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InvisibleFucknuckle
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Some days I feel like shit
    #3257581 - 10/20/04 08:10 PM (12 years, 1 month ago)

Being a person of many talents. I suffer from many emotions gone wild.

I am tired of being special. I sometimes wish I was normal. Too many people want things from me. I am pulled in every directon. Sometimes I want nothing more than to be simpleton with a simple job and a simple life.

Here is what is on my plate this month.

2 board meetings for our homeless shelter. I'm the board director and we have some serious issues to solve. They always count on me to come up with the right answer. ALWAYS

A trip to chicago to support my company

I need a new supervisor and need to have interviews. My entire company hangs on the descision.

It may be possiable I have to resuce my sister from her life. That is gonna be a mess

I have a art show to be at in 3 weeks. I don't have enough pieces. Which really sucks

My marriage is fucked right now

The two older kids I have need to move out ASAP

My dogs keep shitting in the house and I want them to leave. Not really but it is pissing me off. They stopped shitting in the house years ago. But have changed there minds it seems???

I have been trying to quit smoking weed. That's is very hard

There are several old people I help. I have commited to much time and money this month and last month

My youngest kid has asked me to help out at her school. I agreed.

I just want to move away to Vegas and play poker and get fucked up every night for like a year :rolleyes:


Life is treating me good but I am tired of being a superhero.


I NEED SOME SIMPLISTIC LIFE CHANGES but it is goning to be very hard when so many people count on me.


Being a leader sucks sometimes


Any suggestions on how to let some of this go and still have a good life??

I really don't want to let anyone down but I'm going crazy :crazy2:


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Edited by Fucknuckle (10/20/04 09:04 PM)


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Invisiblezeta
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Re: Some days I feel like shit [Re: Fucknuckle]
    #3258780 - 10/21/04 01:30 AM (12 years, 1 month ago)

edit: sorry for being a prick


Edited by zeta (11/01/04 02:45 AM)


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Re: Some days I feel like shit [Re: zeta]
    #3258961 - 10/21/04 02:22 AM (12 years, 1 month ago)

I really think that fucknuckle's just trying to illustrate his point here.

Things can get really hectic but... that's life. It sucks. I feel exactly the same way too and there's nothing you can do but learn from the seemingly exhausting experiences. It's about all you can do really, just roll with them punches. :noway:


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Re: Some days I feel like shit [Re: Fucknuckle]
    #3259218 - 10/21/04 04:36 AM (12 years, 1 month ago)

dude, why dont you take some of the time you spend on here and apply it to whatever is necessary. you spend a lot of time here. if things are so hectic, maybe you should get your priorities straight.


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InvisibleFucknuckle
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Re: Some days I feel like shit [Re: Locus]
    #3260889 - 10/21/04 05:32 PM (12 years, 1 month ago)

You may have hit the nail on the head. I have been so fucking wrapped up into my midlife wants, that I have been slacking big time. Now I am very far behind. I think mabey I am allowing this to happen on purpose. Kinda like a way out. The Shroomery has been like a vacation the past few months. You people are great :grin:

Most of my work is done at home anyway so that is why I spend alot of time here. My wife wants to throw this computer out the door.

The only real work I do outside my home is the Shelter and a couple trips a week to my shop.

I have been in a state of flux and I am having a hard time decididng where to go in my life. The shop is getting to be very stable, other than a manager problem. I have very loyal customers. So income has been Ok.

But what I am struggling with is I am 36 and bored. I have played my life to the needs of others, so to speak. Giving up many hours,days,years and months to other people has been very rewarding for sure. But I feel like it may be time to focus on myself and my family.

Anyway some of you may feel I have a over inflated ego. That's ok I am used to hearing that type of comment. When you do the things I have been doing you hear it all the time. Big deal.

I learned along time ago people like myself are going to have a very hard time in some social settings. In other settings, I am very much understood. That's why I head up our homeless shelter program. Which by the way can be very touchy seeing I still get high and do the very things that brought most of our clients to us.


Anyway outside my ego..............I am feeling very lost and needing to get to my needs.

Most of you don't understand what I may be going thru but I respect your thougts.

My wife says I have the Hemmingway lifestyle. My mom thinks I am going thru a midlife crash.....................That sound very bad  :rolleyes: :thumbdown:

I don't know what to do really.  Life sucks sometimes.


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Re: Some days I feel like shit [Re: Fucknuckle]
    #3260937 - 10/21/04 05:41 PM (12 years, 1 month ago)

keep it simple one day at a time


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InvisibleFucknuckle
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Re: Some days I feel like shit [Re: norwegian1]
    #3260964 - 10/21/04 05:47 PM (12 years, 1 month ago)

I wish I could. My entire life up to this point has been one very crazy roller coaster ride. Many of my friends have said " Dude you have done enough for 10 people's life " But I feel like I have done nothing for my own. I don't think I will ever be satisfied.

Sometimes I think about going to college and learning a few things.


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Re: Some days I feel like shit [Re: Fucknuckle]
    #3261048 - 10/21/04 06:08 PM (12 years, 1 month ago)

you sound like you need a vacation... a LONG one :smile:
go back packing somewhere quite with lots of weed & shrooms (thai land is cheap to travel though not so cheap to get to) and take some time to figure out what you really want to be doing with yr life...

it's a little extream but it sounds like you deserve it...
though you probably can't leave for such a long time huh?


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Re: Some days I feel like shit [Re: Simisu]
    #3261061 - 10/21/04 06:12 PM (12 years, 1 month ago)

I have thought about that very thing a few times. It would take a month or so to work it out. But as always things around me will not allow me to leave that long. I think you may have the correct answer.So mabey I really need to just force a change and let the cards fall where they may. One thing for sure I cannot leave that long until I get my new manager worked out.

Thanks :heart:


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Re: Some days I feel like shit [Re: Fucknuckle]
    #3261618 - 10/21/04 08:15 PM (12 years, 1 month ago)

well... that kind of thing also takes some time and effort to get everything in order befor you take off and of course make plans and get all sorts of stuff you need (though backpacking in thai land you're better off taking as few things as possible and buying what you need in bankok) but that time and effort is spent on yourself :smile:
making plans and writing things off a list is always fun befor something big so again that's time well spent!

forcing a change can be a good thing... i wish there was some way i could force such a change on my self! i have the exect opposit problame :smile:


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Re: Some days I feel like shit [Re: Fucknuckle]
    #3262755 - 10/21/04 11:59 PM (12 years, 1 month ago)

First off, I believe you have to help your kids. That said, take your wife away for a few days.....just the 2 of you and reconnect. Take care of your company. Put everything else on hold. Problems will be there tomorrow and so will their solutions.


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Re: Some days I feel like shit [Re: chinadoll]
    #3262865 - 10/22/04 12:24 AM (12 years, 1 month ago)

Ah yes the calm advice of a woman

Thanks


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