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Shroomism
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why am I such a fuck?
#3384525 - 11/19/04 01:45 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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how do I manage to fuck up and alienate myself from all close relationships? why do I have such self-destructive tendencies? why must I destroy love will I ever find a nice woman to share my life with and not fuck everything up? must I be such a FUCK !# these questions and more... BKLASGRUHKGBFOE:YGFYIbvpi$#qgr(_#q^t_&t_tr#!(&gcfipgfO{GREQIP{HB GV
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Re: why am I such a fuck? *DELETED* [Re: Shroomism]
#3384530 - 11/19/04 01:47 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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Shroomism
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Re: why am I such a fuck? [Re: blink]
#3384532 - 11/19/04 01:48 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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no.. I am a fuck I live, I learn.. then I fuck it up again.. it's like second nature
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Nuggetpouch
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Re: why am I such a fuck? [Re: Shroomism]
#3384534 - 11/19/04 01:48 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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you probably dont think before you speak or do something. once again you probabaly dont think about what you do before you do it. probabaly because it scares you, or leaves you profound, and man tend destroy what he fears or can not deal with. try eharmony.com
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bf6
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Re: why am I such a fuck? [Re: Shroomism]
#3384537 - 11/19/04 01:48 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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Because you're a horrible person.
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adrug
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Re: why am I such a fuck? [Re: Shroomism]
#3384540 - 11/19/04 01:49 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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Right now you might be wading in the shit, but you'll eventually come out squeaky clean on the other side.
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Shroomism
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Re: why am I such a fuck? [Re: Nuggetpouch]
#3384545 - 11/19/04 01:50 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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Nuggetpouch said: you probably dont think before you speak or do something. once again you probabaly dont think about what you do before you do it.
how insightful of you... that's probably it. Actually, I don't speak.. so that can't be the problem. But I probably have done stuff without thinking, which leads to fuckups occurring.. thanks for the elucidation.. may I be more aware or something.
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Re: why am I such a fuck? [Re: Shroomism]
#3384546 - 11/19/04 01:50 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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I've done the same thing before, push people away for some reason you don't know. I think we all have in one way or another. You'll sort it all out eventually, I have faith in that. Keep on keepin on man.
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Vvellum
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Re: why am I such a fuck? [Re: Shroomism]
#3384564 - 11/19/04 01:56 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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so, how do you alienate people?
dude - if you want advice, you gotta open up. open up like oprah. mmm peanut butter pussy brown, lumpy, and easily spread.
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Fade_To_Black
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Re: why am I such a fuck? [Re: Vvellum]
#3384574 - 11/19/04 01:58 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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shroomism, your not alone brother.
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silversoul7
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Re: why am I such a fuck? [Re: Shroomism]
#3384595 - 11/19/04 02:02 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
Shroomism said: no.. I am a fuck I live, I learn.. then I fuck it up again.. it's like second nature
You and me both, man. Don't worry. Eventually you'll get it right.
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Great Scott
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Re: why am I such a fuck? [Re: silversoul7]
#3384654 - 11/19/04 02:13 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yea thats strange, i do the same thing all the time. Some girls that i've know are just beautiful inside and outside, and for some reason I just make an ass of myself. Then am too embarrassed and ashamed to even attempt to keep at it.
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adrug
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Re: why am I such a fuck? [Re: Great Scott]
#3384800 - 11/19/04 02:40 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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Well, STOP THAT!
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Re: why am I such a fuck? [Re: Shroomism]
#3384870 - 11/19/04 02:54 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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So Shroomism, I do the same thing man.
I don't say what I should until it's too late, and I bottle a lot of it up and then push people away because of it.
Man, I just can't deal with it sometimes because I don't know how to be different and I can't accept being that way... I feel like sometimes if I tell someone how I feel, it's going to hurt them real bad so I don't do it, then I keep on not telling them until one day I just can't handle it and then I tell them everything all at once and usually I'm left lonely at the end of the day because of it.
I think it's a curse I bear...
I feel your pain bro You aren't alone.
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Re: why am I such a fuck? [Re: Silven]
#3384888 - 11/19/04 02:58 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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i tend to mess up a lot of relationships too man
this is what i do:
i play all nice for the first couple months of being someones friend/boyfriend/whoever. then, after i feel that everything is set up to a normal relationship, i subconsciously fuck it all up by gradually becoming a jerk, slowly..piece by piece...
i haven't done this for a long time tho, i think i'm getting better!
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Re: why am I such a fuck? [Re: Silven]
#3384891 - 11/19/04 02:59 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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sounds like we ALL do the same things..
I hate it when people beat themselves up but sometimes you have to , if you are to get past a situation.. Keep trying Shroomism, there IS a plan, you just have to find it.. Great advice people already gave
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Vvellum
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Re: why am I such a fuck? [Re: Shroomism]
#3384901 - 11/19/04 03:00 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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you are either: bored or afraid of intimacy or just destined to be future Jerry Springer material (i.e. raised fucked, lived fucked, live in an environment of fucks). if this is the case, get up, grow up, move on, stand up, save up.
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lukeboots
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Re: why am I such a fuck? [Re: Vvellum]
#3384908 - 11/19/04 03:01 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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i know i'm B.
'cept with a few people. otherwise i keep em at bay with my drunken antics!
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Re: why am I such a fuck? [Re: Shroomism]
#3385129 - 11/19/04 03:43 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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wambulance
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Ripple
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Re: why am I such a fuck? [Re: Shroomism]
#3385433 - 11/19/04 04:44 PM (19 years, 4 months ago) |
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Your one of the nicest people I've ever had the pleasure to meet and I can't wait to see you again this year!
you rock my friend....Shine on
How can anyone with a smile like that be a fuck!
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