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Re: How did you "carry on"? [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #28626943 - 01/19/24 09:44 AM (9 days, 3 hours ago)

My life was hell for 10 years. I had severe trauma as a child, and became severely dissociated to cope with it. I had no friends and no success at school or sports or anywhere.

What I had was the desire to get out of that hell. So I tried everything I could. I failed and failed and failed and failed. For 10 years I was alone and tortured by my mind.

Then one day something briefly worked. Like someone smiled at me. A little thing. One little success.

And then fail, fail, fail.

And then a little success, like someone showed interest in me.

And then fail, fail, fail.

And then I read that running was as effective as prosac for depression. So I started running, and it felt good.


And it went on like that. Slowly learning from each little success. And along the way there were sudden shifts, things that seemed unimaginable sometimes suddenly opened up.


Now I look back on that hell with gratitude, for I learned so much from it, and it created this way of looking at life and growing and learning.


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