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Reporting 4 years later on the most intense night of my life * 1
    #28774244 - 05/14/24 03:30 PM (1 month, 11 days ago)

Im gonna try and keep a lot of specific yet irrelevant details out because this shit is so one of a kind. Im also gonna relate this in bigger detail than I might ever have before. Told the story many times but never wrote it down. Inevitably I guess I might leave out some things anyway. Long read so u’ve been warned.
So I was in the spring of 2020. The covid craze while it just began was already pissing me off big time. First day of lockdown. My family was in the paranoia mode while I couldn't care less. This was a a time in my life where I did a lot of impulsive half baked stuff from sexual escapes to shit like the anecdote im about to tell you about.
I wanted to trip outside at night in a park. Got my sleeping bag and some other gadgets in order to listen to music and have a nice night. I sneak into this park with two of my friends. We go on a hill where the whole city could be seen. Prepared the 7-8 grams of zamnesia grow box grown mckenaii to make a lemon tek. Wasnt expecting much since I had grown similar kits and ate for example up to 120gs of fresh big fruits and had very manageable trips.
Well well, if concentrations wouldnt vary wildly in mushies I wouldnt have any story to tell right now.
Friends are smoking some J’s and I slurp on the disgustingness that is the lemon tek.
Within 20 minutes when the whole ass city I could see from that hill turned into fractals I have never seen before I knew I had fucked up.
Anyway I still had 10-15 min left of walking and joking around the park till a cop car spotted us. Friends scattered like rats and I was like fine, fk off. Im going back to the hill and going to sleep since I was already too high and was hoping to sleep it off. I also hoped the guards would have lost track of me in the night.
Such as some of yall light have also noticed, before a huge trip being a bit sleepy might be normal.
Anyway soon after I get flashlights put in my face, I get questioned if im some sort of hobo. Im told to pack and I got escorted out. The packing itself was incredibly hard because of this point I could barely see properly, thats how bad the hallucinations were getting.
Anyhow, I was now alone outside the park. Mobile phones were alien tech so I had no chance of using one to contact my friends that were nowhere by now.
I start moving, really didnt have a lot left before a full crackdown.
Last thing I remember before the next part is sitting on the side of a road in some sort of canal. Was watching the cars going by like some sorta wild animal not understanding nothing. I thought they had something to do with me/ wanted smth from me.
Here is where the real world dissapeared, I lost all my belongings and I was a wondering hallucinating monkey for idk how long. All I can remember from this were the hallucinations overlaying my vision.
At one point I saw myself as a plant alien, looking at my hands they were made of these green brown plant fibers. I had the impression this was because I was the first covid patient in the world and that was the effect of the virus.
Other times and recurring throughout this part of the trip were flashbacks from the movie avatar, in particular with the blue girl (as I was to find of most superheroic doses I took untill today I always have fuckin science fiction content flashbacks, like the resistance 2 games, black mirror and other stuff 😂).
This part could have a million other details, I just dont remember right now.
Relevant to the next part of the story is this: that happened right before whats to come.
Firstly, I had an absolutely furious rundown of my previous lives. The kind where every reincarnation lasted around 3sec before skipping to the next one. Therefore I could not make out any details, obviously my current brain cannot process that kind of information. What I could feel tho is the intensity of these lives compressed into those few seconds. Being born, growing, living (with all its ups and downs and intensity) and eventually decaying and dying. And boom, born again. This is also quite fuzzy so I dont know for how long it went on, but def more than 10 incarnation cycles at least.
The intensity made me rip off all my clothes and since Im an underwear hater well I was completely naked by now.
Overall, at this time I was completely lost, I was screaming for my girlfriend, my friends, my family. I had no idea what country I was in, and I was debating whether I was in X country I have not been to this date or in Y country that I would end up living years after. The country I was in was not among the options.
So I had still the concept of a country at least which is not nothing given the level of fked up that I was.
The last hallucination before the next part:
Witnessing the creation of the universe. This felt like an eternity and was in gorgeous detail. I dont remember if I saw the big bang, but I do remember seeing clouds of gases spiral in to forms stars and galaxies. I remember that after a while of this wonderful show the focus switched to our solar system, and to our planet. I saw planet earth start as a ball of lava and gradually develop into what we know today.
The moment I arrived to the present, I open my eyes and find several flashlights and three cop cars and cops in front of my face. I was in a fetal position right now. I simply felt insulted by the presence and hostility of them. I get up and charge at cop closest to me. I punch him in the face in what definetly was the hardest I ever hit someone and hope I ever will (im no small guy by ANY standard).
I get immobilized, cuffed. I curse at them in my native language and they in theirs. They must have retrieved some clothes they found in the area cause I suddenly had pants, a shoe, and a jacket. All I was left with from everything I had.
The adrenaline did bring me back to reality and the hallucinations overlaying my vision stopped.
Typically of shrooms sometimes though, I was seeing everything super cartoony as if it were a very high quality computer rendering.
In this part, cuffed in the cop car I was in a great mood. I was in awe of the beauty of the world, the fact that you can just get born and get your eyes and sensed flooded with information. That you're given a world you can interact with. What if there was literally nothing? In the hallucinating part wondering the streets I got a very terrifying exprience of what infinity is like.
I get taken to this hospital, they did tell by my eyes and behaviour I was on drugs. This is where from my point of view the truly torturing part of the experience happened.
I enter the hospital. I knew that moment was somehow linked to my birth in some sort of infinite back anf forth that the movie interstellar perfectly explains. I recognized every face I saw even though it was the first time I saw them.
I got sat down at the entrance, still cuffed, still in a great mood. Got asked what I took.. well I tell them the truth. Here it gets fuzzy again.
I get taken from doctor to doctor being transported in this wheelchair. Every single one of them more hostile and satanic than the last. For no reason.
While getting pushed through the hallways for example I remember at one point simbolically reaching out my hand- - symbol of freedom. I painfully get my hand slammed back into the chair.
I cannot tell you how and why I went from extreme peace coming into this place I descended into hell. Everything got progressively more satanic and worse.
Something that I really do not think most people I told this story to can actually grasp (which is quite frustrating for me): is that without exaggeration I must have been asked at least 30-40 times throughout the night by the doctors and nurses: “So you took shrooms?”. Demons taunting me. The first 10 times I must have answered but then I digested the futility of it and stopped. The demons just wanted their laugh and to remind me that I was powerless to them that moment. These stupid questions went on from when I was getting a ride in the chair through the hospital to when I was strapped to a bed by my feet and armsto be inspected like an alien abducted mf.
If all of this aint enough I saw the single most fucked up shit I ever saw. One of the countless times I got asked “and you took shrooms?” This time while tied to the bed..LITERAL FUCKING TIME STOPPED FOR AN INSTANT, WENT BACK THREE FUCKING SECONDS LIKE ON A TAPE AND FUCKING PLAYED BACK IDENTICALLY WITH THE SAME STUPID FUCKING QUESTION. I WAS SEEING THIS SHIT AS CLEARLY AS ANYTHING ELSE IN MY FUCKING LIFE.
So yeah, matrix glitching like a mf, me stuck in hell..etc.
My life felt like a lie, nobody I knew was real.
A lie played by the demons to give me the worst of all: hope. And back to eternal hell which was my real home I was. I really did not think I was gonna get out. Really.
As real as any conviction some of yall might have had on this substance. Its tough.
I finally get left alone. Lights out.
Was peeing like a mf. Thought its part of the torture of hell. Got the bright idea to see if I can pee though.
Arm straps were long enough to get to my willy and pull it out.
A deliciously hot stream of urine got shot into the air and landed on my chest -maybe hell wasnt so bad after all. I sleep.
Upon waking up, soon after I see an eye peaking through the window thing, two of those platic thingies parted to look in. Human eyes. Not demon. I knew I was out. I get a short visit from the cop that ended up in the same hospital. Sadly a really nice guy with a very purple third of this face surrounding his right eye.
I was out tho. Said sorry, wanted to ask nothing, just wanted home. Got taken to jail for a bit and then was allowed to go home the same day.
The end

