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 I don't really care. 
#3038693 - 08/23/04 06:27 AM (19 years, 7 months ago) |
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Sometimes.. Well a lot of times.. I just don't care..
And sometimes I do..
But we all die.. So why should I really care? I want to do what I want to do. And then die, by naturel causes..
I'm 27 now, but I don't feel as if I can take this for another 27 years to come..
I don't know what I want. And don't start with "think about those you leave behind and shit". Because, why should I think of others when I am down?
Oooh.. I feel down, so lets forget me.. 
This is about how I feel.
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 Re: I don't really care. [Re: Fliquid]
#3038730 - 08/23/04 07:00 AM (19 years, 7 months ago) |
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Sometimes, you have to forget about other people, and worry about yourself. Take care of number 1.
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Fliquid
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 Re: I don't really care. [Re: Shroomism]
#3038734 - 08/23/04 07:05 AM (19 years, 7 months ago) |
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Indeed, it seems so impossible.. 
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Re: I don't really care. [Re: Fliquid]
#3038952 - 08/23/04 09:23 AM (19 years, 7 months ago) |
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Its a classic sign of depression.The key is to find the source of your depression and fix it.Sounds so simple yet, its one of the hardest things to do sometimes.
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Re: I don't really care. [Re: Fliquid]
#3041286 - 08/23/04 08:30 PM (19 years, 7 months ago) |
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Depression is so hard to snap out of, it takes a real kick in the ass. I was quite depressed for the past month but yesterday a girl I talk to now and then told me "god damnit, take control of your life and stop being such a pussy, life goes on with or without you, so don't fall behind" at first I was like  ... but then she made more and more sense, and within 2 days I was perdy well off. There will always be problems in life, you can trip over them though, you gatta find positive solutions and stop only thinking about all the bads in life. It sounds alot easier then what it is though. Best advice I got about it was always harsh, all the pitty ones like "ohh hang in there!" just made me more depressed.
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 Re: I don't really care. [Re: LuNaTiX]
#3042248 - 08/24/04 12:19 AM (19 years, 7 months ago) |
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Thank you everyone, I had an intense but brief depression suddenly coming over me. But today I feel okay.
I kind of agree with you, LuNaTiX. Btw.
 and thanks to everyone!
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Re: I don't really care. [Re: Fliquid]
#3045207 - 08/24/04 04:57 PM (19 years, 7 months ago) |
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It's no problem mon, we all get the downer now and then, some more then others. If it happens again smoke some weed if you need to, if it prevents something bad from happening its worth it.
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Re: I don't really care. [Re: Fliquid]
#3047183 - 08/25/04 01:08 AM (19 years, 7 months ago) |
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I get in brief but regular moods of just not caring anymore and being fed up with life in this society and all it's games. That's usually when I put on some Type-O, get high, and let the darkness wash over me, coming out clean on the other side 
I think periods of depression need to get out.. like crying or getting angry or whatever. I think they serve as healthy and +honest+ moments.
Life is twisted and can be a real friggin head-ache.. no doubt about it.
peace
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 Re: I don't really care. [Re: Grav]
#3047204 - 08/25/04 01:17 AM (19 years, 7 months ago) |
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Indeed, I guess i'm a bit to logical to handle a lot of illogical things.
Things which have no real relevance.
I just want to be left alone, to be who I am. Selfish maybe, but I didn't choose to be here.
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Re: I don't really care. [Re: Fliquid]
#3051432 - 08/26/04 12:07 AM (19 years, 7 months ago) |
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Man, I feel the very same way. This may sound kind of ridiculous, but about six months ago I was feeling pretty down but then I watched Ferris Buellers Day Off. Yes, it is pretty cheesy, but I was able to get a positive message from it.
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Re: I don't really care. [Re: Divided_Sky]
#3051488 - 08/26/04 12:24 AM (19 years, 7 months ago) |
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Now thats a good movie! 
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Re: I don't really care. [Re: Fliquid]
#3051492 - 08/26/04 12:25 AM (19 years, 7 months ago) |
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It's all good, bro. I believe that our down times make our up times even better. All the way.
Like Kahlil Gibran says:
"When you are joyous, look deep into your heart and you shall find it is only that which has given you sorrow that is giving you joy.
When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight.
Some of you say, "Joy is greater than sorrow," and others say, "Nay, sorrow is the greater."
But I say unto you, they are inseparable.
Together they come, and when one sits alone with you at your board, remember that the other is asleep upon your bed."
