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Fungi_x
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Am I Going Crazy? Or is it the Drugs?
#3450825 - 12/05/04 04:40 PM (19 years, 3 months ago) |
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Last night I woke up in the middle of the night and had a bad felling. I could not stop thinking about.... or fearing death. I even asked my girlfriend to wake up and talk to me, sorta like when your freaking out tripping and you ask someone to talk to you. When I remembered about it around four hours after waking up I first thought it was a dream. I started to tell it to my girl and then she said she remembered it.
Well it was not a dream. I was just freaking out
But this is like... a chemical feeling. But I was on no drugs this night. I was 100% clean of weed or drink. Now I did drank the nigh before and had puked alot durring the day and was very dehydrated.
As the day whent on leading up to the nigh I managed to keep a bottle of gatoraid down and eat one can of tomato soup.
I worked on a xbox for 6 hours, flashing TSOP and installing software. then went to bed just before 3.
I don't know what time I woke up during the night
What do you make of this? Massive panic attack? Lack of sleep? Im sure its alot of things together. I can say its not good.
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ZippoZ
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Re: Am I Going Crazy? Or is it the Drugs? [Re: Fungi_x]
#3450832 - 12/05/04 04:45 PM (19 years, 3 months ago) |
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it happened to me once i enede coling up the ambulance becauwse i thought i was dying, for me it was an after effect of MDA
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Boom
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Re: Am I Going Crazy? Or is it the Drugs? [Re: ZippoZ]
#3450855 - 12/05/04 04:52 PM (19 years, 3 months ago) |
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Hey man I think I had a similar thing happen one time...actually a couple times...
I was falling off to sleep, and all the sudden this terrible sound, deafening almost, was screeching in my ears. There was blinding light too. I woke up, only to be scared to fall asleep and go back to that place. I have no fucking clue what the hell that was.
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Jim
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Re: Am I Going Crazy? Or is it the Drugs? [Re: Boom]
#3450858 - 12/05/04 04:53 PM (19 years, 3 months ago) |
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THat shit happens to me all the time, but I have schizo affective disorder. Maybe you have a mental affliction?
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Che_Night_Soil
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Re: Am I Going Crazy? Or is it the Drugs? [Re: Fungi_x]
#3450861 - 12/05/04 04:53 PM (19 years, 3 months ago) |
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Just the drugs and lack of sleep (dope has made me feel extremely depressed/freaked-out after only one night). Get back on a regular schedule, and you'll feel fine in a day or two...maybe lay off of any and all depressants for a while. I'm always ready to blast some more holes in a week or so .
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vampirism
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Re: Am I Going Crazy? Or is it the Drugs? [Re: Fungi_x]
#3450867 - 12/05/04 04:54 PM (19 years, 3 months ago) |
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weird stuff can happen naturally when you're asleep But that was definately not a panic attack, or if it was, then it was v minor.
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Boom
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Re: Am I Going Crazy? Or is it the Drugs? [Re: Jim]
#3450868 - 12/05/04 04:55 PM (19 years, 3 months ago) |
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Its only happened after lots of lack of sleep, and being extremely tired. You know how you get so tired your almost hallucinating...
PLus a long day of work being hung over.. that might have contributed to it
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Ravus
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Re: Am I Going Crazy? Or is it the Drugs? [Re: Fungi_x]
#3451075 - 12/05/04 06:08 PM (19 years, 3 months ago) |
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I woke up once in the middle of the night, as I had stopped breathing. I thought I was going to die, but then I just consciously made myself start breathing again, and went back to sleep. Maybe these things happen all the time, and people just don't remember them
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tomk
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Re: Am I Going Crazy? Or is it the Drugs? [Re: Boom]
#3451271 - 12/05/04 06:53 PM (19 years, 3 months ago) |
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Look up sleep paralysis.
Sometimes weird weird shit happens if the parts of your brain that are responsible for awareness wake up before the parts of your brain that let you move or sense wake up.
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