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Mushroom induced Psychosis
#28645809 - 02/03/24 10:17 PM (3 months, 12 days ago) |
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So today i ate 7g of mushrooms. Ive eaten 7g+ 3 or so times now... Ive never had a bad trip on mushrooms ever.
I was sitting in the bath waiting for the shrooms to kick in. I felt them kick in and i got out of the tub. but except i was crawling on the floor. then i made my way into my room crawling... i turned into a vegetable. I thought i was a person in a mental asylum in a straightening jacket. i kept saying "nope" and hitting my head on the floor. I was repeating the same words and making the same movements over and over again. then i basically thought i was a baby. i was babbling and i couldnt even think. just mushroom visuals washed over the inside of my eyelids.
then this is the scary part. I started to develop multiple personalities in my head real time. they were not good personalities. I felt like harley quinn basically. I wanted to k ill myself and k ill everyone around me. I felt really evil. I felt like everyone was a pawn and i was the king. I had the ideation of killing people with graphic imagery in my head. It was like i had voices in my head telling me to do it and i was yelling outloud "NO DONT DO IT". I was basically fighting myself off from shooting a bunch of people. before/during this part i was in and out of consciouness. I was rolling around on the floor uncontrollably, yelling that i need help, i was throwing things, It felt like i was being exorcised. I had this strong mental goal of k illing a bunch of people but also had this principle that i didnt want to hurt anyone, but also I didnt care what happened to other people.
at some point this faded and i just felt every single sorrow of mankind put on my shoulders. I cant even express what it felt like.not a physical pain. but more like if u overloaded every vein in ur body with negative emotion. i then felt broken and sad and hurt from everything thats happened in my life (abused as a child, no dad, terrible ex girlfriend). it felt like if u you had every single responsibility in the world and you could feel your muscles sheering off in real time from the stress. this then subsided and it went to purely mild visuals.
it was very scary because i basically turned into a different person. I basically accepted that i was going to turn into a m ass s hooter. i had extreme delusions of grandeur and i was the only thing that mattered in the whole world. everyone was a pawn and i could do anything with them as i pleased, ive never had thoughts this evil in my life.
My last trip was 7g from 2 weeks ago (apparently from the same batch my dealer said but it didnt feel the same). It was the MOST high i have ever been. I was seeing every atom of air as beams of light and they were spinning and twirling around themselves etc. I was trying to achieve this high again but i got something very different lol.
I dont know if ill do 7g again maybe 6 max (i have been reading online and people say psychosis happens when too much dopamine is released in the system... makes me kind of want to try dopamine resetting). Im wondering could lemon tekking 2.5-3g help me get that starfield visual i got 2 weeks ago but without the psychosis etc. I heard lemon tekking is shorter also so if i have a bad trip it will be shorter. thoughts?
really random but After this trip i started thinking about how thein the veil between power and pyschosis must be. i dont think i would want to be president
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Re: Mushroom induced Psychosis [Re: GenericHero] 2
#28645931 - 02/04/24 03:45 AM (3 months, 12 days ago) |
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Why is this more psychotic than anything else you have experienced?
Sounds normal from too much psychedelic. Next to zero short term memory, loss of coordination (crawling from room to room), non-sense looping (banging head and "nope"), semi-autonomous entities in your head, delusions of evil and guilt.
Higher doses are not necessarily better for you.
What I find interesting and more useful is finding the lowest effective dose and learning why that is entertaining for you.
with lower doses you also save some money.
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Personally, I can't see the appeal of using shrooms recreationally. There are other drugs that are way more predictable and enjoyable. Treat psilocybin as a medicine and not as weed, that would be my advice.
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it felt more psychotic than anything ive ever experienced because i felt like a completely different person. its like my brain was swapped with like jack the ripper or 30 mins to an hour... i had the most evil thoughts. I feel better now. only me in my head. people with schizophrenia must be really scary.
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Re: Mushroom induced Psychosis [Re: Skropi]
#28646159 - 02/04/24 08:51 AM (3 months, 11 days ago) |
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Skropi said: Personally, I can't see the appeal of using shrooms recreationally. There are other drugs that are way more predictable and enjoyable. Treat psilocybin as a medicine and not as weed, that would be my advice.
i agree that more is not necessarily better. I had an amzing 7g high two weeks ago and i was trying to replicate it but no dice. i think ill stick to maybe 5.5g and lower never 7 again.