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Re: Reporting 4 years later on the most intense night of my life [Re: HoodedBingling]
    #28774296 - 05/14/24 04:21 PM (1 month, 11 days ago)

Jeeeeesus Christ sounds like a wild ride… I can’t imagine having an experience like that under my belt


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Re: Reporting 4 years later on the most intense night of my life [Re: HoodedBingling]
    #28774347 - 05/14/24 05:01 PM (1 month, 11 days ago)

Why do we want to get naked when we be tripping so hard? Maybe we're trying to take off our costumes...

Great report, thanks for sharing, sounds like a hellish experience and I'm glad you made it back to reality (at least "a" reality, right?).


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Re: Reporting 4 years later on the most intense night of my life [Re: Blue Cthulhu]
    #28774365 - 05/14/24 05:14 PM (1 month, 11 days ago)

Certainly “a” reality my friend hahahah

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Re: Reporting 4 years later on the most intense night of my life [Re: HoodedBingling]
    #28774436 - 05/14/24 06:59 PM (1 month, 11 days ago)

Now that is a trip! But seriously, bro, it probably started going south when you
looked at your hands. Don't ever look at yourself, Rule 1 :lol:


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Re: Reporting 4 years later on the most intense night of my life [Re: Asura]
    #28774824 - 05/15/24 05:24 AM (1 month, 10 days ago)

You manage not to look at your hands? I used to love to look in the mirror and nothing happens really haha, i even like what I see. Thanks for the recommendations on meditation :wink:

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Re: Reporting 4 years later on the most intense night of my life [Re: Blue Cthulhu]
    #28775410 - 05/15/24 04:43 PM (1 month, 10 days ago)

Quote:

Blue Cthulhu said:
Why do we want to get naked when we be tripping so hard? Maybe we're trying to take off our costumes...

