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OfflineDruginduced
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Suicidal thoughts... *DELETED*
    #3382583 - 11/19/04 03:04 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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OfflineSWEDEN
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Re: Suicidal thoughts... [Re: Druginduced]
    #3382655 - 11/19/04 03:31 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Your soul needs healing
Go camping and escape from the city and all the people there who are making you miserable.

No one can bring you down if you are by yourself.

When I had episodes like that, I just told myself
what about all the things I've never tried? all the people I have never met and all the beatiful places in this world (and in my head!) that i have not been yet. it's not so bad... you'll get over this.


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Re: Suicidal thoughts... [Re: SWEDEN]
    #3382681 - 11/19/04 03:39 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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Re: Suicidal thoughts... [Re: Druginduced]
    #3382686 - 11/19/04 03:41 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Tommarow's always a different day. I ahve had suicidal thoughts/attempt for about a year ever since my fiance' passed away. You need to talk about this with your parents or one of your friends. Was there somthing that has recently happened that has triggered these thoughts?


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Re: Suicidal thoughts... [Re: PsillyNilly]
    #3382723 - 11/19/04 03:51 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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Re: Suicidal thoughts... [Re: Druginduced]
    #3382777 - 11/19/04 04:11 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

I've actually attempted it a couple of times, so I know what you're going through. I found great help in counseling and psychotherapy at the local Mental Health center. Remember, there's no shame in asking for help when you need it...


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Re: Suicidal thoughts... [Re: Le_Canard]
    #3382810 - 11/19/04 04:26 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

^^^^^^what he said. GL.


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Re: Suicidal thoughts... [Re: Druginduced]
    #3382819 - 11/19/04 04:29 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

I go to a community college, and I feel like I have nothing in common with anyone who goes there. 1/3 of them are ESL (Englsih second language) immigrant children from asia... 1/3 of them are twice my age or older... and the other third are people that just give off bad vibes. Cigarette smoking coffee swilling socialites. I can't stand them, either they don't belong or I don't. The only way I can stand it is my three close friends who go there, but even now I can see distance building between me and one of them, it saddens me...

I always was insecure and self concious, therefore I always had trouble making friends. My friends nowadays are all people I have known for 6+ years, and after being together this long we all sort of came to a concensus on where we stand. Having like-minded friends is vital to anyone's mental health, even if you preffer to be alone most of the time. A close circle of less than ten people. They saved my sanity. If I lost them I can;t even fathom how I could make new friends this late... shit it panics me just thinking about it.





My, that's a beautiful mountain right next to your campus... I'm telling you, go for a hike or something (camping is probably out of the question, its winter ffs). Strenuous activity is good for your mental health not just your body.

I hope this helps


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Re: Suicidal thoughts... [Re: Le_Canard]
    #3382892 - 11/19/04 05:14 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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Re: Suicidal thoughts... *DELETED* [Re: SWEDEN]
    #3382906 - 11/19/04 05:23 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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Re: Suicidal thoughts... [Re: Druginduced]
    #3383129 - 11/19/04 09:29 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Have you tried negotiating with your parents about this?


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Re: Suicidal thoughts... [Re: 3eyes]
    #3383162 - 11/19/04 09:40 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

While I agree that church is good for anyone, it is not the cure. Feeling alienated, man that brings back memories of life in high school for me. I tried so desperately to fit in with anyone and everyone...the nerds, the rednecks, the stoners, the preps and one day (after a suicide attempt) it hit me, I Am Me. If you just be yourself, people will come to you. I found my place and you will too. Keep smiling!!!


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Re: Suicidal thoughts... [Re: SunshinePounder]
    #3383271 - 11/19/04 10:27 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Welcome Sunshine :smile:
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Excellent words of wisdom
peace...


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Re: Suicidal thoughts... [Re: Druginduced]
    #3383542 - 11/19/04 11:58 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Quote:

RydawgSupreme said:
They have been getting real bad lately, I have actually been closer then ever to actually going through with it. Anyone who has these sorts of thoughts, how do/did you deal with them?




