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Re: Struggling w/ Loss of Loved one. My Childrens' Mother passed away at 40 years old. Perspectives requested, please. [Re: Anonymous #1] * 2
    #28612616 - 01/07/24 05:40 AM (21 days, 7 hours ago)

Now Im crying

I felt this so deeply. Normally anything connected to grief I skip reading because it triggers my own. I lost my son.

It reminds me of my grandchildrens mother. She is in active addiction, fentanyl. She loves her children but her addiction controls her. The shame and guilt inhibit her from changing.
Its a lot of pain for everyone.
I understand your anger towards others. I feel that a lot.
You'll find what works for you.
I don't want to be angry. I struggle when the kids are hurting. It's easier to get angry then understand their pain.
I know she loves her children. No question there.
But she is so tormented by her choices.
And the drug world she lives in is so traumatizing.
Violence, rape, betrayal, lies. It has become her normal.
I see her getting deeper and further away from who she is.
It's tragic
I am also disgusted by the people who enabled her and harm her.
But also by the people judging her instead of loving her which is what she needs to return to herself
Its a fine line and difficult thing to show love when you are angry and sad
I can't contribute to her killing her self . I just let her know I am here when she's ready
I think you typing this helps
Talking helps
When my son passed it fucking killed me and still does
It doesn't get easier or better. You just adjust and thats also painful
I can allow it to paralyze me or try to be better
I really try it's hard
Never did anything so hard
I'm sorry you're hurting
Remember the person you love not what her pain and addiction forced her to be
Honor her


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Re: Struggling w/ Loss of Loved one. My Childrens' Mother passed away at 40 years old. Perspectives requested, please. [Re: Anonymous #1] * 3
    #28612617 - 01/07/24 05:43 AM (21 days, 7 hours ago)

Your kids don't need to hear the negative
Tell them the stories of why you love her
What made her so beautiful to you
They need to hear it and you need to say it
Honor who she was authentically
Her soul


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