re: I have no hope left [Re: McKennaFan200]
    #3485917 - 12/12/04 01:30 PM (11 years, 11 months ago)

Good advice here, at the time it can feel like the end.
That has happened to me too. I often wonder if every person must live this experience to actually become a person.
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McKennaFan200 said:
I've fallen victim to the same damn thing (millions have).




lol, I can laugh now.
I tried for 3 yrs. after to drink myself to death. When I finally made it to the looney bin, The first thing anyone said to me was a big male nurse "John". He said "Girl?"
I noded my head.
He said, "Yeah, we see alot of those. Chin up man"
My point being,Jay, is that it is just another page in the history books.
And, yes, it is all good  :smirk:


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