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GenesisCorrupted
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Well again, this is just my opinion. I could be wrong about all of this. But it sounds like your ex cursed you. If I saw the cup and it was just decorations I would have let it go. But the timing is suspect. I don’t know anything about her or you so I am remiss to suggest this sort of thing lightly. I hope I am wrong though and the break up could have been amicable. I am just throwing out suggestions.
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Like it was a jar with a hindged lid. She drew a mushroom on one side. A 20 sided dice. A weed leaf and a racing flag. All things close to me. I never used it even when we dated it just sat on a shelf. And once I let it sit outside under a full moon and doing some things I was told to do before getting rid of it.
I feel she may have cursed me also. She was getting into candle magic right before we broke up and was super cocky about it
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GenesisCorrupted
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Lmao (I’m sorry it’s not funny) That is the description of how you curse yourself. Can you remember what you did?
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I remember lighting a candle and insence. Outside under full moon. Chanted "if you do not serve my greatest and highest good your not welcome on my property and must leave." Something like that . Chanted till the candle went out and tossed that fucker out.
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GenesisCorrupted
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Yeah, but that’s kind of open ended. I would’ve used more fine-tuned speech. That could attract anything with a twist in logic. “Oh, then I can come into your house if I benefit you in a good way. So if you find five bucks. I can throw 5 books around in your house.”
Again, this is just my opinion. But spirits do use Genie wish rules.
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Sounds like some type of demon, but luckily they mostly show up in our life to teach us about ourselves and our own shadows, they are usually direct reflections especially if they are causing you distress.
Think of them as interdimensional mosquitos, you gotta cut off their food source. Which is your negative feelings towards them, thoughts, etc. Sometimes it can be hard enough to remove you have to remove yourself from the situation and environment so you can gain clarity
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GenesisCorrupted
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But to feed in some cases, all they have to do a scare you. Any feelings of anxiety or anger providing them food. If it’s figured out an easy food source. It’s more like a bear. It’s gonna keep coming back for more. Vacation could work. But it can wait forever if it wants too. We don’t even know the mug was anything other than a gift. It might have been there before he was.sucks but the easiest way is to move. Just not something people want to do usually.
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Quote:
GenesisCorrupted said: But to feed in some cases, all they have to do a scare you. Any feelings of anxiety or anger providing them food. If it’s figured out an easy food source. It’s more like a bear. It’s gonna keep coming back for more. Vacation could work. But it can wait forever if it wants too. We don’t even know the mug was anything other than a gift. It might have been there before he was.
Yeah that's how they survive, if you're scared of it it has your number. The key is to see your own shadow in it, as it is a reflection of you on some level.
Demons are teachers, they are angels in goth attire. They teach in unforgettable ways.
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I appreciate you guys. I do feel some sorta fear towards it. I have a lot to learn.
Any advise how to move forward with this?
I can see what you mean about it feeding here.
Went up to lilly dale and got some new insence and candles and talked to a homie there about it.
He also said that whatever forest spirit it is might be shadowed.
Again thank you guys.
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Just don’t give it what it needs. Completely ignore it. Give it nothing. And like a raccoon. Eventually it’ll go somewhere else to feed.
That’s the ideal outcome.🤣 Because you don’t wanna fight that. You might consider a move if it gets worse. But try to just completely ignore it.
Just my opinion
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Moving is not a option at this point.
Ive been ignoring it. Sometimes it's like the eye on lord of the rings , draws you into the forest kinda thing.
Really thinking about cutting down the tree and burning that thing. But I know that's prolly a bad idea
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In my experience I had to move the demon I was dealing with last time, because it started to mess with me in my dreams while I slept, invaded my subconscious. After healing and looking back it was me the whole time allowing it to mess with me. But I needed that separation or clarity. Removing myself from the situation allowed me to gain control over my own thoughts and fears again, but not after having to sleep with it in my dreams for many weeks and months on end. By gaining control, by accepting (it) as my own.
Just remember as hard as it seems it's there for you, as negative as that sounds it's there to teach you about yourself, it's a blessing of transformation because you won't forget what it shows you about yourself.
Burning sage, or burning anything trying to get "rid of it" won't do anything, because it is you, and is there for you! For your own highest good. Helping us see things about ourself that are unconscious, now you are becoming conscious of them that is progress.
I found this for you, read through it and it should help, it helped me. I would of posted it earlier but I couldn't find it.
Not many people encounter a true demon, most just poltergeists, it is as valuable as experiencing an angel. Two sides of the same coin
Scroll down to "Demons and spirit guides" and start there
https://www.reconnections.net/dealing_psychic_disturbances.htm
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Thanks for the link. Very good read!!
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Perhaps give the wendigo the Hope Diamond! It will satisfy its craving, and we'd be rid of two problems.
So now the wendigo guards the astral desert in which the diamond is hidden. Seems we've done a circle.
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Re: Windgo [Re: syncro] 2
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Lmao. Bring it on over and we will go give it to it. 
The past few days and nights I've been trying to focus on the feelings and whatnot it gives off and try to identify that in myself.
I had a friend over last night and even she said the energy at my place felt lighter. We talked about it for a while and ended up going for a walk to the spooky tree and that area of the forest.
Once we got to the woods line she did not want to adventure any farther and we started a small campfire and sat there for a while.
During this time there was no fear or any sort of uncomfortable feelings.
Today the house and property feel lighter to me for the first time in years.
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That is incredible! Something in you was reaching out to be recognized and absorbed back into your self consciously. I had the same thing happen to me, went through hell until I started seeing it as a reflection of me. The demon left as it did it's job to remind me, in a truly unforgettable way.
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