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Re: Mushroom induced Psychosis [Re: Skropi]
#28646160 - 02/04/24 08:56 AM (3 months, 11 days ago) |
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Skropi said: Personally, I can't see the appeal of using shrooms recreationally. There are other drugs that are way more predictable and enjoyable. Treat psilocybin as a medicine and not as weed, that would be my advice.
Ive done shrooms more times than i can count and its never been a scary experience... ive done heroic doses multiple times and i was fine.
Mushrooms have helped me push through a lot of things that happened in my life like being abused as a child, drinking less, expressing myself better, depression. I think its possible to have fun while medicating urself.
Mushrooms help me feel reset, and ready to handle challenges head on after a macro dose. thats why i do them.
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Just be careful. I would shoot for 1.5 grams dried and slowly test the waters by increasing the doses by 0.5 grams each time. If you repeat the psychosis, back down the dosage. I can honestly tell you 1.5 grams can sometimes be very potent and concentrated. Each mushroom is different with large variations in potency. It is unpredictable. I know 1.5 grams seems like a boring waste and maybe it will be. But better safe than sorry. Try 2.0 grams the next time if 1.5 grams was boring.
In a psychotic episode you could get exposed in public and committed for a few weeks. Some people have a genetic predisposition to mental health issues.
Be careful. Be safe.
Edited by Soul Flight (02/04/24 10:26 AM)
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Re: Mushroom induced Psychosis [Re: Soul Flight] 5
#28646490 - 02/04/24 02:16 PM (3 months, 11 days ago) |
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High doses will always catch you out one day. There's a lot of people here who swear they'll never take 5g again. According to research more than 4g and your chances of negative effects start growing significantly, it's the threshold where you are likely as an average person to get the most good out of the experience.
You can't recreate trips. You are constantly changing, your mind isn't capable of being who you were, only who you are. It's folly to try.
Take it easy man. No need to jump in the fire all the time, it's nice to observe from up close.
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Re: Mushroom induced Psychosis [Re: Northerner]
#28646500 - 02/04/24 02:23 PM (3 months, 11 days ago) |
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Northerner said: High doses will always catch you out one day. There's a lot of people here who swear they'll never take 5g again. According to research more than 4g and your chances of negative effects start growing significantly, it's the threshold where you are likely as an average person to get the most good out of the experience.
You can't recreate trips. You are constantly changing, your mind isn't capable of being who you were, only who you are. It's folly to try.
Take it easy man. No need to jump in the fire all the time, it's nice to observe from up close.
Thank you for you input, i'll incorporate this :^)
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Re: Mushroom induced Psychosis [Re: Soul Flight]
#28646503 - 02/04/24 02:23 PM (3 months, 11 days ago) |
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Soul Flight said: Just be careful. I would shoot for 1.5 grams dried and slowly test the waters by increasing the doses by 0.5 grams each time. If you repeat the psychosis, back down the dosage. I can honestly tell you 1.5 grams can sometimes be very potent and concentrated. Each mushroom is different with large variations in potency. It is unpredictable. I know 1.5 grams seems like a boring waste and maybe it will be. But better safe than sorry. Try 2.0 grams the next time if 1.5 grams was boring.
In a psychotic episode you could get exposed in public and committed for a few weeks. Some people have a genetic predisposition to mental health issues.
Be careful. Be safe. 
Thank you for you input, i'll incorporate this :^)
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....and there is my best mate who barely feels 3.5 grams of cubes, followed by another 3.5 grams in a tea.... and he is not on any medication. Thank god I am sensitive as baby, I felt even 0,92 grams of cubes, not a high level trip of course, more like a low level 1, but still. Well, everyone is different right?
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Re: Mushroom induced Psychosis [Re: Skropi]
#28646963 - 02/04/24 11:40 PM (3 months, 11 days ago) |
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grow your own shrooms that way it is almost free with monotub
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Re: Mushroom induced Psychosis [Re: Ferdinando] 1
#28647289 - 02/05/24 07:39 AM (3 months, 11 days ago) |
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Ferdinando said: grow your own shrooms that way it is almost free with monotub
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Re: Mushroom induced Psychosis [Re: Ferdinando]
#28647308 - 02/05/24 08:05 AM (3 months, 11 days ago) |
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Ferdinando said: grow your own shrooms that way it is almost free with monotub
I do grow my own, but I am easy mode for the Shrooms Gods, as I am quite sensitive to psilocybin. My mate on the other hand....yesterday I prepared a tea of 4g of cubes, lemon tekking it, and he just had some body high...He just can't feel them shrooms. From the same batch, I had a low level 1 trip, with 0,92 grams dry....If I took 4g, I would trip for 12-14 hours 🤣
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MomhunterAtaturk said: it felt more psychotic than anything ive ever experienced because i felt like a completely different person. its like my brain was swapped with like jack the ripper or 30 mins to an hour... i had the most evil thoughts. I feel better now. only me in my head. people with schizophrenia must be really scary.
