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 goblin
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 Re: Ever fall in love? 
#308130 - 05/03/01 02:21 AM (23 years, 7 months ago) |
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Yes this is true, maybe not so great if the move has been made BUT important to remember that maybe would be better. You have this nice memory now, so next time somthing of the similair nature happen then it is time to take risk. Maybe you will not get the girl but maybe you will.
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Re: Ever fall in love? [Re: goblin]
#314435 - 05/11/01 12:22 AM (23 years, 6 months ago) |
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One time I was getting close to this one chick. Then I got into some trouble smoking weed and was sent to another school. I got over it real quick, but a few weeks later I tripped 4P on DXM. All I could think about durring the trip was her. How I wished she was there and shit like that. And It was stuck in my head. Then I moved again and began to get over her again. Not completly though. But I started to get close to this new chick I met. Then everything flared up again. Everytime I tried to hold the new girls hand or do anything with her, I would remeber the old girl. Then I did DXM again. What a stupid thing to do. I got over the old chick. Mostly. And that was good. But I imprinted myself whith the new girl. But I've offended her and don't know how I can make it up. I'll never do DXM agian unless I really need to do some soul-searching. It fucked me up to bad in the long run. Not phsically or mentally, but emotionally. What a stupid thing to do....
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Re: Ever fall in love?
#315438 - 05/12/01 03:22 AM (23 years, 6 months ago) |
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I was uin the same situation..we were shrooming, there was this feeling..and she had a boyfriend at home...but I still did it ;), sometimes you gotta break the rules
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Re: Ever fall in love? [Re: Prellgott]
#317055 - 05/14/01 03:22 PM (23 years, 6 months ago) |
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Prellgott, did you get shot down like me or did you suceed? I wish that the girl i talked about was into breaking the rules but no dice.
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Re: Ever fall in love? [Re: Prellgott]
#317332 - 05/14/01 07:11 PM (23 years, 6 months ago) |
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I can't stand people who cheat. The first girl I ever fell in love with (ass over heels) cheated on me.I hated the guy more than my ex.
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Re: Ever fall in love? [Re: Crasher]
#320492 - 05/18/01 09:03 PM (23 years, 6 months ago) |
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does love mean possessing another person's sexuality completely? i remember during ego disintegration i realized that i had an amazing beautiful girlfriend, but that i also knew many beautiful girls who i would love to have sex with, and that this did not threaten our bond in any way, nor did the idea of her sleeping with other guys......this ego disintegrations seems like the purest state one can exist in....given that you live only in one second in time and you are alive only once, and you constantly have sexual impulses toward other people, and there are so many beautiful people alive to share sex with, does it make sense to anyone else that possessing your mate's loyalty may only be satisfying to the ego but a ridiculous restriction on your own real impulses and the true beauty of conscious life.
your mate is with you by choice...its sort of that question about if you let it go and it doesn't come back to you was it ever yours to begin with? and if it does come back to you, you need never doubt or possess or feel fear.
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Re: Ever fall in love? [Re: Crasher]
#320744 - 05/19/01 07:07 AM (23 years, 6 months ago) |
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Why? I was cheated too..ok it sux..but what the fuck..let it flow..
I feel no anger towards the guy that cheated me nor my ex-girlfriend..why should I?...
That idea that you posses your girlfriend is stupid anyway...like the illusion that there is only one girl you can love in the world "the right one" there are many of them.....
If I hadn't made a move that night we both would have cheaten ourselfs..if I have that clear "I want that girl now feeling..and she has it too....than I don't care if she has a friend or not, ok I cared but not enough to stop me ;)...
Firewof but I see your point, I was there too..I got older (and I became single, that changes the perspective on that issue, trust me ;)..live is hard out there...
So you wouldn't do anything with a girl that has that special touch..the energy between you both is right..your trip is perfekt..just because she has a boyfrined at home?
You cheat someone in any case..and I prefer to cheat someone else than me ;)
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Edited by Prellgott on 05/19/01 09:32 AM.
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Re: Ever fall in love? [Re: Prellgott]
#320747 - 05/19/01 07:30 AM (23 years, 6 months ago) |
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Thats kind of screwed up. I've never cheated on a girl as I consider this to be a sure sign that you're not meant to be together. If a girl cheats on me (happened twice) I just leave them, but not angrily and rudely. Like I said, I consider it a sign that it's not meant to be. She doesn't like me enough and I have to be man enough to deal with that, it's not her fault - although the lack of respect is quite annoying - if cheating occurs, you should atleast respect your partner enough to tell them. Although it's true that even when I've been deeply in love I have been sexually attracted to other girls, I just couldn't go through with it, for respect and dignitys sake, if the opportunity arose.
Am I the only one that thinks that that dude screwed up not making a move!? I mean come on, what's the worst the could have happened, compared to the best the could have happened? Shit, I think not making a move in that situation is a criminal waste of one of life's great opportunities for a fantastic experience. If you feel like you can't handle rejection then you have some other self esteem problems that need serious attention. Sure you'd feel sad for a while - but only a while. Think about it next time your shrooming and I'm sure it'll all make sense. No guts, no glory. Live by it for a more fulfilled life. Failure is an essential ingredient to success. No one ever succeeds without first failing, it's an essential experience - and consider this: she probably felt the same, especially sitting in the moonlight with you, alone in a euphoric drug induced state. crazy.
