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0mar


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First “real” trip. Am I just sensitive to psilocybin?
#28629906 - 01/21/24 02:12 PM (6 days, 21 hours ago) |
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After my first grow I’ve took 1.6g of PE (blobs if that matters) with my gf who took .9g. I’ve eaten mushrooms a few times and done LSD once before and thought I was super prepared for what was about to happen.
I was dead wrong.
On past trips I’ve eat shrooms with friends while smoking and drinking and only had mild visuals. Brighter more saturated colors and slight “wall breathing” effects it was awesome and very enjoyable.
On Friday we ate the shrooms dry at 5pm. Around 7 I was peaking hard, time become none existent my senses went haywire and at some points I literally felt as if I was teleported to an other world. My visuals were something I never experienced on shrooms it looked more like when I took LSD, even more powerful this time honestly. I couldn’t even really think straight and it felt like every single part of my brain was working over time. Maybe a sensory overload but I was just in a dark room with a movie playing in the background. Felt confused and almost like I didn’t have control of my body even tho I did? My body felt weightless I was pretty sore from the workouts I was doing during the week and I didn’t feel any of it during my trip neither did I feel nauseous or any stomach pains at all.
I spent most of the trip laid down on my couch eyes closed because for the majority of the experience I couldn’t even believe what I was feeling/seeing/hearing. My mind was obliterated and time become nonexistent. I was rocketing through space and time. I seen my grandmother who passed away in 2015. I seen my mother and sister who are very big parts of my life (alive). At one point for a while me and gf were just cuddling and I remember not even being able to really speak or move but just say “wow this is amazing” and “this is perfect” and “I love you” to my gf. I felt like a child learning everything for the first time again. My gfs skin felt like dipping my hand in bucket of lotion. The fuzzy blanket we were under felt like an exotic material I’ve never felt in my life. When we kissed I felt as if I was inside her face as if we were one. If that makes any sense. While I held her she felt so tiny and then normal size with every breath I took. When I looked at my hands they looked huge as if I was looking at everything in a 3rd person view through a fisheye lens. My apartment turned into an endless black hole that I was just melting through. Honestly I have no words that can describe what I felt and saw.
I cried during my peak, not from sadness but I really don't even know why or what caused it. It was a very emotional journey for me. Honestly didn’t even know I was crying till I felt the wetness on my face lol.
Around 10pm I came back and was able to grasp reality again. It was an amazing and profound experience for me I talked about it after with my gf and she had a great trip as well. It wasn’t emotional for her but I’m so happy we got to experience it together and I wouldn’t change a thing about it.
But now my question is, am I just sensitive to mushrooms? I feel like I went somewhere that people would need to eat 4-5g to experience what I did.
Overall the experience was enjoyable and very mind altering to say the least. I am a little upset because I was so mind blown that I don't even really remember the experience. I was just so in the moment, just being.
Anyways thanks for reading.
Let me know what you guys think is this an average experience for someone with little history with mushrooms or am I just super sensitive to them? Should I try a smaller dose next time or just go for the same experience again to try and understand what happened more?
-------------------- “Sunny days wouldn't be special if it wasn't for rain.” – Curtis Jackson “There is a world beyond ours, a world that is far away, nearby, and invisible.” – Maria Sabina

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0mar


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Re: First “real” trip. Am I just sensitive to psilocybin? [Re: Goodlife0209]
#28630093 - 01/21/24 04:16 PM (6 days, 19 hours ago) |
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Thanks! Ya same here I used to smoke and drink a lot so going into this sober for the first time might of effected it as well… I guess the only way to see for myself is to do it again. 
For me it was just so unexpected it might of put me in a “bad” mindset when I started peaking. Definitely wasn’t a bad experience tho.
-------------------- “Sunny days wouldn't be special if it wasn't for rain.” – Curtis Jackson “There is a world beyond ours, a world that is far away, nearby, and invisible.” – Maria Sabina

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Re: First “real” trip. Am I just sensitive to psilocybin? [Re: redgreenvines]
#28630764 - 01/22/24 08:24 AM (6 days, 2 hours ago) |
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They are truly so powerful and amazing indeed. Thanks for your input, makes me feel better about my experience.
-------------------- “Sunny days wouldn't be special if it wasn't for rain.” – Curtis Jackson “There is a world beyond ours, a world that is far away, nearby, and invisible.” – Maria Sabina

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Re: First “real” trip. Am I just sensitive to psilocybin? [Re: PancyanterA]
#28630767 - 01/22/24 08:28 AM (6 days, 2 hours ago) |
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I with you in the total mind fuck, overstimulated, confusion. For me tho it wasn’t necessary a bad thing just something I never thought I would experience.
-------------------- “Sunny days wouldn't be special if it wasn't for rain.” – Curtis Jackson “There is a world beyond ours, a world that is far away, nearby, and invisible.” – Maria Sabina

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Re: First “real” trip. Am I just sensitive to psilocybin? [Re: Soul Flight]
#28631337 - 01/22/24 06:15 PM (5 days, 17 hours ago) |
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I really feel like I did have an “ego” death. I’m glad it didn’t turn into a bad trip but It wasn’t the journey I expected to take either. I guess I should have added in the report that there was times where I had my eyes closed and felt like I could still “see” everything. Even in the pitch black I felt like I could see perfectly fine. Super mind fuck.
-------------------- “Sunny days wouldn't be special if it wasn't for rain.” – Curtis Jackson “There is a world beyond ours, a world that is far away, nearby, and invisible.” – Maria Sabina

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