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Depression. An interpretation of my inner demons.
    #28503950 - 10/14/23 02:18 AM (3 months, 13 days ago)

The slow steady breathing of my sleeping demons is my (security?).. confirmation that I am safe. Weeks can turn into months as they continue their slumber. Eventually, inevitably, their rhythmic snores begin to change. As their hunger grows they begin to stir and begin to awaken.
My demons begin to cry, quietly at first but I know I can't hold them back for long. Their cries get louder as they micic the hate filled terror that crept into their dreams and poisoned them into nightmares. Slowly and steadily they get stronger and louder, fighting to be set free.
My demons, in so much pain, they scream at me, begging me to set them free. They are mine they say, how dare I torture them this way.?. How cruel I am to keep them in the dark. Out of desperation they begin their chorus of hate. Turning fears into shame and sadness into hopelessness... I'm not strong enough to fight them any longer...

As I give in and sink away to hide and cry in the shadows. I allow my demons out. I give them the time they demand to roar and stretch their wings. They fight and cry and scream with pain until their fire no longer rages within. 

Exhausted and content they slowly creep back into their den.

One by one, looking at me with eyes filled with pain and love. Each carrying a familiar sorrow so that I have less to bare.
They begin their hibernation until their rage returns again.
Carefully and quietly, I crawl back into the spotlight. Always cautious. Never knowing when my demons will awaken ready to Roar again.


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Re: Depression. An interpretation of my inner demons. [Re: true_Gemini]
    #28536564 - 11/10/23 04:15 AM (2 months, 17 days ago)



Ooh! Here's one with the sun peaking they leaves



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Re: Depression. An interpretation of my inner demons. [Re: true_Gemini]
    #28536753 - 11/10/23 08:14 AM (2 months, 17 days ago)

I read that and found it so relatable to when I am in my deepest darkest depression.
I have not been there in an extremely long time. But... I really felt your words and they resonated with me.


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