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Offlinenanananotehead
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One shot
    #3301819 - 10/31/04 07:29 PM (13 years, 6 months ago)

A good aquintence of mine shot himself in the head this week and died a few days later after being in a coma. I havent talked to him in about a year and a half because he moved far away. He never talked about suicide, violence, pain or depression and he was actually pretty bright and spastic. He wrote a suicide note saying "this is not anyones fault". I guess Im just in a shock; a zombie state. I would have bet that I would be the first one to kill myself out of the people I knew in highschool, but I guess I was wrong. This is really going to trouble me if no one ever finds out why he did it. This makes halloween really suck.


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Re: One shot [Re: nanananotehead]
    #3307364 - 11/02/04 01:08 AM (13 years, 6 months ago)

That's horrible. :frown: My condolences to you and all who cared for him.  I know how hard it is to lose a friend to suicide.  I've had a couple highschool friends kill themselves and I felt the same way: Confused and in shock.  One shot himself and the other hung himself.  Just this past summer another good friend took a fatal overdose of injected ketamine.. And another, hung himself.  You really realize how fragile life is and how quickly it can be taken away.

Some things will never be explained but just know that whatever it is that made him feel like this was the only way, he is finally free from and in no more pain.

My heart goes out to you. :frown: :heart:


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Re: One shot [Re: nanananotehead]
    #3307391 - 11/02/04 01:15 AM (13 years, 6 months ago)

It's fucked up when people write suicide notes that don't really explain why they do it.

If I ever killed myself, I'd probably have pages and pages, about everything that drove me to do it.


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Re: One shot [Re: nanananotehead]
    #3307399 - 11/02/04 01:18 AM (13 years, 6 months ago)

That truly does suck! Sorry to hear that. But you have to remember that it's not your fault, and there was probably nothing you could have done to prevent this. Try not to lay a lot of guilt on yourself.


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Re: One shot [Re: HeavyToilet]
    #3307540 - 11/02/04 02:11 AM (13 years, 6 months ago)

I've had suicidal thoughts and if I would have succeeded, there would be no note that I could have left to possibly explain my motives. Sometimes people just don't want to live, and there's no way of explaining why.

It sucks, and it's sad.. But sometimes it just is.

Just be happy that he is no longer suffering.


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Re: One shot [Re: sykobish]
    #3307689 - 11/02/04 03:10 AM (13 years, 6 months ago)

Maybe he knew something we didn't.


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Re: One shot [Re: ginko]
    #3308857 - 11/02/04 01:28 PM (13 years, 6 months ago)

Thank you for the support. Here is a link to his obituary:

http://www.currentobituary.com/show.php?id=13852

I dont know if I will goto the memorial service tomorrow, Im afraid if I ask anyone if they knew why he did it, they might flip out and kill me. Plus, I think that kind of experience would throw me back into a deep dark depression. Why must I be on the fence on every decision??? :frown:


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