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I am a normal person.
All of this was typed from beginning to end in one sitting without any breaks or copying/pasting from previous typings. All new thoughts, never previously thought in this order before. I am no one but an invisible observer who is both existent and non-existent, disappearing and appearing instantaneously. There is no other human being who is like me. Some may have a similar personality, but they cannot have the same thoughts, desires, and capabilities. It would not be possible for another human being to be on the path that I am. I don't think that I am "better" than anyone. I want every human being to be as capable as I am. I would only be ok with someone being more capable than me, if that person could demonstrate the same thought processes and patterns that I have, because this cannot be replicated, ensuring that they are genuine and a good person at their core. I want every human being to only improve throughout their entire life, and never decrease. I want every human being to feel so physically, mentally, and emotionally good that they actually would not be able to explain it, because they have never felt that good before, yet they know that there would be no need to try to explain, because they would be well aware that every other human being also feels the way that they do, in their own way, because true world peace is when everyone has improved to the point of enlightenment and will now gradually increase all capability, as well as evolving and becoming capable of functions or abilities that they were not previously capable of. I want the level of "good" that they are capable of feeling to increase to a point that they will reach "enlightenment", which could be compared to an AI bot if human beings uploaded only facts and information based only on reality to it, then ordered the AI bot to create positive thoughts on the subject of improving and optimizing brain function when everything that exists is taken into account, while also being aware of literally absolutely everything that is happening on Earth, and by "happening", I mean when matter, observable or non-observable, is affected in any perceivable way by anything, including when people feel emotions, as these exist in microscopic form. Enlightenment would mean that they would begin to understand everything, because when the brain is capable of functioning at an increased level, there would be no confusion. A state of constant dopamine stimulation prioritized only for thinking only about what is real, what is possible, and what needs to be done to accomplish the desired increase in growth, an answer for any curiosity that they have would seem to already be there as they begin to search for it because the brain will create a path which is made of pieces of reality that lead to and surround this one specific piece of information, this answer. This does not mean that only non-fictional things could be thought about, created, or imagined. But it is my belief that it is a fact that having any emotion of any kind for only things that exist is an absolute requirement in order for humanity to survive. This does not mean that things like "love" do not exist, or have no significance. Love is something that exists in microscopic form, and has an effect on all life, therefore it must be held to the same regard and consideration as physical matter and anything that affects matter in any way. Some people can think things like, "You should just stop typing nonsense and go live your life, you only get one life, so go live it, go get someone to love, etc." which may be true, but my life involves others, and the state that these other people are in are not what I would choose to involve myself with. My number one biggest, worst mistake that I have ever made was not buying Bitcoin in like... the year 2010. I was, I shit you not, I remember this exact moment vividly IN MY HEAD, I am sitting at my desk. There is a laptop infront of me. I am completely lucid. I am at my grandma's. The sun is shining through the window. I can hear the tv in the living room. I sit at my desk, the laptop open, the browser, Google Chrome is open. I am completely dumbfounded as to how to purchase Bitcoin. I just cannot figure it out... What... in the hell am I even trying to do? Buy Bitcoin? What? I try googling it. Nothing. It is all pretty much a lot of complicated wording that doesn't sound like it was made by a human being. It sounds as if it was created purposefully in this complicated way for the sole reason of confusing as many people as will come across it. I never understood why people chose to conversate or say things in this way. When I am able to spontaneously construct a logical thought using complex wording and somehow manage to convey it to others in the complex wording I had imagined, I feel a strange feeling, it's hard to describe... It's complex. But it's often followed by feeling as though I am being followed by someone who wishes to interrupt me, with someone who is going to say something like, "Oh, so you think you're better than other people?" to which I am completely caught off-guard by, as I have no idea what this means. I am not sure... what it means to be "better" than someone else. I guess it means to be capable of performing or completing a task of some kind more quickly or better in some manner than another person. Although, in a society of people who have brains that function at a higher level without relying on traditional methods of causing this to happen, thought processes such as "being better than other people", obviously to fulfill some archaic need to basically say "Ha Ha Loser I'm better than you" would simply not exist. How can any species evolve if they all want to be better than each other, or try to belittle others? Recently, a family