Great report, thanks for sharing, sounds like a hellish experience and I'm glad you made it back to reality (at least "a" reality, right?).




I tend to strip down too, I get very hot
I also think it's liberating at that the body is beautiful.

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Re: Reporting 4 years later on the most intense night of my life [Re: Asura]
    #28775419 - 05/15/24 04:47 PM (1 month, 10 days ago)

Quote:

Asura said:
Now that is a trip! But seriously, bro, it probably started going south when you
looked at your hands. Don't ever look at yourself, Rule 1 :lol:




The number of times I've heard this! In my experience, it doesn't effect me badly. I've watched my face melt and scab and it was so cool! Last week my hands looked like pancakes.

We definitely get so worked up about ourselves, body and mind, but to guarantee a drop of the ego is to take high doses that can render a trip difficult, and unable to control if you want to contemplate a specific thing.

Every time I've had a difficult trip, it has been based around a fear that I have impacted my life negatively from the trip. I know this is related to my anxiety thought processes that impact my day to day when sober. It would be excellent to trip without the level of anxiety I have at baseline.

Sorry, a bit tangential my discussio

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Re: Reporting 4 years later on the most intense night of my life [Re: ellamush]
    #28775422 - 05/15/24 04:50 PM (1 month, 10 days ago)

OP very interesting trip. I have a few questions:

1. Did you have any lasting stress or impacts after the trip, given it was challenging?

2. Any positives come out of the trip?

3. I'm curious to know which country you live? I'm taken aback that it appeared there was no concern for you from cops or hospital staff given your state? I've a nursing background, so if I saw someone in your state I'd offer help. (Obvs less so inclined if you had punched me in the face!)

4. Did you already believe in reincarnation, and had the trip influenced your belief?

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Re: Reporting 4 years later on the most intense night of my life [Re: ellamush]
    #28775497 - 05/15/24 05:33 PM (1 month, 10 days ago)

Thanks for the questions..
1)I don’t know honestly if I have some sort of PTSD because of it but I would not be surprised tbh. Nothing highly damaging to my current life anyway even if. Was a hell of a night
2) idk about positives but it surely was the nail in the coffin in terms of my understanding of reality and how shaky it really is. Been hallucinating extremely hard on multiple occasions but nothing ever anything like that hospital. As what I would call an experienced psychonaut I can tell when its my brain or perception doing weird stuff or if its reality itself doing weird stuff. That night in the hospital was the only time in my life where actual reality was VERY off.
My personal hypothesis is that during that time I was transported to some different dark reality. Weirdest part is I was there with my physical body. When taking dmt for example you might end up god  knows where but its never physically which is always good. Not this time. Felt extremely vulnerable.
3) im not sure if I wanna say the country given Im probably the only cunt punching cops on shrooms but def aint some backwards place. Given my previous hypothesis that I was in a different dimension im not sure If I can blame the medical staff for anything.
4) I think I always believed in reincarnation from like becoming conscious to this day. Only interrupted by a lil rebellious phase as an adolencent lets say. After this experience well theres no doubt left tho haha.
Thanks for reading my experience :wink:

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Re: Reporting 4 years later on the most intense night of my life [Re: HoodedBingling]
    #28777368 - 05/17/24 10:35 AM (1 month, 8 days ago)

So strange. I have also seen my past lives in quick rotation. I was on LSD when I seemed to astral project and saw the creation of the universe. Crazy stuff Lol!

thanks for sharing :smile:

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Re: Reporting 4 years later on the most intense night of my life [Re: Soul Flight]
    #28778902 - 05/18/24 04:30 PM (1 month, 7 days ago)

Quite crazy how similar our experience was then! Wouldnt imagine getting anywhere like that on lsd though. Most ive done is like 300ug and its mostly a party drug for me. Makes me more interested in flirting with chicks than any other drug and the visuals are quite nuts but thats all. Did it like 5 times but I could live the rest of my life without doing it again hehe

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Re: Reporting 4 years later on the most intense night of my life [Re: HoodedBingling]
    #28779457 - 05/19/24 03:26 AM (1 month, 7 days ago)

Yeah. Shrooms have me the past life experience.

On LSD I just lay in bed for maybe 12 hours if possible and keep my eyes closed. It is an inward journey.

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Re: Reporting 4 years later on the most intense night of my life [Re: Soul Flight]
    #28779710 - 05/19/24 08:34 AM (1 month, 6 days ago)

Ahh I understand. I applaud your ability to not move and not open ur eyes on lsd. I get very restless but yeah im a bit of an adhd person normally

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Re: Reporting 4 years later on the most intense night of my life [Re: HoodedBingling]
    #28779949 - 05/19/24 11:17 AM (1 month, 6 days ago)

I do wiggle around a lot and I am restless. But I lay in the dark with eyes closed or lay on the floor. 12 hours is just too long so I do take breaks or get distracted. I tend to keep flxing all my muscles and wiggling.

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