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the door
#3279203 - 10/26/04 11:50 AM (19 years, 5 months ago) |
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So many people seek spiritual development. So many people seek 'truth'. So many people seek understanding and awareness of this universe they find themselves contained within.
And yet, we have already been given access to the infinity, the void.
We are all aware on some level of the door to this place, the entrance to the un-enterable, timeless void of everything.
And yet, surprisingly so many people, the very same people who yearn for these "accomplishments", are too scared to enter. They deny it exists, there must be some harder more complex way to get into it. They also fear that once they enter, nothing - not even them or the door - will exist. They can never return to this illusion with the "truth". So why bother?
So this involves asking yourself why you even chase these things. Is it that you wish to somehow rise above others with this knowledge. Something to appear wise with? Is it pure curiousity? Is it fear of not knowing?
Because the door is infinite in position, and is always present in all of us. It's simple to enter if you truly seek the answers, but by doing so, you will become the answers themselves, bcome the void that you walked into.
And this is what scares people away. The "ego" (ACK not this again ) fears this doorway and will prevent you from even sensing it's existance. But it's there. It always has been.
It's not physical in existance, it transcends all matter, energy, logic and perception. It is the crack between nothingness and infinity, the very essence of gradient existence between the two values.
All you have to do to pass through is let go of what's blocking the way. You don't need to unlock it, it's already been unlocked and is waiting for you to squeeze through.
Someone has to go, otherwise no one would exist. Nothing would exist.
Yet it appears as a sacrifice, giving up all of the logic and reasoning, mental possessions, memories, experiences - all to reach the highest goal of universal awareness - to dissolve into the true void. But it's not a sacrifice at all, as these possessions are all fake, they are imagined in your perception as being real - and yet they are only abstracts of this void.
When you enter there is no escaping.
So, do you still want the 'truth'?
(To clear some things up before I post this: I am not referring to suicide or anything like that. Many people will pass this off as some stupid attempt at creative writing. Whatever. I'm sure some people here might have a guess at what I'm talking about here based on their own experiences. Keep in mind this is all an analogy of something undescribable. Please don't ask where the door is )
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Re: the door [Re: deff]
#3279334 - 10/26/04 12:20 PM (19 years, 5 months ago) |
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Oh yes there is escaping. Entering the void is like getting sucked up into a black hole only you won't be crushed, just transformed anew. You eventually get spit out the other side of the white hole, once you let go of the event horizon.
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Every go black hole jumping just for fun? Ya know, let yourself get sucked into stuff? LOL
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I'm trying to get at the 'black hole' encompassing all, that by enetering we have become eternalized in that moment of universal awareness. Our identity struck from us, unable to re-emerge, as we are now the void itself, the answers themselves.
What I think you are talking about is more existant in existance (wha?). I've yet to try black-hole jumping, but it sounds like fun.
Right now I'm considering the door, but I am still too attached to illusionary existance :/
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Re: the door [Re: deff]
#3279401 - 10/26/04 12:34 PM (19 years, 5 months ago) |
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There is drinking of wine In genuine confidence. No blame. But if one wets his head, He loses it, in truth.
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Re: the door [Re: Gomp]
#3279443 - 10/26/04 12:44 PM (19 years, 5 months ago) |
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what if one wets his bed? What does he loose?
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His bed wetting virginity?
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Re: the door [Re: deff]
#3279529 - 10/26/04 01:04 PM (19 years, 5 months ago) |
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back on topic, I beleive you when you say that stuff. I've read all of your posts for a few monthws now and I have never seen you or heard of you allowing yourself to just let go and get sucked up into something for the fun it.
The trick is, don't give into fear or you will start grabbing at things to hold onto and may get stuck for a time or take a pummeling in the center. Just stay fluid and let the force pull you through and you will get spit out the other side, transformed and renewed from the experience.
It's a great way to keep refining energy and broaden understanding. It takes a lot of trust in the process and yourself to LET GO. It's a wierd feeling. Maybe play it out in imagination first.
I know you can detect them cuz I see you move away from event horizons a lot.
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a dry bed? :P
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Edited by Gomp (10/26/04 01:07 PM)
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I practice 'letting go' in the returnable sense , it's the best form of meditation (imo)
In my view, the act of true release into the void would mean an eternal meditation of sorts, dissolving into and becoming the infinite void. You have to let go of all existance and desires (including the desire to live) to pass through.
Everything and nothing, eternal
I dunno.
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Re: the door [Re: deff]
#3279557 - 10/26/04 01:11 PM (19 years, 5 months ago) |
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"desire to live" that sounded odd? where the door is is where the door is :P
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Edited by Gomp (10/26/04 01:13 PM)
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Re: the door [Re: Gomp]
#3279563 - 10/26/04 01:14 PM (19 years, 5 months ago) |
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Live as seperate from the whole I mean. As in conscious internal life, like us here
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