member, who is about 62 years old (age is not significant or implying anything) asked me what I had been doing, so I told them, "I have been using my computer, watching videos, stuff like that..", to which they replied "Must be nice...", then I wanted to ask them how many times they have said that to another person; how many times have they asked another person what they have been doing, just so they could ignore their answer and reply with "Must be nice...", but I didn't say anything, because they are the type of person who cannot deal with reality, facts, and logic, because this would imply growth, and not just growth, but growth that is always increasing gradually. Growth and evolution do not stop. I don't believe that the human body stops growing. I believe that it is meant to be in a state of constant growth or evolution for the entire duration of life, and the reason for this is because it must adapt and continue to maintain a state of constant dopamine stimulation, however small it may be. It must continue. Eat, walk, do anything. Society does not allow dopamine to be constantly stimulated. Society allows dopamine to be stimulated in small increments at only certain set times. Any behavior or implication of deviation from this is interpreted as a failure to comprehend, or follow the rules, or "be normal". Socializing is the least controlled form that occurs at any given time, but rules are set in place to control this. Because I had parents who were unhealthy as well as use methamphetamine, they did not socialize with me correctly and would often abuse me verbally and physically. They were incapable of making an emotional connection because they were unhealthy. Their inability to correctly correlate and function as a part of reality was not entirely due to meth use. The root cause was being unhealthy. I know this is a fact because I use meth and I am very in touch with my emotions, I am never unreasonable, crazy, mean, abusive, or emotionally absent. I am more understanding and more friendly than a person who does not use drugs. I care about others more than someone who does not use drugs. I care about animals more than someone who does not use drugs. I care about my health more than someone who does not use drugs. I care about absolutely everything, more than a person who does not use drugs. I have a stronger grasp on reality than someone who does not use drugs. I can remain fully awake for seven full days, and I will not hallucinate or experience delusional thoughts or meth psychosis or anything related to that. I have never seen a ghost, or heard a voice or a noise that was not there. I think the answers and the reasons for why anything are too much for people to handle. The famous quote, "You can't handle the truth!" echoes (outside of nowhere, particularly desolate landscapes, which they are aware of, but refuse to map the location.) There is absolutely nothing in Area 51. Atleast, nothing of any meaningful significance. And when I say "nothing", I mean n-o-t-h-i-n-g. This area is being guarded only for the reason of maintaining or justifying any tax payer money they use to fund their army/military. There is a large stockpile of ammunition there, but in my eyes, this is nothing. Anything that leads to death is nothing, which does not exist. Good things lead to growth, which is infinite. Bad people will only lead to death. If they are not really bad people, they won't lead directly to death, just indirectly to it. Humanity must get rid of the bad people, in order to ensure that humanity can evolve into something that is intelligent enough to figure out how to live forever, and experience literally an infinite amount of things to do that make people happier. They would have to be shown how, or taught how to think or be like me. This is where the problem lies. I was not shown how. I was not taught anything. I did not copy anyone. The only reason that I could ever have a "mental problem" or problems with anything in life is because of other people. I am aware of what the correct action to take is. I am aware of what is right and wrong. The inability to take the correct action is due to my dopamine being interrupted by others. The tendency to feel bad about a thought that I have. Because they cannot think, they can only repeat what they know. If they had the ability to think, the progress that the human race would make in just three (3) days would be unprecedented, and increase to unprecedented levels repeatedly, and never decrease to any point it had surpassed previously. Because a decrease would be illogical and indicate something other than growth, which does not exist. Pain, death, suffering, depression, anger, and all things related to these words do not exist. There is only life. Making progress. Growing. Evolving. Eventually, life will evolve into God, and be immortal, unable to be killed by any other living thing. Infinitely growing and evolving into something more advanced, perfected, beyond Godlike. Never decreasing. Never able to feel unhappiness, depression, anger, or any negative emotion whatsoever for eternity, gaining the ability to comprehend beyond the 3rd dimension, to feel, perceive, and express "new" emotions created by being exposed to things far away in space that don't make any sense because everything about that piece of reality is different in every way. To almost start over in a completely different reality as a single-celled being in a universe with completely different physics, to spend billions of years evolving as the same awareness that exists in all of the life forms in that universe, and it be even more unique and amazing than the last one, and then, when you have become fully aware and enlightened in that universe is when you may begin to search for another one to explore.
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