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CHUCK.HNTR
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Spirit from the past (soul mate) 4
#28608264 - 01/03/24 10:22 AM (24 days, 22 hours ago) |
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I don’t have many childhood friends because I moved a lot in my early life, however there are a handful of dear friends that I’ve known and stayed in contact with, for over 23 years.
With “adulthood” children and demanding jobs, I don’t see any of them that often but as with old friends when I see any one of them we pick up where we left off with ease. We talk boundlessly with vigor or sit silent, there is no awkwardness or need for sniffing each other out, it’s just calm and comforting.
One friend in particular has a special entanglement, we share the same name, considering it a basic western name it was still very uncommon for people in our age group at the time; a point worth noting by most people we encountered together, (even today it’s mentioned).
A few months ago during a 3 day series of Ayahuasca ceremonies I went deeper into vast all encompassing consciousness than ever before. I was in a matrix of speeding light tube beams that bent at radius’ed 90 degree corners. It sort of resembled scenes towards the end of the movie “Interstellar”.
It took an immense amount of energy and focus to maintain in that space I was aware of my body the room I was in the icarro being sung and the striking vastness of expanded consciousness in the electric light filled beams shooting through the space field.
It was an incredible blessing to be gifted this vision and there is so much to unpack. I saw so much in the fleeting time I had the energy and concentration to engage with, and sit mindfully in space time.
About a month later I saw the aforementioned entangled friend and had an overwhelming feeling that there is much more than the 23 years I have know him. I don’t remember a specific vision but I downloaded so much in that aya experience that I feel like it must have happened at that time.
It has really shook me, but I truly feel that our souls have a karmic connection from the past. Even writing this now the mysterious deep understanding moves me with awe and tears. It’s so immensely strong and strange that I can only approach this mystery with gratitude and blind acceptance.
Thanks for reading I’d love to hear your thoughts, comments and your own feelings on karmic souls.
     
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Re: Spirit from the past (soul mate) [Re: CHUCK.HNTR]
#28608269 - 01/03/24 10:30 AM (24 days, 22 hours ago) |
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I am aware I have karmic connections with some people. Feels different. You just know.
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Re: Spirit from the past (soul mate) [Re: CHUCK.HNTR]
#28608272 - 01/03/24 10:31 AM (24 days, 22 hours ago) |
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I also think when I am extremely pulled or attracted to a person without knowing why, I assume it is a karmic connection.
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Re: Spirit from the past (soul mate) [Re: loladoreen] 2
#28608345 - 01/03/24 11:25 AM (24 days, 21 hours ago) |
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Totally. Although I know it’s a controversial topic and there are a lot of haters/skeptics out there. I believe in the twin flame phenomenon because I have experienced it (and still am), although I hate the terminology and the way it’s been distorted, popularized, and commercialized. There is one with whom I share a common “root” that leads to Source. As though we are two separate roots emerging from a single base root. The sense of familiarity with this being is so strong that it is like being with myself. It’s not romantic, it’s something much deeper.
Have you ever read Michael Newton’s book Journey of Souls? Highly relevant and a great read. All about soul groups and what happens in between incarnations, including how we are led to reconnect with those with whom we have these karmic connections.
And to relate the topic back to psychedelics, these substances can certainly open our perception to this level of reality where we can get insights into the nature of these connections. Although for me the insights come in glimpses and flashes, and are often initially rejected by my rational mind until synchronicities make them impossible to ignore. To the skeptics, it’s all delusion and stems from the need to be “special.” And that is certainly a factor in human dynamics and thought systems. But it fails to satisfy as a conclusion when a deep, intuitive peace says otherwise.
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Re: Spirit from the past (soul mate) [Re: CHUCK.HNTR]
#28608353 - 01/03/24 11:31 AM (24 days, 21 hours ago) |
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I met a someone who became my good friend. And tells me all the time this is who I am to them. I dont feel it back. I like them... and have a good friendship with them. But, there are things in there personality that bother me a LOT. That really grate me and also make me not trust them. Then other things that I LOVE. I know it hurts him.. but I have to be true to myself.
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Re: Spirit from the past (soul mate) [Re: loladoreen] 1
#28608377 - 01/03/24 11:48 AM (24 days, 20 hours ago) |
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Yes I suppose it’s a label that is prone to mistake and delusion. In my case, the being I referred to reciprocates sentiments of eternal love - and we are not a couple, we don’t live together. We haven’t seen each other in months. And yet we have both admitted to each other that we think of each other daily - and not in a romantic or yearning way, more like an involuntary “touching base” through minds. It was quite strange and disconcerting to me for years, but I have gradually come to accept and find deeper meaning in it.
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Re: Spirit from the past (soul mate) [Re: CHUCK.HNTR]
#28608390 - 01/03/24 11:56 AM (24 days, 20 hours ago) |
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I think that accurately describes us, except it the beginning he kept trying to make it romantic. And I had no interest. It has made me reflect on myself. I am learning how not allowing myself to be vulnerable to others harms my relationships with others and myself.
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CHUCK.HNTR
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Re: Spirit from the past (soul mate) [Re: loladoreen] 1
#28608400 - 01/03/24 12:13 PM (24 days, 20 hours ago) |
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Thank you both, Blue Cthulhu, I don’t know the book you mentioned, appreciate the reference, looking forward to checking it out. The person I was writing about is a straight male like myself so there is no ambiguity or sexual tension which is helpful for me understanding the bond. I can see how a romantic attraction (even by only one half) can definitely complicate the relationship.
Vulnerability is razor edge we get so hardened in life and we do need to protect ourselves. I’m currently reevaluating my approach.
3 years ago after my first aya ceremony I was so raw it felt almost dangerous for my spirit to interact with anyone except very close friends and loved ones and even those interactions needed to be brief and surface leveled for a bit.
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Re: Spirit from the past (soul mate) [Re: CHUCK.HNTR]
#28608438 - 01/03/24 12:49 PM (24 days, 19 hours ago) |
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I think that relationships, good ones, are part of the divine sacrament of the experience of life.
They are worth savoring for as long as they last.
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Re: Spirit from the past (soul mate) [Re: CHUCK.HNTR] 1
#28608620 - 01/03/24 03:56 PM (24 days, 16 hours ago) |
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Thats beautiful man!
Having a mystical experience that confirms the existence of reincarnation is truly a blessing!
There's a concept in New Age Spirituality called "Soul Groups". I highly recommend reading more about it.
https://awakeandalign.com/soul-group/
I am a believer that strong psychedelics give us some kind of Soul time-traveling ability which is why these types of experiences seem to occur.
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CHUCK.HNTR
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Re: Spirit from the past (soul mate) [Re: LogicaL Chaos] 1
#28608679 - 01/03/24 04:40 PM (24 days, 15 hours ago) |
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Thanks Logical Chaos. Wow the site you linked is great. Between the earlier recommended Michael Newton book and your link I have a lot of reading to do!
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Re: Spirit from the past (soul mate) [Re: CHUCK.HNTR]
#28608694 - 01/03/24 04:53 PM (24 days, 15 hours ago) |
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Indeed a good article. I am almost done reading it. I tend to be a loner. I have friends I have had for most of my life. I am not what I consider a good friend, I just don't stay in contact. And I am not sure it is something I want to change. I have other things to work on, it is not a priority to me. ... right now
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