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Prellgott
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furiousstriffid, exactly that :)
and Floydian it was a blast :), even if we had wanted there was no way to stop it for both of us..I..in fact we fought it..it was just this trip...most of it just happend in our heads..was one of the most extreme experiences I ever had.....gilrls + shrooms..WOW
damn if you have that telepathic thing running..you would never stop cause of a human rule....you know it MUST happen in tha moment..
I think if I hadn't shroomed with that gil in the night, I would have been strong enough to supprress my feelings and she too I think..but what can words do if your thoughts speak the truth..when the air between you is burning....
/me has a flashback
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Re: Ever fall in love?
#322476 - 05/21/01 01:58 PM (23 years, 6 months ago) |
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"if any guy was to try and take my gf and poison her I would beat the living shit out of him, but not with a bat thats not how I fight I like to use my fists"
and what would that give you? nothing..hate, anger maybe pain (you never now how strong that other guy is ;)
fucking mongamimsm, marriage, monthesism..fuck it all...
love is an free energiy..its chaotic..it doesn't follow any rules, you can't possess it...enjoy the time you have, but don't fear to let go..that was a hard lesson to learn for me...
first you don't "have" an GF, she isn't "yours" she just is with you, you have an intense relationship..you maybe love each other..but you don't possess her...you can't possess other humans, you can't possess love. never
"take my gf and poison her" he he he...wasn't planned to happen like that...but sounds kinda criminal I know ;)..thats just us bad hippies
beating doesn't help...I was in the same situation two times.., I wanted to beat the fuckers up..iut I ended up smoking a jay with them.....talked to them..and it was Ok..
do you want to live in a world were people beat each other...
if you really would love a gilr, she could tell ya..I was in vactaion and met that cool guy..we had a wounderfull trip together..and you would be happy for her..I know we''ll never reach that, but we can try to..that's what I do at least..
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Re: Ever fall in love?
#322486 - 05/21/01 02:09 PM (23 years, 6 months ago) |
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It is really nice to share these moments. Scarface and Firewolf are right! I'll do the same thing with all people getting close to my girlfriend. I know this girl for two years and we had a lot beautiful moements together. She says she loves me more than ever and anyone else in her life and I fell the same thing. But he always gets angry when I go skating or smoke or eat mushrooms and so. She says that, when I do these things, she feels out of my life. If know what I mean, an advice would be grateful!! Thank you!
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Re: Ever fall in love? [Re: dumlovesyou]
#322495 - 05/21/01 02:19 PM (23 years, 6 months ago) |
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how about eating shrooms together with her....??
nothing better than a trip with "your" girl ;)
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Re: Ever fall in love? [Re: AusCubensis]
#322502 - 05/21/01 02:27 PM (23 years, 6 months ago) |
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"she probably felt the same, especially sitting in the moonlight with you, alone in a euphoric drug induced state. crazy."
I'm with ya on that one Auscubensis you don't have many of those special moments in your live, you gotta use them (r try to)
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Re: Ever fall in love? [Re: Prellgott]
#322567 - 05/21/01 03:54 PM (23 years, 6 months ago) |
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 Re: Ever fall in love? [Re: Prellgott]
#322755 - 05/21/01 07:11 PM (23 years, 6 months ago) |
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Yo Prellgott I hear what your saying and I probably wouldn't do all the fighting scene no matter how deeply I felt about the situation. But it's like this if this girl that I'm fallin for falls for some chump that dont know shit about life man I dont want to sound like a pussy but that would make me cry. The fighting ain't me but I think from my shit that I can pick people out that are no good (not meant to sound bad) and maybe their will be hope for these people but at the moment they ain't got their shit together and dont even want to try. For sure brother I feel for peace I to strive for it, hence why I have such an urge for this girl because all I see in her is good.
Another note on the fighting I'm a boxer so to me fighting ain't a war its just something I like to do and when I fight I still have my head about me. I mean I dont want to harm anybody seriously, or do anything thats gonna cost them money to fix like a mouth full of broken teeth from a bat. Yah know what I'm sayin all. I still have alot of thinking to put on the subject and I'm thinkin it should just be stuck to the ring but again I dont like people not showing respect that piss's me off.
In the end I would take a conversation over fist's of fury.
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Re: Ever fall in love? [Re: Scarface]
#323074 - 05/22/01 02:14 AM (23 years, 6 months ago) |
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If she did " falls for some chump that don?t know shit ", then she obviously doesn't like you enough. She probably would also be a different person to the one it is that you imagine. For example, I wouldn't go for a girl that I thought had the potential to " fall for some chump that don?t know shit ". If you did, and she did fall for you, what does that say about you?
On the other side of the coin, you can't really ' choose ' who you fall for, can you?  .
I agree with Prellgott. Love is a wild, complex and chaotic emotion. Trying to control it and bend it to your will is an exercise in futility. If you dig her, go for it, if she doesn't feel the same, let her go and live to love another day, after all ? why would you want to be with a girl that doesn?t want to be with you ? think about it. Of course, this is infinitely harder said than done ? but it can be done with willpower ? it?s like quitting a drug ? trust me, I?ve done both.
Well, having said my little , ? be prepared for the worst ' bit, I say go with it and go for her, 100 percent, every time, first time, be impulsive, no holding back in fear of ruining things, let yourself go and do your finest. ? Holding Back? or not trying at all is one sure way of ruining your opportunity.
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