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OfflineGillette
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Lilly and the breaking point
    #2932248 - 07/27/04 01:43 PM (13 years, 9 months ago)

I can't handle this, its chiping away at my soul. Thats what I thought when I saw "lilly". On a sunday morning after a weekend of partying and sketchiness, after I'd already made the fatal mistake of retiring to my tent alone and having my head get the best of me, I stuck my head out of the tent to great a point of no return. A girl approaches the tent, she is wearing nothing but a black net dress and gray shorts, she's otherwise naked, the sunburn revealed across her chest, her body marked with scratches and bruises. She simply kneels infront of me and asks "Do you do coke?" when I reply "no" she leaves. and the walls start to cave and I start to crack, and I think I'm going to cry, this is where I lose it and I'm fighting to regain composure, her desperation absolutly horrifying me. And in recalling the weekend I see myself in lilly and lilly in me and wonder how does one arrive at that point. The point of such desperation, of complete delusion to approach people that naked. They called her a street-city junkie.


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OfflineChiefThunderbong
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Re: Lilly and the breaking point [Re: Gillette]
    #2932323 - 07/27/04 02:10 PM (13 years, 9 months ago)

I'm kinda confused....your upset cause some coked out bitch was walking around naked looking for drugs?


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Re: Lilly and the breaking point [Re: Gillette]
    #2932400 - 07/27/04 02:28 PM (13 years, 9 months ago)

After living with a lot of junkies and having a mom as a junkie. And then loosing a lot of friends to meth. And watching them actually go down hill, I realise to arrive at that point you have to have no sense in you. Listening to you I can see you have a voice in you that kicks in and tells you to not let yourself reach that point. The people you speak of loose that voice, and completely loose any care they have for themeselves and the world around them.


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Re: Lilly and the breaking point [Re: ChiefThunderbong]
    #2932409 - 07/27/04 02:29 PM (13 years, 9 months ago)

its moments like that, that make me wish I was single, and had a breiefcase of all commone drugs....


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Gillete needs to come visit me naked.

so does chiefthunerbong.

I bet hes a totaly suck-dick-for-rock kinda guy!


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Re: Lilly and the breaking point [Re: Barbi]
    #2932444 - 07/27/04 02:38 PM (13 years, 9 months ago)

I'm more of a shoot you in the face and run your pockets for a rock kinda guy.  :murder:


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Re: Lilly and the breaking point [Re: ChiefThunderbong]
    #2932462 - 07/27/04 02:43 PM (13 years, 9 months ago)

lol same here


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Re: Lilly and the breaking point [Re: Barbi]
    #2932467 - 07/27/04 02:44 PM (13 years, 9 months ago)

You use your brain more than the people that get plummeted into the very severe cases of drug dependancies and end up having no life.  You are intelligent, and have a good head on your shoulders.  Some people in this word have forgotten how to love and live life to the fullest, and it takes an extremely lot of fucking up to do to get yourself where they do.  The fact that you even show a concern prooves that you have hardwired your mind into keeping it at a level that is suitable to where the world requires you!  Keep up the good work!  :thumbup:

PS:  If you only knew how many breakdowns I have went through.  I am surprised I am not dead.  Hell, I havn't even given myself an ulcer from the stresses I have imposed upon myself.  If I am still where I am (actually even evolving) then, you must be in the heavens and beyond.


Edited by Worldbridger (07/27/04 02:54 PM)


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