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Advil_Liquigels
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I think I will take a break after this. I honestly didn't know tolerance built up so quickly in partaking. This feels the same as last time, just a bit stronger. I am still enjoying tho. Very light on the body. No visuals. Positive feelings. Still in control. I feel noodley. Exactly what I want from this drug.
Still level 1. That's okay for me. I am still making positive steps in my life and keeping up with my responsibilities. I've noticed a change in headspace since dosing with psilocybin. Like my baseline is different, like not unfamiliar, it feels familiar. Like the headspace I had when I was a kid. It feels warm, inviting, but most of all: I feel stable. I think that's the weirdest thing. Like ever since I started this journey by seeking psilocybin out, I've been getting my shit together. My place has been tidy for weeks now. I am communicating with my family, and I don't hate it. My delusional thoughts are pretty much absent and I am focused on the here and now. I once thought having schizophrenia was a death sentence. Now here I am full of life, ready to live forward. I need to work on being more grateful to people and do more self care.
You may laugh at my little level 1 doses; But for me, it's perfect. I don't need to be the best or the most skilled. As long as I live life, that's okay. I get to breathe and that's all anyone could ever ask for.
-------------------- Wa sa, dew
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You know, I'm just here vibin and dancing to music. Everything is going good. I might dose more psilo to keep this vibe rolling till the night. I did not expect today to turn into a one man all day party but here we are. Absolutely vibing to EDM with nothing but positivity. Still feel light and airy. No visuals but I totally dont feel like I'm missing out. Wish I could share this with someone. Not disappointed at all. Spotify is putting out some absolute bangers right now.
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Advil_Liquigels said: You know, I'm just here vibin and dancing to music. Everything is going good. I might dose more psilo to keep this vibe rolling till the night. I did not expect today to turn into a one man all day party but here we are. Absolutely vibing to EDM with nothing but positivity. Still feel light and airy. No visuals but I totally dont feel like I'm missing out. Wish I could share this with someone. Not disappointed at all. Spotify is putting out some absolute bangers right now.
I don't get a lot of visuals from Nats but they are so very spiritual and emotional for me. I do get some CEV but never did large enough dose for any open eye visuals. I'm a lightweight though.
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Re: P. natalensis AIO bag grow log [Re: RockinRobot]
#28579169 - 12/11/23 07:37 PM (1 month, 16 days ago) |
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So I think it's over.
It kind of left me abruptly, and I'm left feeling a little numb, emotionless, and have a little brain fog. This is probably due to my tolerance being built up. So I think I'll take the advice and abstain from shrooms for maybe a good week maybe two, while my brain resets.
Overall, I am still in a very positive headspace and consider this just a minor setback. Overall the feeling was very positive, I never realized how much I love to bop to music.
I feel some sort of afterglow, but it's really muted from this brain fog. I still feel a bit light and airy, just no clarity, things are a bit muddy and my senses are dulled.
I know this feeling isn't permanent, but I could see how this would freak someone out, thinking they did some major damage to their brain
I'm kind of glad I didn't dose more. I'm at a good place right now, heck as I'm writing this I feel a little of myself coming back. But my brain is definitely telling me to chill out. I will oblige.
Time to go to Mickey D's and nab some chicken nuggets.
Peace and love to everyone
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I've only done cubes but I usually have to go have a meal or work out after coming down, I get a little edgy. Then the next day or so the mental clarity comes back and I feel so engaged and bright.
Nuggets are always a good move
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Re: P. natalensis AIO bag grow log [Re: Pnin]
#28580025 - 12/12/23 02:01 PM (1 month, 15 days ago) |
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Just a quick update: I know I was feeling a bit off after yesterday's trip.
I was caught off guard because I wasn't expecting the fun and good feelings to just fade away into numbness like that.
I'd just like to report that today, I am not emotionless, nor am I depressed. I had some emotions today, being impatient at work, crying to good music, smiling at people and engaging with coworkers. I even made my boss laugh today.
Today so far has been productive mentally, and to be honest I can't say that I feel amazing or anything after yesterday, but I do feel "lifted", if that makes any sense. Like, I don't feel high, but my mind feels light and not foggy. I still definitely enjoy the music.
We're good. Everything is good. Life is good.
The next two weeks gonna focus on my cakes and my agar plates, build a nice stash, and go for another round next week or maybe around Christmas. Waiting for my Dad to stop lingering and go so I can finally start a second dunk on the nat cake. 
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Current dry weight for nat stash: 16.46g.
I am happy with this.
Done the good ol' fashioned way: Under my kitchen fan, on paper towel, and some time. Finished with desiccant. Kudos to that Shroomery post for that tip.
Sorry for posting a lot. This is my first forum, so I'm unsure of how to act or what to do really. I figured this would be a good way to diary myself, so I can assess myself and just see how I grow.
In other grow news: My GT clone LC seems to have taken! It is growing nicely. Possibly ready by Christmas to impregnate some cakes.
Got a lot of MSS PF cakes coming and going, got some Mazapatec (which was the strain I first tried out when I was doing this in my parent's house, lol not smart.) Working with P. subtropicalis as well.
Tampanensis cakes consolidating, almost ready to fruit. Planning on tamp stone run in the new year.
Speaking of, I can spend this coming paycheck however I like! Presto PC inbound, as well as birdseed and the jars for it. A little afraid of it even though I have worked with one in the past. Always paranoid of it blowing up or something.
I have APE on agar, but it is going a lot more slower than the others. Still working on it. I selected this strain for my first monotub. I plan to use a Pastywhyte's ez dialed mono.
Considering getting the same AIO grow bag as the one I did here to play around with again. Don't know what I'll try on it.
And that's pretty much it! Thanks if you got this far haha
Peace 
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I was initially afraid that I might have pulled too many small ones on the first flush, but after the second dunk, this doesn't seem like the case. The stalled growers have continued to grow, and even more pinsets are forming around the sides and on the top. Pulled only 3 aborts on the whole cake. Hoping for another 100g wet here.
  
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Love your trip report. I have some nats in jars right now. Hope to put them to bulk in a week or so.
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