Personality is a social construct fyi. There's no 'you' anymore than there's a jack the ripper personality.
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Skropi said: Personally, I can't see the appeal of using shrooms recreationally. There are other drugs that are way more predictable and enjoyable. Treat psilocybin as a medicine and not as weed, that would be my advice.
Ive done shrooms more times than i can count and its never been a scary experience... ive done heroic doses multiple times and i was fine.
Mushrooms have helped me push through a lot of things that happened in my life like being abused as a child, drinking less, expressing myself better, depression. I think its possible to have fun while medicating urself.
Mushrooms help me feel reset, and ready to handle challenges head on after a macro dose. thats why i do them.
And now mushrooms have shown you that personality is a construct. Have fun with it.
For real.
My parts are wild man. Had anger not get what it wanted the other night because I noticed it. So it pretended to be desire. I noted, nope, still anger.
The part says, "Desire for revenge!"
You might want to check out Internal Family Systems or Buddhism. Both can give you skills for taking care of your parts (sub-personalities?) with compassion and kindness.
Even our jack the ripper parts!
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Re: Mushroom induced Psychosis [Re: tree frog]
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tree frog said:
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MomhunterAtaturk said: it felt more psychotic than anything ive ever experienced because i felt like a completely different person. its like my brain was swapped with like jack the ripper or 30 mins to an hour... i had the most evil thoughts. I feel better now. only me in my head. people with schizophrenia must be really scary.
Personality is a social construct fyi. There's no 'you' anymore than there's a jack the ripper personality.
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MomhunterAtaturk said: I've Quote:
Skropi said: Personally, I can't see the appeal of using shrooms recreationally. There are other drugs that are way more predictable and enjoyable. Treat psilocybin as a medicine and not as weed, that would be my advice.
Ive done shrooms more times than i can count and its never been a scary experience... ive done heroic doses multiple times and i was fine.
Mushrooms have helped me push through a lot of things that happened in my life like being abused as a child, drinking less, expressing myself better, depression. I think its possible to have fun while medicating urself.
Mushrooms help me feel reset, and ready to handle challenges head on after a macro dose. thats why i do them.
And now mushrooms have shown you that personality is a construct. Have fun with it.
For real.
My parts are wild man. Had anger not get what it wanted the other night because I noticed it. So it pretended to be desire. I noted, nope, still anger.
The part says, "Desire for revenge!"
You might want to check out Internal Family Systems or Buddhism. Both can give you skills for taking care of your parts (sub-personalities?) with compassion and kindness.
Even our jack the ripper parts!
Thanks for the input... your right haha. I'll def look into the Internal Family Systems or Buddhism thing... i've been to a bunch of temples in thailand actually, budhism is kinda cool.
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Internal Family Systems is being used in psychedelic assisted therapy along with other modalities. It can be difficult to find a therapist that practices it but there's more of them every day.
The book, No Bad Parts is a great entry point to working with parts using IFS.
Buddhism has a lot of forms. Thailand is mostly Theravada, who are more conservative and scholarly. Zen is practiced all over China, Japan, and other places. I think of Zen as minimalist Buddhism. The tibetan practices are more esoteric.
Most major cities you should be able to find practice centers for all three. I'd suggest checking them out and seeing if any are a good fit. If you find one feels right, you can probably get some book suggestions either from the center or by asking down in the spiritually and mysticism sub.
Buddhism isn't a proselytizing religion, so people should be welcoming but not pushy.
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Re: Mushroom induced Psychosis [Re: tree frog]
#28648530 - 02/06/24 06:58 AM (3 months, 10 days ago) |
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Never like that…. But I’ve “lost my mind” and come to understand “crazy” more than once.
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Re: Mushroom induced Psychosis [Re: PancyanterA]
#28649298 - 02/06/24 05:32 PM (3 months, 9 days ago) |
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Do you trust your dealer? Where do they get their stuff? I’ve never heard of people lacing mushrooms with some other drug but I’ve also never bought drugs from anybody either. Other than weed from a legal dispensary. I trust my shrooms because I grow them myself. It’s cheap and easy and you know what you are getting. That’s pretty alarming to hear though. I’d definitely take it easy if I were you.
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