Much love to you, my brother!
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Re: I don't really care. [Re: Phishgrrl]
#3051513 - 08/26/04 12:35 AM (19 years, 7 months ago) |
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Thank you for that very cool breakdown of the tangled perception. 
That is one of my favorite activities, seeing structure in things.
I will look back on this comment in bad times for sure.
Very cool. 
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Re: I don't really care. [Re: Fliquid]
#3051522 - 08/26/04 12:38 AM (19 years, 7 months ago) |
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I always thought that a broken heart just makes room for more love.
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Fliquid
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 Re: I don't really care. [Re: Phishgrrl]
#3051530 - 08/26/04 12:41 AM (19 years, 7 months ago) |
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Who has a the broken heart here?
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Re: I don't really care. [Re: Fliquid]
#3051607 - 08/26/04 01:02 AM (19 years, 7 months ago) |
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ok then- nevermind. 
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Re: I don't really care. [Re: Phishgrrl]
#3051637 - 08/26/04 01:09 AM (19 years, 7 months ago) |
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Ahaahh.. Now I get it..
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Re: I don't really care. [Re: Fliquid]
#3055878 - 08/26/04 10:02 PM (19 years, 7 months ago) |
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hey i believe i've read the book phishgrrl quotes from - " the prophet" - if you've got a philosophical bent and can handle a spiritual book, you should give it a try - its a short kind of fable that might lift you up .. at the least it has a lot of ideas to chew over and process.. keep yer mind occupied.
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Re: I don't really care. [Re: wideyed]
#3057218 - 08/27/04 08:30 AM (19 years, 7 months ago) |
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I think it's my favorite book ever.
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Re: I don't really care. [Re: Fliquid]
#3058115 - 08/27/04 12:40 PM (19 years, 7 months ago) |
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To live is to suffer.
And, many times things seem alot different than how they really are.
Percieve Life, try not to let conceptions ruin the ultimate reality that things are always changing, and you are literaly not the same person from calander day to the next.
Your alive, your human, and we are given the gift of being smart speicies, but sometimes that gift slaps us in the face because we start to also belive that we can avoid all things that hurt, but we cant.
Think harm reduction, not avoidance of harm.
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Re: I don't really care. [Re: Phishgrrl]
#3058210 - 08/27/04 12:58 PM (19 years, 7 months ago) |
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u seem to be feeling a bit better,and if it healps im 19 ,havent enjoyed my life once in the past 2 or 3 years (i smoke bud every night ,and drink)both in moderation.so far this summer my house has been robbed twice iv has a car accident,almost got booked coppin a pund off a blood member(didnt but lost all my money)and last week lost a grand trying to get a half p, now iv got like $80 canadian and a half z of yays with no costomers,and about 2 bongs of bud left,
not to mention my insurence is over 8100bucks a year a year and im not done high school.
i think u might be doing better then me ,yet amoungt all that bullshit im trying to quit weed ,uhh my mothers over 100 grand in debt,i have like one person id call a friend,i dont like people in general (either gender)oh and my securest connec is a coke dealer that doesnt fuck with weed cus its no profitable enoughf for him,and i cant chop yayo,and im about to start school.with very little money . And as the last guy said , best thing to do is accept it and move on , oh and i got fired,
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Re: I don't really care. [Re: Fliquid]
#3059197 - 08/27/04 05:44 PM (19 years, 7 months ago) |
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best thiong for u i think would be find a reason to live , find somthing that when u wake up u want to get right outa bed and start the day so u can do whatever, see i exercize, try to do anything late at night to avoid the bottle and bud, im workin on a bud grow and myco project, u might want to try somthing i call personal improvement ,where u would do whatever to better yourslef , for example if u have a shitty diet try to eat healthy and when u get a craving (fo cigerette or whatever) it wont last long so go fo a run or pushups or somthing , and whan people dont like u doing better then (and those hater trash will)dont stop wuchya doincus a week from then ul be doin better and theyle be doin the same at best, as someone allready said ,do itt fo yoself and get the last laugf, at one point i thought there was no reason to try , but now i just expect shit from certain people ,and just try to do everything fo myself just dont give up and its all good.
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Re: I don't really care. [Re: Fliquid]
#3059639 - 08/27/04 07:40 PM (19 years, 7 months ago) |
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I find excercise is the best cure for depression. I was depressed for 6 months, but it went away almost completely after only about 2 weeks of lifting weights and running.
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