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MeThoD said:
Do you have anything from your trip that you could describe to us?

Or is it simply beyond words?

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this is seriously seriously lacking, but its the best I can do

I was told to lie down.  I did so, still feeling pretty normal. I was already feeling really off as i exhailed the last of the smoke. Within seconds , my whole visual field began to sparkle and shimmer, and then change colors quickly.  Reds, blues, greens and golds quickly covered my entire visual field.  I was about to think ?Wow this is pretty cool,? but before I even had a chance to, it was already hitting much too hard.  My entire visual field was exploding with insane quickly rotating patterns and I felt something big coming on. This all happened in like under two seconds. I went from completely sober to 100 hits of acid in under two seconds.

It hit way too fast and way too hard, and I wanted to get up and really freak out because it was scary, but before I even had a chance to finish that thought, the DMT was a thousand times stronger.  My entire body began to vibrate away to this loud hum and my soul was rocketed through the universe

I remember realizing as I was shot out that this was SERIOUS.  It was a lot more serious than I had ever expected DMT to be.  With drugs like LSD or Mushrooms, they are sort of toys that just play around with my consciousness.  But not this.  This was the REAL DEAL.  I had messed with something infinitely more powerful than I could comprehend.  It was BIG.  Life and Death BIG. 

I vaguely remember a thousand guides telling me that I had to let go, and that it (my life) was over.  And I did let go because I had no choice, the power of the universe was undeniable, and whatever was left of me diffused back to the source.  My energy was guided and carried back HOME?.the place wherever my energy had been before I had been born.  Existence returned to whatever it had been before I had existed.  And there was a feeling of love and peace. I was in the bank of infinite souls. I was back with God.  My life was over.


Eventually I was born back into my body, back into earth time.  I couldn?t believe it.  I couldn?t believe what I had just experienced.  I knew DMT was going to be powerful, but this was a million times stronger than anything I could have expected.  It felt like lifetimes since I had been back, and yet only a few minutes had passed on earth.  My visual field was still animated with geometry and patterns and beauty.  But I was hardly interested in them.  I was just so completely blown away at what I had just experienced. I think the only thing I could say was ?OH MY GOD? over and over, unable to express my complete amazement. 

The best part was that I felt (and still feel) unbelievably reassured afterwards.  Like no matter what happens, no matter what situations life presents, everything will be okay.  No matter what, life or death, everything is okay .