Do you know what death is?
what if death is what you make it, and you could make it worse than being 'alone' whit 'problems'?

what is your hurry?
death comes soon enough? :wink:  :thumbup:
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Re: Suicidal thoughts... [Re: Druginduced]
    #3383729 - 11/19/04 12:54 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

i had suicidal thoughts(drawn out fantasies) multiple times on a daily basis for a couple years in early high school cause by depression.  All i know is that i just kept on and they went away.  i fell into a new group of friends and just busted out of the hard times.  Its a few years later and i'm doing fine, not a thought in my head about suicide.  i'm no longer sad or feel sorry for myself or want other to do the same.

its tough to go through that kind of pain and i really don't know how i did it but i just kept on living for tomorrow because i had a feeling that it would be better by tommorrow.  Finally, one of the tomorrows did prove to be a better day and i'm thankful i made it to that day because life truly is good now.

don't do anything rash rydawg, you'll hurt the people around you and...well, ruin the potential of your better days ahead. :heart:

EDIT:  i know what you mean about the organized religion thing.  i was raised catholic and it had a mental grip over me for so long.  I was scared to tell my parents i didn't believe in that stuff so i went to church until i was 18.  i really do relate to most of the things you've said rydawg.  the first thing i suggest is to take a semester off of college and do something else, even if it means just taking time off to get your head strait. 

you DON"T want to be at BYU and you shouldn't be there.  i don't know your parents but if they really loved you, they'd understand (then again, the whole mormon brainwash is a pretty heavy thing).  you should really take off from BYU. 

ever think about just leaving after this semester or something and travelling to a new town and paying for your own apartment, getting some loans to continue school, etc.?  it would be hard to break from the financially responsible parents (my parents are paying for college too) but i couldn't last as long as you have at BYU.  BYU is fine for the people that believe the mormon schtick and is probably the best place for them but it isn't for you. 

your environment is the problem, you need to leave. you already know this don't you?


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Re: Suicidal thoughts... *DELETED* [Re: TODAY]
    #3384900 - 11/19/04 05:00 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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Re: Suicidal thoughts... [Re: Druginduced]
    #3385036 - 11/19/04 05:23 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

""No i do not know what death is, but when life is torture and doesnt seem to have any hope left in it, anything has to be better?""

but what if it is not?


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    #3385556 - 11/19/04 07:20 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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Re: Suicidal thoughts... [Re: Druginduced]
    #3386624 - 11/19/04 11:24 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

I've been depressed since I was about 13 or so,that's around 10 years.I've been on about 30 or 40 different antidepressants over the years.Some helped some made the problem worse.It all comes back to you,sure pills can make it easier to deal with.Pills are a good stepping stone to get it under control.You just don't want to rely on them.If you really want to kill yourself,just think about how it will affect your friends and family.Of course you wont have to worry about it because you'll be dead.Your friends and family will live with it for the rest of there lives.
If you need anyone to talk to feel free to PM me,I've been where your at mentally and would be more than happy to listen.
Good luck man
your not alone


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Re: Suicidal thoughts... *DELETED* [Re: Druginduced]
    #3388262 - 11/20/04 09:57 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Sadly, your desire for suicide stems from an embedded hatred for your parents. No pain in this world can be compared to that of a parent whose child kills themself. If you have any compassion at all for other people, you will have compassion for yourself and not kill yourself. It's the most selfish act imaginable, because the world goes on with or without you. It'll just be another day. The nightly news will come on again. Fox will come out with new reality TV shows. A president will leave office and another will enter. A reformed criminal somewhere will find Jesus. Life will go on. You will be gone, but your parents will be destroyed and dead inside for the rest of their lives. To them, not just anyone died. Their little boy died by his own hands. Reconsider, my friend. :heart:


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