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MOTH
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I need healing
#3160410 - 09/21/04 02:54 PM (19 years, 6 months ago) |
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I seem to be crashing.
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goobler
Reanimated
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Re: I need healing [Re: MOTH]
#3160414 - 09/21/04 02:55 PM (19 years, 6 months ago) |
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do you need internal healing?
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MOTH
Wild Woman
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Re: I need healing [Re: goobler]
#3160439 - 09/21/04 03:00 PM (19 years, 6 months ago) |
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Yes....but not the kind you are thinking of.
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adamj
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Re: I need healing [Re: MOTH]
#3160445 - 09/21/04 03:01 PM (19 years, 6 months ago) |
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why are you crashing?
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MAGnum
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Re: I need healing [Re: MOTH]
#3160461 - 09/21/04 03:04 PM (19 years, 6 months ago) |
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Don't crash.
Get up and go for a walk by yourself. If you live near someplace ill and secluded. Sit down and be sure to write in the journal you brought.
-------------------- Agent 727 7
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kindkesey
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Re: I need healing [Re: MAGnum]
#3160504 - 09/21/04 03:12 PM (19 years, 6 months ago) |
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sending lots of your way!!
-------------------- Stay Kool, and enjoy the bus ride..... "Intrepid Search For Innerspace" DAVID JONES where are you?
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MOTH
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Re: I need healing [Re: MAGnum]
#3160507 - 09/21/04 03:12 PM (19 years, 6 months ago) |
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I can't do anything. I just slept for 22 hours straight because being asleep was so much better then being awake. I feel like I don't have enough willpower or energy to do anything. I hate it here and I just quite frankly hate everything right now. I feel very angry for no particular reason. I just want to cry but I don't know...this is so stupid. I know I'm allowing myself to crash but I don't know why. I just am tired of fighting I guess.
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Anonymous
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Post deleted by Anno [Re: MOTH]
#3160513 - 09/21/04 03:13 PM (19 years, 6 months ago) |
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MOTH
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Re: I need healing [Re: ]
#3160528 - 09/21/04 03:15 PM (19 years, 6 months ago) |
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No...completely sober.
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Anonymous
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Post deleted by Anno [Re: MOTH]
#3160539 - 09/21/04 03:16 PM (19 years, 6 months ago) |
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MOTH
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Re: I need healing [Re: ]
#3160550 - 09/21/04 03:18 PM (19 years, 6 months ago) |
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yeah I know...that's good advice.
I feel like I've been losing my grip since I started college a couple of weeks ago. And I just feel lonely and worthless. I don't know. I feel like I can't do anything.
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ivi
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Re: I need healing [Re: MOTH]
#3160630 - 09/21/04 03:31 PM (19 years, 6 months ago) |
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I may sound too harsh, but You just have to push Yourself. It can be hard sometimes, but nobody's going to do it for You. I'm with You with all my love and support Maybe also give up weed for some time, or only smoke as a reward for something (say, only allow Yourself to smoke when You have finished an essay for school or something)...
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MOTH
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Re: I need healing [Re: ivi]
#3160653 - 09/21/04 03:34 PM (19 years, 6 months ago) |
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Thanks, you're absolutely right, I just have to believe it.
I go through an emotional crash every two weeks for some reason. I want to say hormones but I don't know.
thanks again
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TinTree
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Re: I need healing [Re: MOTH]
#3160723 - 09/21/04 03:47 PM (19 years, 6 months ago) |
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I know the feeling... first weeks of school are confusing and bewildering... definitely an emotional rollercoaster. Take some time to do something you enjoy, find a new hobby, maybe stop by a meeting for a club on campus you're interested in, or just go somewhere quiet and curl up with a book or listen to some music for a while. Usually starting a new drawing or design project re-energizes me, and brings my spirits back up. Hope you feel better, Elle...
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Learyfan
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Re: I need healing [Re: MOTH]
#3160740 - 09/21/04 03:50 PM (19 years, 6 months ago) |
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-------------------- -------------------------------- Mp3 of the month: Sons Of Adam - Feathered Fish
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Digs
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Re: I need healing [Re: MOTH]
#3160911 - 09/21/04 04:28 PM (19 years, 6 months ago) |
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MOTH
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Re: I need healing [Re: Digs]
#3160944 - 09/21/04 04:37 PM (19 years, 6 months ago) |
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It just occured to me that I haven't eaten anything in about 36 hours. That could account for my mood. doh. Chinese food to the rescue.
Edited by EllemyshShade (09/21/04 04:38 PM)
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felix
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Re: I need healing [Re: MOTH]
#3160964 - 09/21/04 04:43 PM (19 years, 6 months ago) |
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time for a workout..plain and simple. =)
-------------------- Real botanists laugh at HPS systems, we do however use high pressure sodium in the parking lot. - artthug
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tripndicular
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Re: I need healing [Re: MOTH]
#3161393 - 09/21/04 06:21 PM (19 years, 6 months ago) |
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Place forehead against monitor ............... The healer (I am a "self' proclaimed internet evangelist) has now slapped you with his hot sweaty palm ............ BAM!!!!!! You are healed child go and be fruitfull and multiply now ! May The Mushroom Goddess Bless All Your Endeavors ! Was hoping a laugh might perk you up , if all else fails a big dose of "fuckitol" might do the trick (no I do not mean quitting " !
-------------------- Any information I give is not intended to aide you in the production of potentialy illegal substances !None of my exp comes from growing illegal varities , so take it as you will . So with that said here is our mission statement . Then the priest fell into a trance or swoon,& said unto the Queen of heaven ; Write unto us the ordeals; write unto us the rituals; write unto us the law !
Edited by tripndicular (09/21/04 06:25 PM)
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kaiowas
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Re: I need healing [Re: MOTH]
#3161412 - 09/21/04 06:25 PM (19 years, 6 months ago) |
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hey there!!!
yes food would be good right now, and not that fast food crap either!
you're letting your ego take control of you again, but just remember that there are times that you have been on cloud nine as well!
looks like you need to change something in your life
just ask yourself, what would I want right now that would make these feelings go away. from there you can see what it actually "wrong" in your mind.
why not try out something new, something you haven't ever done before!
go out for a drive!
learn to play an instrument
read a good book
or maybe you need to get out of the house and travel!!
I find that when I'm in these moods if I just bring something new to the table, it really really helps
oh
and if that doesn't help I hope this does
-------------------- Annnnnnd I had a light saber and my friend was there and I said "you look like an indian" and he said "you look like satan" and he found a stick and a rock and he named the rock ooga booga and he named the stick Stick and we both thought that was pretty funny. We got eaten alive by mosquitos but didn't notice til the next day. I stepped on some glass while wading in the swamp and cut my foot open, didn't bother me til the next day either....yeah it was a good time, ended the night by buying some liquor for minors and drinking nips and going to he diner and eating chicken fingers, and then I went home and went to bed.
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