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Registered: 06/06/03
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Re: Mushroom English paper.... a risk?

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#3111353 - 09/08/04 11:51 PM (19 years, 3 months ago)

Thanks guys, something weird happened in class today right before I turned in my paper.

The professor started talking about the nature of God and reality, and he mentioned the universal consciousness. I couldn't believe it...considering what I had written my paper over. There is definately something very special about this professor.

Anyway, here is my paper. It's supposed to be a Short Expressive. It didn't take me long to write it...I just wrote from what I remembered.

Reborn

God isn?t a pious white man sitting on a golden throne high up in the sky. When I say ?God,? I mean something entirely different. ?God,? the Deity, the Goddess, the Other, is impossible for humans to define, yet we will always try. I do not presume to categorize or label God, but I will never forget the night I experienced the divine for the very first time.

On that evening, I ingested the sacred fungi with the knowledge that I would be taken to a place that I?ve never been before. This was to be my highest dose yet, a landmark in my psychedelic experimentations. Somehow, I knew I would be changed forever after this. I called my friends and family and told them that I loved them, as though I was preparing for death. In a way, I guess I was. Settling in the head-space for my Journey, I ate the mushrooms.

Words cannot do the experience justice. The psychedelic experience transcends all words, but I will try and relate some of what I encountered. Energy surrounded and pervaded me in a golden rainbow, tearing my ego to shreds, building me anew and breaking me apart again. Everything exploded into tiny crystal bits of information feeding into my senses, a kaleidoscope of fractal images. The pattern was composed of everything in existence: ideas, life, language, concepts, meanings, places, people?it was all there. ?I? ceased to exist in that infinite realm. The illusion of being separate was stripped away; I was nowhere, and yet I was everywhere I looked. There was nothing?only everything.

In that ecstatic and timeless state, I found both unfathomable terror and unspeakable beauty. Wrapped in the throbbing golden awareness of all existence and eternity, I experienced the divine. We are the children of God as each and everything in the universe is God. God is the universe, the collective consciousness, and the universe is us. We are all One.

Recalling this experience fills me with a holy sort of elation that is impossible to explain, much like the experience itself. Tears build at my eyes as I remember being enfolded in the rainbow glory of eternity, and returning to the pure infancy of creation. In the months afterwards, not a day passes that I do not think of this experience and what it has done for me in my waking life. I will never be the same.

I reflect upon this experience with awe. I don?t know exactly what it was that I experienced, but I can say that what I encountered cannot be explained by mere words. There are skeptics who will read this and dismiss this account on virtue that it was drug induced. All I have to say to them is this experience is as valid as any other in the world. I have learned to listen to my plant-teachers. And I know beyond all doubt that on that night, I became Reborn.

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